| and when i wake up you look so pretty sleeping next to me
There's something about his eyes that I want to hold with me and take with me everywhere I go. He is a craving; a mystery; everything beautiful. I could live in his arms, fitting like a Lego.
We're just better together.
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| i'll make it to the moon if i have to crawl
This is what I need; distractions.
This is what I'm avoiding; home.
This is how I feel; amazing.
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| i'm the beast in you, the beast in me
the bitterness, the jealousy
the part of you that never sleeps
Spring is the fresh-faced, wide-eyed child with an infectious smile. Bouncy and wild, everything is new and amazing.
Summer is the happy teen with laughter always leaking through her grin, every moment as unpredictable as anything.
Autumn is the mature woman sure of life and wrapped in comfort.
Winter is the withered old form that still finds beauty in the most impossible treachery.
I find myself stuck at an in between, with Summer caressing my form, while Autumn tugs at my fingers and whispers in my ear. It will be a slow transition, but progress is never ending.
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| can you hear me?
Sometimes your soul just wakes up. With slow, dragging breaths it wakes up and ascends and fills you with the life you've been missing. Even if it takes a push, you wake up and there you are.
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| beat heart beat
The truth is that I'm okay with who I am today. It's okay that no matter how many times I tell my mom to trust me, she still worries (what are moms for?) because I know that I can just show her.
I am a people pleaser. I don't know that last time I let myself be truly happy. I wasn't doing things for myself; I cared too much. And I still care but things are allowed to change, people are allowed to change. I'm young; I've got a lot of learning left to do about myself, but what can you learn if you stand in the same spot? And right now, I am fine, better than I've ever been. The best thing I've learned in the last couple of months is that jeopardizing my happiness for someone else's (namely someone who actually doesn't care as much about me as I do for them) won't make things easier or better for me.
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