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Name: Jessie
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Metro: Ocean County
Birthday: 10/11/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: girls, cooking, writing, talking on the phone and computer, basketball, making short movies, watching movies... especially master of disguise, spiderman (1 and 2), american wedding, love, did i mention girls?
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  snap8crackle2pop
Member Since:
12/31/2004
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| i'm doing much better... well kinda... my meeting with that friggin program was nuts. it's not where i belong... maybe something else will come up. but now i'm just waiting for the fasha to get home so i can re-dye my hair.~jessie~ | | |
| i sit here, alone, trying to sort out everything inside my head. everytime the phone rings... it's either victoria or lisa. victoria is from my past like... more than a year ago. knew her from gym class freshman year, became friends quickly, asked her out in the summer like a week after we started talking online and on the phone. of course i cheated and got us suspended from school for like a week, so she left. then this year, i met lisa at vocs. first day we all get split up into groups, i say i'm a lesbian and lisa comes out that she's bi. of course, once again, i cheated but...i broke up with her. why?!?!? i dunno. so this is where i'm at. crying more in the last few days than i feel i ever have, not knowing where to turn. the people i would usually turn to left... cuz i'm an asshole. ya know i hear that a lot lately... that i'm an asshole. but anyways... i have to decide. but how can i? when one doesn't wanna rush into things, and now talking to another girl (which is fine)... and the one is dating two girls, to get over me, when she doesn't have to. and i am an asshole cuz i sit there and tell one person one thing and the other something else. when really i know who i want.. and i know who everyone else thinks i should be with. so i'm torn between two really great girls... and i'm writing this here...cuz no one else is around. i love my friends, what's left of them, but it's something i gotta do on my own, whether that's a good thing or not. and just so my friends know kate, amygirl, alysia, matty, chris, sabreen, dan, perillo, steph, cj, jesse, and ce...including lisa and victoria, you're all fucking amazing. besides all the drama with these two fucking amazing person, i'd probably be fine, but i'm not right now. and i don't know how long i can go, trying to pretend i'm fine when i'm really not. ~JessiE~
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| hey there... still single..but leaving my options open..shit happens~jess~ | | |
| so yea it's been a fucking long ass time. alot of shit going on. i'm single. looking around. chillen. any takers!! ~jess~ | | |
| hey there sup..? not alot here. not really with it. still with the babygirl, just tired and stressed and ahhhhhhhhhh sleep is good. ~jess~ | | |
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