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Name: RiCkY Country: United States State: California Birthday: 10/29/1985 Gender: Male
Interests: SuP NiGGa!!!!! I ReAlLy DoNt HaVe AnY HoBbIeS AcTuAlLy Oh WaIt YaH I Do An ThErE PlAiN An SiMpLe, ThErE Sk8iN WiT mA HomIeS WHiCh iS GrEAT YaH KnO AnD ChIlLin WiT ThA LaDiEs YaH KnO KeEpIn It TrUe I LOVe TaKIN ThEm PIlLs ThErE GrEAT nEvA DoNE mE WrOnG WeLl ImMMa BoUnCe CaTcH lAtZ AiGhT KiD PAyCe......
Expertise: HmMmMm????? I ReAlL DoNt HavE NoNe WeLl aNyWaYs JEsS KeEp A wAtCh OuT Fa Ma NEw cLOThIn LinE, AiGhT PlAyA iTs iN CoNStRuCtIoN RiTe NoW So JeSs WaTcH oUt Fa iT AiGhT KiD PaYcE......
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| WhEn ThE SuN SlEePs..............
ThE DrEaMs ThAt SeCuRe OuR FaNtAsYs Of LiFe AnD DeStInY.................
ThE NiGhT FaLlS InTo SeT, ThE TiMe Of CrEaTuReS To CoMe OuT, ThErE TiMe To RoAm ArOuNd ThE EaRtH, SeT UpOn ThErE DESiRe, To SaTiSfY ThErE NeEds Of HuNgEr.............
ThE DrEaMs ThAt PlAcE Us In A WhOlE NeW DiMeNsIoN, SeTtInG OuR FaNtAsYs In A DiFfErEnT ViSiOn Of LiFe...........
YoU SaId YoU ExCePtEd My FoRgIvEnEsS, BuT It To Me YoU HaVeNt, By ThE WaY YoU TrEaT Me ArOuNd OtHeR PeOpLe Or ThE WaY YoU AcT WiTh Me...............
ThE TiMe HaS CoMe, FoR Me To ShOw YoU ThE ReAl Me, YoU MaY NoT LiKe WhAt YoU SeE, BuT ThIs Is WhO I Am, I CaMe OuT In ThE DaRkNeSs, HIDiNg My PrEsEnTs FoR PeOpLeS FeAr Of Me, OnE LoOk At Me................
I NeEd YoU In My LiFe...............
ThE EnTeRnATy Of LiFe, BeInG ReSsUrEcT, BrOuGhT BaCk To LiFe, ThE ScArIfIcE Of AnOtHeR SoUl...........
TeArS Of BlOoD RuShInG DoWn, BuT FrOm WhAt, I ScReAm In ThE DaRkNeSs FiNg MySeLf, BuT ThE BlOoD StIlL RuShEs DoWn FrOm My EyEs OnLy GeTtInG WoRsE AnD WoRsE, I FeEl ThE PaIn, ThE PaIn Of It NeVeR StOpPiNg, I FaLl To ThE GrOuNd, OnLy ScRaMbLiNg In The PuDdLe Of My UsElEsS BlOoD, DrIpPINg AnD DrIpPiNg I SoOn PaSt OuT, I WaKe Up BuT No WhErE To Be KnOwN, I LoOk ArOuNd BuT SeEn NoThInG BuT WhItE, I StArT To CrY An I KnEw I HaD MaDe It, NoW I Am In GoOd HaNdS.......................
ThE SiZzLiNg SuN HeAtS Up ThE DaY, As ThE TiMe FlY ByEs, ThE SuN LoSeS ItS PoWeR, It StArTs To SlEeP FoR ItS NeXt DaY Of BlAzInG HeAt...........
UnTiL NoW, It Is TiMe To SaY OuR GoOd ByEs | | |
| A WiNtErî–˜ TaLe....................
I SeT AsIdE My DiFfErEnCiEs, WiShInG YoU SeT YoUrS To, OnLy To ImAgInE YoU WiLl In TiMe......
