| Yes.. i'm procrastinating. I just can't get around it. I find that the more that i have to do, the less that i really want to get it started, though I know that if I start it, the less that I will have to do... it's a terrilbe cycle, yet one that I just can't seem to pull away from. At least after this I may potentially never do school, and that at least means I won't have as much opportunity to procrastinate. Anyway, so. Yes, I'm doing a bible study on Micah. Ever read micah? Well, I have twice now... boringest book in the bible, and I just don't seem to be getting anything out of it, but somehow I have to find aobut 2000 words of interest in it... i'm going to the loo...
So... you poor things... if I want to call you that, cause i don't read about your life... so I really don't know why you would read this, though I'm sure if I thought about you, i'd realize that I do love you and miss you on many different levels, but at the moment, my life is just one big hurried lot of stuff and I don't think of you... but anyway. if you want to know what I'm doing. I am waiting on God. Yes... well, you see. this year for me (I was doing bible college for a year if you didn't know) was ment to sort out my life. I had the expectation that i would know what I would want to do after it was all over, and I thought I already knew who I was. thing is... people change and I can attest to that, that I have changed, and therefore don't really know what God has in store for me... so now that bible college is finished (not that the work load has, as stated previously, because I did not have the time, cause neither would you, if you were living my life) though I got a lot out of the year, there are still stuff that i have to do, but after that I am just going to work and to sit and be and really work out who I am, who I want to be, the things that I have got out of this year, and equaly importantly, work out why God created me (aka, what am I supposed to do with my life, because we are all given different personalities for a reason... we all have something that we are supposed to
fulfil. Even if you are the nothing from nowhere, you will impact someone's life upon the way, and I guess I just need to work out what sort of people they are going to be, and how I want to impact them. (And sorry, I know that was like a tangent way off what I was going to explain, but that's my brain for you)). So... I have... I think 2 or three weeks... maybe it's 3? I don't know. Anyway, to finish my assignments. Also, I have that time to clean up my little house (aka. cabin) and move to my friends house. So... that will be happening early december. Then I'm house sitting for other friends like the same day I move in... which I've worded really badly, but too bad! Then...house sit for 10 days, then it's particaully close to christmas. Chrissy's going to be a ball... gotta love it. Seriously is my favourite season... bbq's... beaches, being lazy... so nice. AnDD! My parents are coming back... next july, if things all go to plan! which is sick... but also... they are going to be here till MARCH! So sick, cause that's when I turn 21... cause I"m SO old... hooray... thankgoodness i'm still only 19, but even still... i'm stoked... that means that I'll get to see the boys more... cause they're so cool. Anyway, so... back to the plans. After christmas, I"m house sitting for other friends for a few days i think... so that'll be nice, though I've never even been to their house. then... I don't know what i'm going to do early january... haven't really thought about it. maybe work, cause I'll be out of money. Then... i'll go and house sit for anouther lot of friends for about 2 weeks I think that they are planning. then in March I think... oh. Maybe feb. I don't know, i'm going to QLD. would like to go to NZ some time soon, that would be sick, but I just dont know when I'm going to fit it in, but it'd be so fun... seriously that place that the coolest activities. Anyway.... and I think that's it. i'm sick of talking and procrastinating. i'm going to work. catch ya. |
