I don't want to become any closer...if we become closer, it will only be sadder when we separate. we almost laughed harder than we kissed;
you were always something i could never resist. Remember how you used to just live your life a little for me. He was different. he never said "I want to be friends" after he said goodbye. It was like he knew, he knew that he had broken my heart bad enough when he saw my tears fall. He knew me well enough that he knew just what to say. And when he spoke, he looked me in the eyes and said, "I hope you talk to me again someday" You want the truth?
Here it is; I miss you. I need you. I was amazed that they had so much to talk about. From the second they saw each other, there was constant laughing and sarcasm and commentary, something connecting them that pulled taut or fell limp with each thought spoken. Their words, like the music, had the potential to be endless. Maybe I don't want this night to end. And maybe I don't want you to stop thinking about me. I want to be with you all of the time; It's hopeless but I have to try. If you're not willing to work for it - then you really don't want it that badly. it's kind of an interesting thought when your boyfriend doesn't tell you that you look pretty but your guy friends never forget to. won't you stay with me tonight? i swear it'll be worth it. and then tomorrow, you can go back to being my friend. i asked. "what's the time?" and you said
"what's the hurry?" you asked me my name and i almost forgot.
And he's laughing about something that he heard earlier, and i can't help but notice that he's sitting closer to me than he ever had before. & she pretends she
doesn't care, but really,
she cares more than
anyone else. He takes my heart and doesn't give it back
Yeah, I love it when he does that Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so noone can hear you. Waiting for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart. For everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I know exactly how that feels. Everyday i fight back the urge to text you, or call you; telling myself that if you wanted to talk to me, you would. I realize that overall, you weren't really worth it. There were moments with you that made me really happy, but majority of the time you just shut me out. That's why this summer I'll try to get over you. We might've had something really great, but I guess we'll never know. I'll never forget the good times with you, but I'll also never forget how you hurt me more than any other boy. She's getting to you.
You're finding out that you don't
like being without her 
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