well... im sitting in class and it's 10:51... im in 3ed period, almost about 4th... so soon the bell will ring.. i cant wait to get home..Today is my sisters birthday... and also today is erins birthday party... so im guessing me and branden are going to erins for a little while, and then im going to go see what my sister is up too... As of right now, school fucken sucks! im bored out of my mind, i have a bad headake and this morning i didnt want to wake up and come here... but then my dad threatend me about me not seein my baby, and i cant even go 4 days without seeing him... so i guess i have to go by my fathers rules... but at least school is almost over... THANK GOD! this day needs to go by faster, so i can go home, get a little bit of rest, get rid of this headake, and be able to go out... But i have to say, for some reason everyone from this damn school is trying to talk to me now... Chris, Jermaine, Phillip, James, Keith, Branden... and i think thats about it... I really dont like any of them... I really hate them... I dont want anything to do with them, and they just wont leave me alone... i want everyone from phillips out of my life... i cant stand anyone from here... i have my baby, and i love him, and thats how its going to stay... nothing will take him away from me... i believe that me and him belong together... Im never going to leave him as long as he dosnt indicate to me that he dosnt want me anymore... but i know me and him will be together for a long time... i can feel it in my heart! But branden guess what????????????????????????????????????????????????
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I LOVE YOU BRANDEN WANE CARTER!!

A life time & a half......... TOGETHER!

Lindsey & Branden!
Thumper & Bambi!

I love you baby!

ok well... lest night was the best night ever... Branden had a suprise for me... and he made me wait... and then i came into his room, and there were candles lit everywhere and there were rose peddles on the floor and on the bed, and it was so romantic...I didnt know what to say...i loved it, and no one has ever done anything for me like that... I loved it!! A little while after me and him made LOVE!! It was the best night ever... and i still cant believe that it happend...And last night i told him that i loved him... because i do... i truley do... He's my bambi, and im never letting him go... hes the highlight of my life, and it's going to stay that way!

Branden your the best thing that has ever happend to me and im never letting you go...Your the one i want to spend the rest of my life with!!

a life time and a half!! TOGETHER!

Thumper

&

Bambi

ok well... im here at brandens house... hes about to take a shower, and then do some things around the house so we can go out tonight... maybe!! ok on tuesday i say it is mine and brandens first month, but today branden says that it's our first month... so now me and branden are going to go with his date since it will be easier for us to keep track of... but i still say it's mine and his first month on tuesday...but yes today is our first month... WOOO hoo... and there will be plenty more to come... but anyways... im just sitting in his room, doing nothing smoking a jack, and waiting for branden to hurry up... but i do have to say on tuesday branden bought me these pretty flowers that smell really good, and hes the sweatest guy ive ever had!!! And i know im going to fall hard for him... b/c i can already feel it!.... but ill talk to yall later! i have to give my baby some loving! hehe syke! but if anyone wants to hang out after this weekend give me a call only if you know the #...

Lindsey!

A life time and a half.... TOGETHER!

ok well i havent writting in here for a couple of days... And today i just found out that we only have 14 more days left of school... yell yeah!! Me and branden have been together for 1 month... yeah i would have writting that day, but i was fucked up by these fucken "cold pills".... i was so fucked up that night! branden let me go to sleep, and he went to the store and got me flowers, and had woke me up, and he said i was talking about cereal! lol and i cant even remember that night barley... but ive been having a great week... ever since last weekend... Ive been hanging out with my sister more, and her boyfriend jimmy, and rob more... and my branden is getting to know all of them well, and we always have a good time doing whatever while were with them...but i have to go get dressed and hurry up while im doing it, b/c branden is coming to get me, and i told him i was ready but really im not... so i have to get dressed before he comes here to get me....

Love Lindsey!

A life time and a half together!

Ill write more!

hey guys, not much going on here... Just listening to un written law, and spending time with branden... but we didnt do much at all tonight... just hung out for a while, and i did my paper, well most of it... but anyways.. i have to tell you all... i think im falling for branden... yeah i know we havent been together that long, only 3 weeks, but we spend everyday together, we do everything together, and weve gotten to know eachother a lot over these weeks... and i feel very strongly about him, and you know, im not going to say i love him, because thats scary, and i dont want to scare myself, or him... i do believe that it's way to soon to say or even tell... but i know im feeling something in my heart, and i want him to know, i just dont know how to say it... Im just going to wait for the right moment, and when i know he'll accept it..i dont know really what to say... i love being with him, and spending time with him... My life is complete with him, and my life would feel so empty without him here... Hes everything ive missed in my life, and everything ive ever wanted, and now i have it, and im happier then i could ever be... i just hope things wront change...

I was having a conversation with a friend... we were talking about our boyfriends ex girlfriends, and how we hate them even though we dont know them... only because we both know that both of our brandens loved their ex's, and all we want is for them to love us, and forget everything about them, and never love them... but i know that wont happen, but i just want him to love me..

I JUST WANT HIM TO LOVE ME!!

Lindsey!