I SeEn To MuCh, To MuCh FoR YoU To GeT AwAy WiTh, A TiMe FoR YoU To StOp, BuT WiLl I LeT ThIs HaPpEn, OnLy In TiMe YoU WiLl KnOw, JuSt GoInG To HaVe To WaIt An SeE............
I ShEd My TeArS OuT FoR YoUr LoVe, I TeLl YoU AlL My DeEpIsT SeCrEtS Of ThEm AlL, TeLl YoU MY DrEaMs, BuT FoR YoU To ShOvE It BaCk InTo My FaCe..........
LoSt In An EnDlEsS SeA Of WaKiNg DrEaMs, SpIlLiNg UpOn ThE StOlEn LiNe ThReE TeArS IvE SaVeD FoR YoU, I CaUgHt ThEn BeFoRe ThEy CrAsHeD AnD SaLt StAiNeD ThE DeAtHlEsS EaRtH, I TaPpEd InTo My BoNe MaRrOw To InJeCt InTo YoU HeRe, IlL DrAiN My BlOoD InTo ThE AlReAdY StAiNeD DiRt ThReE TeArS IvE SaVeD FoR YoU...............
ThE FeElInG Of BeInG LoNeLy, ThE PaIn Of HaViNg No LoVe, ThE MiNd Of No FeElInGs, LeAdS To ThE MiNd Of No PaIn...............
I CaUgHt MySeLf In A LiE, A LiE ThAtS LeAdS To MoRe LiEs, MoRE LiEs ThAt WiLl MaKe Me SeEm My LiFe Is JuSt LiEs, I SeEm To LiVe My LiFe FuLl Of LiEs, OuT CoMeS ThE TrUtH.................
ThE LiFe I HaD WaS SiMpLe, NoThInG To WoRriE BoUt, BuT JeSs To LiVe LiFe As ItS SeLf, HoW HaRd WaS ThAt.............
I PrEy FoR YoUr HeLp, In NeEd Of YoUr GuIdIeNcE, HoPiNg To Be ExCePtEd Me In YoUr HaNdS....................
WhY Do We AlWaYs WaNt ThInGs PeRfEcT, JUsT ImAgInE If EvErYtHiNg WaS PeRfEcT, WhAt GoOd WoUlD It Be.................
ThE MoOn LiGhT GaiZe UpOn Me, As It StArTeD To FaiZe, ThE MoMeNt I StArTeD To ThInK BoUt My LiFe, I HaD It GrEaT, WiTh OuT A DoUbT I KnEw It WoUlD CoMe To ThIs In ThE EnD...............
ThE WoRlD Is FuLl Of YoU PeOpLe WhO TeLl Us YoUr OuR FrIeNdS, BuT LaTeR In LiFe ThE TrUtH CoMeS OuT UpOn YoU, ThE ThInGs YoU HaD In YoU BoUt Us BeGiN To SiNk InTo ThE WoRlD, SoOn ThE WoRlD WiLl KnOw YoUr A FaKe PeRsOn, LiViNg OfF Of OtHeR PeOpLe CrUmS LiKe A RaT, LaTeR On In LiFe YoU WiLl NeEd PeOpLe FrIeNdShIp An HeLp, ThEy WiLl JuSt TuRn ThErE BaCk An fOrgEt BoUt YoU JuSt LikE YoU DiD To ThEm...............
ThE DaRkNeSs Of BeInG ThE WoOdS Is HoW My LiFe Is..................... | | |
| FoUr SeAsOnS Of LoNeLiNeSs.....
I CaNt SeEm To TeLl YoU HoW I FeEl, SoMeThIn In Me TeLlS Me We WeRe MeAnT To Be, HoW EvErYtHiNg MaTcHeS PeRfEcTlY BeTwEeN Us, In TiMe ThInGs We HaD FoR EaCh OtHeR WiLl ChAnGe AnD WoNt Be FoRgOtTiN.................... | | |
| ThE ShOoTiNg StAr ThAt DeStRoYs.........
