well obviously i fucked my xanga page up and lost the graphics i made some where on the net..  to bad.  i think they are on my ex's computer whom which  reformated recently..  i should have gotten my art work.  goody..

well you take every loss in life as a reason to get better.  i made a new xanga and this time my pledge will have access to it aswell.  made some better graphics, has a new feel and is generally kick ass.  to top it off there isnt an elf having sex with a pengiun.

www.xanga.com/lineage_bushido 

come see us!

hey hey.  think i may stop updating this particular blog and open a new one.  i havent decided yet.  

latly nothing new has really happend.  nothing that id like to share with everyone.  some epople pissed me off and some people made me happy.  isnt life run like clock work :P

i havent updated because i didnt feel like it.    today is June 11th.  has some meaning to me.   yet has none.  i wrote this.  hopfuly the right person reads it.

Cinder   You burned my heart Oblivious to my pain Understand this, i have left this flame   Angry at my self Rending my very spirit Every day a new pain, only i can hear it. Another day will come Given time i will grow Honestly and lies, something i now know. Our love was real, but never ment to be Still you broke a man Thus have set me free.   I dont think anyone sees the hidden message in that.  if you can. your litteraly a genius.   Copyright ©2004 Bryan Walsh

i havent said much latly.  didnt feel like it.

I saw Mamma Mai on tuesday.  omg it was so great.  the best tim ei ever had in my life.  so much energy and talent in one area.  I got front row seats.  it was amazing.  The only odd part was one of the actresses kept pointing at me when ever a love song came on.  i know it was just a gimic they do every time. ...  ..  BUT WHY ME.. im like the shy guy..  i like fell back into my seat and i could tell she was laughing at me lol..  doesnt matter shes hot anyway.  we where so close that the mist off the stage was actually getting in our face and we had a convorsation with the orcahstra during intermission.  they said "wow you guys must be inportant" we where like "ofcourse, we from the Raponi family".  Raponi is the Italian last name of my bro Justin who got us the tickets lol.

i got hit by a car...  my knee is mildly fucked up.  no i didnt see who hit me.. i was hit and fell over and thought i died lol..  all i know is it was a silver blur of doom..

Lucy went back home..  unfortunatly i only got to meet her once.  "shucks".  havent seen tom and the guys latly..  i havent even played lineage..  one of my boys got into some trouble and im kinda bummed about lineage.. 

this is a half assed entry.. ill make it up later.

take care all.  Bryan

yeah.. whats up.. my life??  ok

LINEAGE:  not much going on..  lots of people died.  i managed to stay lawful.. poor Heather hehehe...  jsut got a new coi. saves my life almsot everyday.  My pricne Codeine venz some DK mages in ghast poly.  funny hehe..  Im looking for an Ancient Sword...  anyone got?

WORK: i had 2 job interviews in the past 2 days.  on top of that someone got sick at work and i took thier shift.  Im pretty good now. i havent had to write a thing down or take notes for 2 weeks. my memory is divine.

SOCIALY:  nothing..  on the way home from those interviews i got 3 phone numbers from a group of chicks.  they where really cute but i could never phone any of them.  It would jsut be rude.  I call one but the other ones will feel bad about it.. i dunno.  somethign i wouldnt do.  I met a cop on the bus today.  she was soooo hot.  i think she was maybe 26.  she tried to pick m eup but a part of me couldnt take her seriously.  ive never really had someone with a carreer try to date me.  its that first sign that im not a kid anymore i guess.  The girls date the boys,  and the women date the men.

MENTALY: Im breaking.  ive been really strong and motivated for a long time.  ive pushed my self really far and im feeling it now.  I went from being a larthargic blob who doenst  move to someone who runs around all day and comunicates with poeple.  im totaly stressing out.  i yelled at someone at the bus stop this morning for smoking next to me...   i need someone to take me out and not expect me to pay for everything all the time.  someone save me.  im tired.

bye