Have you ever had one of those days where you just curse money?? I mean, you just hate that money was ever invented. Because right now I feel that way!!!

As you know I am 30 weeks pregnant and NOT working I just sit around the house all day, and well you do get paid for that...I'm afraid My little girl still needs tons of things and I am freaking out about how I am gonna get them for her. I still haven't brought the items that need to go in my labor bag, and heck I could go any day now (but with luck I won't). I have been thinking of ways to make money at home, and I have a really good idea, that people are diggin' but I don't have the money for the start up cost...and all I need is parchment paper and color ink *shakes head in shame* How screwed up is that?!?

But off of that subject, I need to think "happy thoughts" lol... If I have any of those left. *rolls eyes* Oh yea here's one.... I get to have another U/S (Ultrasound) in 2 weeks YAY!!!! I am so excited!! I haven't seen my little girl since I was 17 weeks pregnant, when we found out the sex. So I am dying to see how she looks now...I bet she's a cutie

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All this week I have been thinking about some really dear friends that I lost contact with I wonder how each of them are doing, and what's new in there life. I guess I could write CD a snail mail letter, but as for S and some others I don't have a way to contact them..oooh but maybe CD does WOOOO WHOO!!! So write CD and see how my girlie is doing and then I can ask about S and the others I'm so smart, lol

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Not much is going on in my boring life, so I think I will exit the xanga world for the moment.

Ok so it's 12:13am and I am still up online...BAD momma rose *lol* But oh well!! I am freezing (it's 38 degrees here in D.C.) and I want some ice cream *lol*

All I keep thinking about is sewing... something that I am dying to learn to do, but have no one to really teach me I am looking at sites that sell cloth diaper patterns and I am dying to order some of them. But instead of ordering them now, I am just bookmarking the sites and I will order them later  Aren't I smart??

Little miss Aalicia is up and kicking, and probably thinking "what the heck is mommy still up for?? She's usually sleep by now" But I'm just wasting time looking at my belly jump and bounce all over the place and talking on the Epregnancy.com message boards (my second home). I swear I live on these boards!! But what can I say these ladies are like family  

Well I gotta go! I'm rambling about nothing. Adios!! 

Goddess I am going throught TMG withdraw!!! I miss TMG soooooooooooooo much!!! I just wish that I could turn back time. You know pass all of the rumors and childish games, and go back to the good ole's days at TMG. I was just looking at my teams old page and I miss updating it and talking to all of my members I miss making awards for everyone! And I miss all of the friends that I made.

But I am have a feeling that something good will come out of all of this. Just give it time!!

I guess I will start using this blog for something else know. Maybe I will use it for the .com site (my own domain) site that a friend and I are starting. It's for Pagans Rights! He wanted to start this site soooo bad and asked if I would help!

BB,

Blue Rose *pouts* I'm no longer Tempress Blue Rose

Well, yesterday Lady Dream Weaver & Lady White Hawk announced that they will be closing TMG. There has been a lot of stupid and uncalled for rumors going around TMG and it has caused a lot of pain to everyone. I don't know all of the information about these rumors and such. But I do know that it's needs to STOP. Everyone at TMG (including myself) have been acting like little 8 years old. Running around saying, "Well, I heard that..." and "Well, she/he said..." All of that mess is uncalled for and well with TMG closing all of this will come to and end hopefully!

I have no hard feelings toward any of the past members of TMG nor the current ones. I just what everyone to walk in love and light.

BB,

Blue Rose