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Name: Tish
Country: Australia
Metro: Melbourne
Birthday: 10/30/1990
Interests: Im a songwriter, i play the piano and compose sentimental songs. I admire christina aguilera and her voice. Im emo, in the non-looking emo way. I like the deeper side of people, the one that no one really sees. I think being judged is gay, but it happens to everyone. Hypocrites are worst and they should die. Im in love with people, they captivate me and motivate me. My boyfriend inspires me everysingle day. I love him to bits. My best friends, Jazz, Ange, Yvonne, Amy, Ben, Kirroff, Jade, Tarn && Jo Koh. Thank you for everything* Ya'll are the ones who know me the best.
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
MSN: just_that@hotmail.com
ICQ:  198672674
Member Since:
9/24/2003
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| Too true.
Another one of those mondays.
Another one of those times wishing i didnt go out on saturday.
Another one of those moments where i wish Aydin didnt have to go home.
But you know what, right now i feel alright.
I jsut watched Sex and the city (the movie) and it is
one of the best feel good movies ever.
I feel a tad bit better.
Friendships and love.
Thats what it really is all about.
Sometimes, I get scared. Its the fear of insecurity.
The fear that nothing is definite.
And i think thats something ive been searching for in my relationships.
I know that pressuring someone to reassure you that its the 'real thing',
is actually putting a strain on yourself & the relationship.
But as girls, u know, we cant really help it.
2 of my closest girlfriends here got screwed over by guys.
Its upsetting to see how people have to go through the pain of the risk of being in love.
But i guess thats it.
The risk, the challenge, The fight of love.
Ive been sick so much lately it truly is running me down.
But sometimes all you need is a little inspiration again, that little gist of
motivation that reminds you of the best of yourself.
A photo of a cute little outfit i whipped up from my
all-over-the-place walk in :)
Ever thine, Ever mine, Ever ours.
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| A thrilling nightmare.
Tears filled and all of that.
I didnt know what was going on.
Another rough day,
another tough day.
I thought i was just coming down.
At one point i got so emotional that i just kinda broke.
I cnat handle being sick.
Besides the physical pain,
i have to deal with my imbalanced emotions as well.
Unbalance? Imbalanced?
I took a walk.
To the edge of crown and back.
Saved again by the boyfriend.
Who listened to me mumble out my baby words and
cried and cried out useless reasons.
I really wanna go back home now.
Being sick just reminds me off home and how much i wanna be back.
But i know im running away.
Theres so many bad memories,
so many haunting ones that just push me away from home.
Im just scared to go back and face it.
Truth is,
I didnt really wanna run away from the first place.
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So this weekend was different.
It is the first time in like a month i havent been out on a satday night.
which is good =]
Had a house party though but didnt take photos.
Today is a monday and i hate mondays.
I have never ever had a monday where i felt good or un-sickly.
Maybe its coz mondays Aydin goes home.
Or maybe coz mondays I have class.
and maybe coz mondays is the end of another great weeekend.
The weekend just past though,
was a tad bit different.
Things happened, words spoken, feelings on a sleeve,
emotions involved.
THIS weekend though is Pharmacy's 8th Birthday.
Which means another event to rockit out hardcore.
Its september now.
and in two months and 2 weeks i will be back home.
Im not so sure whats going to happen,
not so sure im ready for it.
But oh well, my life's changed this much,
cant get any more different.
My boys: Moogs (black)- The ultimate soul mate
Roachie (Red) - The cutie newb mate
Aydin - The one that makes me smile
Wild ways.
Me & Stace.
I look like a boy here LOL.
scattered sundays. x]
Another emo monday.
Tough week this week, but reward by Friday. =]
tata. x
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