ThE ThOuGhTlEsS MaN, WhO Was NeVeR LoVeD, BuT AlWaYs WaNtEd To Be LoVe, ThE LoNeLy DePrEsSeD KiD WaItInG To Be ReAcHeD OuT FoR HeLp........................
SoOnIt WiLl Be FrEe, ShOw YoU ThE ThInGs YoU NeVeR WaNtEd To SeE, ThInGs ThAt WiLl ShOcK YoU, ThInK YoU WiLl HaNdLe It..............................
We LiVeD OuR LiVeS DrEaMiNg, We MaDe ThE DrEaMs CoMe TrUe WiTh THe GrEaT AcCoMpLiShMeNtS We MaDe, AlOnG ThE WaY We GaInEd ThE ReSpEcT We NoW DoSeRvE...................
ThE NiGhT FaLlS InTo SeT, Im SiTtInG HeRe On My PoRcH SeEiNg My WiSh WiLl CoMe TrUe, A WiSh SoMeDaY I WiLl Be WiTh ThE MoSt SpEcTaCuLlAr WoMeN, WhO I CaN CoMe To FoR AnYtHiNg KnOwInG EvErYtHiNg Is GoInG To Be AlRiGhT, Or SoMeOnE To WrAp My ArMs ArOuNd FoR CoMfOrT, SoMeOnE To LoVe AnD LoVe Me BaCk FoR WhO I Am, LoOk At ThE BrgHt ShInEy MoOn AnD ThE SpArKlInG StArS, I LoOk A LiTtLe ClOsEr As I SeE ThE ShOoTiNg StAr, I MaDe My WiSh, A WiSh ThAt SoMeDaY I WiLl Be WiTh YoU...............................
LoSt InTo YoU, FeEl InTo YoU, KiSsEd By YoU, LoVeD By YoU, BuT NoW DeStRoYeD By YoU......................
HmMmMmMm CaN YoU FiGuRe OuT WHaT ThAt MeAnS....................
We DrEsS To ImPrEsS, FiLlInG Us Up WiTh StReSs, ThE LeSs YoU KnOw ThE BiGgEr ThE MeSs, DoNt YoU FeEl BlEsS JeSs.......................
ThE SiMpLe LiFe We CaNt SeEm To FiGuRe OuT, We AlL WaNt To KnOw< Is My LiFe WoRtH LiViNg FoR, ThEn My AnSwEr WiLl JuSt Be WhY DoNt YoU WaIt AnD FiGuRe OuT, TE WaY ThInGs ArE GoInG My LiFe Is WoRtH LiViNg FoR................
I FoUnD My LoVe My PaSsIoN, WhY CaNt ThEy LeT Me FoCuS It A LiTtLe BiT MoRe....................
To Me WhY Do We CoMpLaIn BoUt OuR LiVeS, HoW MuCh We HaTe It, HoW BiG Of A TrOuBlE We GeT InTo As We HaVe PeOpLe HeLp Us OuT LiKe OuR PaReNtS, AnD WhY Do We SaY We HaTe OuR PaReNtS, ThOsE MeAnInG We SaY StaRt To Go AwAY AnD YoU WiLl TeLl YoUr SeLf LaTer On In LiFe, Im GlAd ThEy WeRe ThErE To HeLp, BeCaUsE ThErE NoT GoInG To Be ArOuNd FoR LoNg, So TrEaSuRe IT As LoNg As YoU CaN, ReMeMbEr FaMiLy Is MoRe ImPoRtAnT ThAn FrIeNdS, YoUr FrIeNdS WiLl Be ArOuNd BuT FaMiLy WoNt......................
Ma TiMe Is NeAr, It Is TiMe FoR Me To Go NoW, SeE YoU In ThE NeAr FuTuRe.......................
HeY GaBy YoU KnOW WhAt I LoVeS YaH........... | | |
| A StOrY At ThReE.............................
I HiDe In ThA DaRkNeSs, NoT HaViNg AnY OnE NoTiCe WhO I Am Or WHaT I Am, I NeEd No LOVe FrOm AnY OnE, I PrEy On ThA DaRkNeSs To CoMe AnD LeAd Me To My PaTh, ThE PaTh To GrEATnEsS..........................
