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Name: Lin
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Katy
Birthday: 5/11/1988
Interests: fence, swim, and talk to pplz!
Expertise: well i wanna b a graphics designer. but my dream is to b a Paranormal Investigator
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
4/19/2003
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| Worst Birthday Ever.It sucked. No one remembered, I was doing my best to subtly slip it in that today was my birthday yesterday adn the day before, and no one remembered. I didn't get any emails from my family or my so called friends. Only Seale remembered and I'll love her until I die for the cupcake she gave me. I could have cried when she gave it to me. I spent the morning arguing with my chain of command cus they were being assholes to me and I'd not put up with it. Then I set about completing the awesome task of inspecting and ensuring that all of our water heaters are good, all 22 of them, then fixing anything I saw wrong, then doing as many trouble tickets as possible, which was 8. most of them were AC/R shop. What I want to know is WHY the fuck I should give a shit about them? Why the fuck should I help these motherfuckers? Where the fuck were they when we were in Sapparro, and Steam and Heat shop had 34 fucking trouble tickets and WE were up until fucking 1 int he morning every night working on them? I know where they were, IN THE FUCKING RACKS AT FUCKING 1600. Where the fuck were they when we had to tag out main steam and stayed working until 2330 the other night? And I had to replace the 52 gaskets, 13 valves, and all of the hoses in the ships laundry? They were out partying. But no, now they need help. And I fail to see WHY my shop, which is down to 4 people, should divert our reduced man power that we need for OUR trouble tickets for OUR inserv check list, for OUR shit that's fucking. Tell me fucking why? The only good thing about today was Seale giving me my birthday cup cake. Worst day ever. | | |
| So, tomorrow's my birthday.That meaens, I can legally drink to my hearts delight, if I choose too. I don't think I'ma drink often though. 20 years old. Am i suppose to be happy? I don't feel too happy, I don't even feel content, I just feel here. Whatever. Things have happened, and it ended up with me needing to take out aggression on my locker until I split my knuckles open and stained my locker v_v. On a lighter note, it's offical... I'm no longer single. It was so cheesy and throw up enducing >.< It was prefect. We were out on the stbd sponce (youo don't know what that means huh?) And we were talking about our days and we just kissed and I was like "why not? What's holding you back?" and she was like "Cus I don't want it to fuck up. I don't to spoil it..." and I was like "that's retarded, mi vida. Give me a chance." And I kissed her and well, I'll stop informing you on what happened next but yeah. It feels good. | | |
| I'm in Singapore.Well, I had written this really long post, but whatever man. It pisses me off. I'm not sure I'm in the mood to type it all again, whatever. | | |
| Yeah.Wow, it's only noon and it's been an awesome day! I was fixing things in Anchor windlass and I'm covered in 5 different kinds of oils. I'd go into them, but none of yall would know what I was talking about. One of them is flamable I think, so when they offered to go smoke, I declined. lol. I had so much fun though. I was changing the lube oil in one of the wildcats and it just brusted out and DRENCHED ME. lol. Like it's in my hair and shit. After that, I fixed the pumps, then I filled the pumps and the storage tanks with 2135 thermal Hydraulic lubericant oil, then cunningham showed up and we fixed the J-P5 lines and their pumps. And then we were working ont he 3253 pumps and lines when Amanda showed up, covered in grease and oil carrying a few wrenches for us to use (I was memorized. I can't think of too many things sexier than a mechanic chick) and while I was staring, Cunningham slapped some general purpose grease in my face, so I opened upped up the union that kept a valve that had 2135th flowing through it, together and showered him in that (HA!) Anyways, Cunningham left and me and Amanda were just working on stuff and we ended up joking around and eventually we started kissing and stuff, and it was getting pretty intense when Cunningham sneaked up on us and dumped the bucket of TVC General Purpose oil on both of us. lol. It's been a good day so far. I'm happy. | | |
| The sound of clicking glasses echoed through out the room.So, we started off early this morning. We chilled out on the beach until noon. It was alot of fun. It was originally me and Cunningham, then we met up with MM1 Diwa and his friends, then Farley and walters. Diwa kept lecturing us on the fine art of picking up women. Then we took turns picking up various girls, it was so much fun. There was so many girls around. I ended up getting invited sit with this group of girls and that was awesome. I got Cunningham, Farley and Walters girls too. Diwa smiled and said he'd get with me later. We hung out with them for most of the day. It was realyl fun. We went shopping and I got myself some new clothes and then we walked around. We went EVERYWHERE, it was nice. I loved the feeling of this place. THe Sleize, the lust in the air, the curruption, I don't know how to explain it, but jsut the feeling the vibe of the place. I feel more at home here than I did back in Texas, it feels alot like Caracas, only with pussy shows. I don't think Caracas is this...um... erotic for lack of other word? But idk, I just feel at home here. I saw Toa today. She tackled me and damn near stripped me in the middle of the street. So we, four guys and the gaggle of girls, just hung out. We went to an empty bar and had fun. I smiled. It was one of those pure smiles, where nothing is forced, when you know you culdn't stop if you wanted too. I'm glad we came to Thailand. I really needed to just loose myself for a few days. I've been carrying the problems I've had for the past month and it's just nice to get away from it all. From Work, From the cold detached professionalism, from the cold entrapped nature of the ship, and just from worries in general. After awhile the girls left and it was me, Toa, Cunningham, Farley, and Walters back on the beach, and we met up with mm1 and he took us to a club and me and Toa Danced some and everyone drank. Around 9 I walked her to her house and she wanted me to come in, and I did, and we kissed but nothing else. I gave her my email. I doubt she'll send anything, but whatever. After that, I went back to the club and we drank somemore, doing uor best to ensure that tomorrow at quarters most of A gang is hung over, cus most of A gang was at the club, and staggered back to the ship. I feel fine. I didn't drink as much as everyone else. Anyways, tomorrow is back to work. Back to busting my balls, to doing what needs to get done, and shit. Whatever. I'm an engineer. I'll do what I gotta do. Cunningham and I are gonna take some leave here next summer. I'm excited. | | |
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