YAYA i got to c jasons pic and hes better than i could of ever imagined twas total awsome im just so happy well i have nothing else to say

I LOVE YOU JAS

HEY ALL!!! im in MI  and its been ok i guess we went to this indoor waterpark and it was cool, i just feel like my dad thinks he needs to spend tons of money for us to have fun, and that bugs me to NO end, hes just handing off money to us, which i KNOW he doesnt have GRRRRR

well im at my cusins now and im waiting for her to get off school so we can go hang out WOOT lol kims awsome!!! well... ugh im bored cocos taking a nap so i have none to play with!! JAS GET ON!!! well guys i will talk to u whhen i get home MUCH LOVE, JAS I LOVE YOU LOTS

OH MY TODAY SUCKED!!!  i was so emo     it all started in 3rd period, me and natalie were all cool and stuff and then all of a sudden she stops talking to me and ignores me all kinds, and this was tword the end of the period so i was like well we can fix all this in 6th so i just went to lunch so i go through lunch and i was just awsome josh tells me every day that my hair looks good, and i dono what to do bout that  he goes to me "u look like a heard core christian kid" and i dono he likes me and i just dont wanna do that... and i have a man hes my one and only EVER so thats all... nothing will happen there, ok so we all went to 4th and i find out my friend is so freaking high  MY BEST FRIEND and she said dhe was stopping and im just so frustrated i dono if i can handle this anymore but i wont let her screw up her life to have some fun for a few hours I JUST WONT DO IT ok so we were in class and i fake hit her, just messing around and she blows up at me and i tell her that she needs to stop doing the drugs and she blows up at me more and i just donr knowe what to do at all me and ally talked and she said i need to keep at telling her to stop,  and her aunt would know bout it but i dont want felicia to go  back to verginia, and get abused by her aunt so im just in this possition where i dono what to do but i have to do something UUUUUGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH ok so now i go to 5th and im talking to another josh bout it and i start crying again  (i was crying when me and felicia were well yelling back and forth) and it just comes out, josh gived me ahug and i sleep it off in class, so rthen i go to 6th and natile told me im cut off, noiw that made me cry again,  i didnt do anytihng so we talk and to find out her friend got caught doing drugas and shes not comming back and me and her were crying togeather and that period was just a ton of girls crying it was really sad, im just a bucket full of tears today and they all wanna poor out  and then on top of that i have to go c my dad, i really hope hes changed how he treats me or else this week is gonna suck, im flying out tomorrow and that means i cant talk to jas the whole time, tim said my dad is getting internet so mabie i can talk to him    its ganna b hard on me, really hard  JAS I LOVE YOU SWEETIE AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, im thinking bout u always and will miss u bunches *giant hugs*  

ok guys, im sorry u had to sit through reading all that, much love