I StEp InTo ThIs WoRlD, BeCaMe OnE Of YoU nOw, LiViNg ThE LiFe ThAt WiLl ChAnGe Me FoR EvEr, BeCoMiNg WuTs CaLlEd An AlDuLt, No MoRe GaMeS To PLAy, BuT To TaKe ReSpOnCiBlItIeS NoW....................
In TiMe Of LiFe, We AlWaYs DrEamEd Of BeInG SoMeThInG SpECTaCuLaR, We AlWaYs DrEAmEd Of BeInG A MoDeL, A FaMoUs StAr, A PrO AtHlEtE, LiViNg ThE PrO LiFe Of BeInG A SkAtEr Or EvEn BeCoMiNg A WrItEr, ThEsE DrEaMs We HaVe StArT To FaDe FrOm SoMeThInG OpPoSiTe We BeCoMe LaTeR In LiFe...............................
ThA PaSsIoN I HaVe, ThE LoVe I GaVe YoU, MaDe All YoUr DrEaMs CoMe TrUe, WiShInG We Be ToGeThEr FoR EvEr, KnOwInG YoU WiLl Be By My SiDe.................
I SiT HeRE ObSeRvAtInG LiFe, LiFe ItS SeLf, LoOkInG At MiStAkEs Us PeOpLe ArE MaKINg, SeEiNg ThEm LiViNg In A ShEll, WaItIn To BrEaK OuT An BeCoMe SoMeThIng MaRvIlLOUs, PeOpLe HaVe No IdEa HoW To EnJoI LiFe, LiFe It SeLf Is A GaMe, MaKINg ThE RiGhT MoVeS An TaKiNg ErVeRytHiNg FoR GrAnTed ThAt CoMeS YoUr WaY, OnCe YoU DoNt YoUr GoNNA RegReTe ThAt YoU DiDdNt....................
To YoU WhAt Is ThE MeAnInG Of LoVe? We SaY ThE WoRd LOVe, BuT WhY?
DrEaMs ArE IlLuSiOnS, IlLuSiOnS ThA HeLPS Us LiVe.............
I CoUnTeD ThE DaYs LeFt I HaD, I HaVE LiTtLe TiMe To TeLL YoU, BuT ThEsE ArE MY LaSt WoRdS "ThE LiFe We ImAgInE SeEmS To Be PeRfEcT, BuT ItS OnLy PeRFEcT WiTh ThE OnEs We LOVE, ThAtS WhAt MaKeS LiFe So pErFeCt"
ThE InPeRcT LiFe, ThE DeAtH Of OnEs LOVe, ThE ShAtTeReD HeArT, ThE HeArTLEsS MaN, ThE InFaMoUs WoMeN, ThE YoUnG ChIlDrEn, HaTe CrImEs, DeAtH ItS SeLf......................
DeAtH ThE SiN ThAt We MuSt OvEr CoMe, If We DoNt ThEn We LiVe In FeAr Of DeAtH..................
SAIlInG ThRoUgH LiFe AiNt So BaD, BuT Is It WoRtH It To YoU, WoUlDnT YoU RaThEr SaY "yAh LoOk At ThAt I WoRk So HaRd On ThAt, An Be PrOuD On WhAt YoU AcCoMpLiSh" InStEaD Yo RaThEr JeSs SaIl On By WiTh No HaRd WoRk Or AcCoMpLIsHmEnTs..................
TooO MaNy PeOpLe ThInK ThEy KnOw, BuT ThEy HaVe No IdEa, ThATs Is ThE PaThEtIc PaRT..................
ThEsE ArE ThE TiMeS We HaD, ThE TiMes ThAt WoNt Be FOrGoTtIn, HoW Is ThAt PoSsIbLe To YoU....................
ThIs Is ThE StOrY, ThE StOrY At ThReE, An ThIs Is ThE EnD Of Ma StOrY...................... | | |
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