AHHH

Ok so member that boy i was talking about
well .. we are together now!

how exciting!

So im thinking about joining the army reserves

home is were the heart is

Ok so i lied.. ok not really .. but i think he does like me 
he said something that really made me think
and im super happy and excited now

hes got me so full of hope!!!

And everything looks perfect from far away

I don't think he likes me

Well .. i mean i know he likes me as a friend

but other than that.. i think were just friends

And the talking leads to touching

I'm (sneezes) getting ready for work.. i work 5-10 tonight
bah i don't want to work ... its my first day back in like 2 weeks...

Last night was amazing
i got to hang out with this really awsome guy who
i now totally have a little crush on heh
His name is for me to know.. and you to possibly someday find out

We talked a lot and hung out with his friends
who are amazing people.. and i really enjoyed the time spent with them

I feel like writing some poems
maybe ill do that tonight and post them up here

but whats it matter
no one reads this thing anymore..