| satanmormonchild: lol
satanmormonchild: now now no bashing lol
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: damn it
satanmormonchild: no bashing the little one
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: but its fun
satanmormonchild: now does she need that right now
satanmormonchild: NO so i win ha
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: NO! because i'm allowed to bash her!
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: I WIN!
satanmormonchild: hmm....
satanmormonchild: she never bashes u so ha
satanmormonchild: your just being a meany
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: no but she kick me in her sleep
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: because i slept with her before you ever did so ha
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: I WIN!
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: ...................bitch..................
satanmormonchild: WOW anger down a level
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: no because my sister is missing and i'm worried and yea
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: her real sister doesnt even know ehere she is
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: grrrr........
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: okay i'm good
satanmormonchild: im sorry i really am but i really cant do anything
satanmormonchild: have thought about ryan
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: ....P.S....i;m not pissed off........
satanmormonchild: maybe?
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: wait what
satanmormonchild: her an ryan together for a day?
satanmormonchild: alone no distractions
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: no because kayla isnt going all the way to menlo where he is
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: wait r u calling me a distractions
satanmormonchild: o god
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: no i want to know
satanmormonchild: havent you wanted to be alone ith your boy just you and him
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: yea but the only way thats going to happen....wait i'm going to stop there
satanmormonchild: i have wanted to alone and just hang with my girl to be close and be a couple
satanmormonchild: f.w.i dont mind my spelling dont care about it
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: okay
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: and its FYI
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: fyi
satanmormonchild: i ment to do that god grrr...
satanmormonchild: hello...
satanmormonchild: lol
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: sure
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: and besides it would help kayla if she knew where ryan...
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: wait can you be honest with me about one thing
satanmormonchild: yeah shoot
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: what do you really think about kayla.......
satanmormonchild: as...?
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: a person a friend
satanmormonchild: i'm trying to be friends but i dont know what she wants
satanmormonchild: i mean we get along then we dont
satanmormonchild: i would like to be with her a level ground with her but somethings always happens
satanmormonchild: i not sure what to do hear
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: but do you care about her and what she might be doing to herself?
satanmormonchild: YES
satanmormonchild: i do
satanmormonchild:
but with any friend i've delt with, there have been times were its the
life and i can be always worried about them or caring for them when the
do something stupid that they know is wrong and going to hurt themselves
satanmormonchild: it's there*...
satanmormonchild: its there life and i cant be always..*.
satanmormonchild: god i forgot so many letters
satanmormonchild: happens when i type fast
satanmormonchild: anyways yeah
satanmormonchild:
i do care for her but she smart enough to know right from wrong and do
things that she May think are ok but ARE not
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: okay so what i'm about to tell you doesnt matter to you then because of your whole theory
satanmormonchild: wow'wow'wow
satanmormonchild: I STILL do care but there are times were i have to draw the line
satanmormonchild: in order to show them what there really doing to themselves
satanmormonchild: and the life they're living is causing them to end friendships and themselves as a hole
satanmormonchild: thats what i see from kayla
satanmormonchild:
i do care but she keeps making these chooses that are effecting
everyone ariound her and i'm tired of see these crap all over again
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: what chooses
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: and what crap all over again?
satanmormonchild: the same shit that is happening know, with everyone i have delt with over hear in one form or another
satanmormonchild:
her chooses of failing her classes, her chooses on doing drugs and how
she goes about doing them, her chooses of hurting herself, ....
satanmormonchild: she need to grow up is what it look like to me
satanmormonchild: thats what i think
satanmormonchild: tell me if i'm wrong, tell me
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: your wrong because first of all she failed one class and all the rest wasc's and above
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: she hasnt been doing any drugs because i'm not leting her
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: and if you look past on her life she didnt have it easy and that's the affect of her acting the way she does.
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: depending on peoples childhoods depends on the person tehy grow up to be
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: she had it bad and she chooses not to let them go
satanmormonchild: ok thats all true...
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd:
but if your saying that shit about her then its like your saying that
stuff about me because i do the exact same thing
satanmormonchild: but what your saying is that as soon as i left she changed her ways or what?
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd:
no i'm not saying that i'm just saying she choose to "grow up" as you
put it when she realized what the she was doing
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: it has nothing to do with you
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: nothing...
satanmormonchild: i not saying that all this deals with me
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: i know but it sounds like it
satanmormonchild: i'm*
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: well atleast online it does
satanmormonchild: she hasnt effect me
satanmormonchild: i talking about herself
satanmormonchild: all ths that she is doing is hurt herself more more
satanmormonchild: and what i'm trying to figure out is why? Why
does she chooose keep herself in this relm of dange and get out
satanmormonchild: all this shit has happened i wouldthink that a person would try to get out of it all
satanmormonchild: i mean thats how i see it
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd:
she has gottne out of it and thats when she met ryan but the thing is
the annverisary's that are coming up reminds her of her past with makes
her go back to it
satanmormonchild: of the mother and baby u mean
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd:
yea it hurts her because those where the two most important people to
her and losing them both around the same time i mean yea
satanmormonchild: but waay before she was doing all sorts of stuff
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: you mean like drugs and stuff
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: and the cutting
satanmormonchild: yeah
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: but she was already into that stuff even when her mother was alive
AlLdAtEaRsIcRiEd: she just got more into it after |
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| HEY GUYS GOT A NEW XANGA IT'S CALLED: THEBLOODOFACUTTER yea i'll be using that one from now on...... |
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| WOW okay ummmm i kind of fucked up on my xanga....yea so i'm gonna make a new one and then i'll give ya'll it cause yea.....sorry....bye bye
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| Alright the highlight of my day. Lets see i went home my fucking father of mine took away my fucking phone for no fucking reason. Pissed me off to all hell! Fucking bitch! So now the only thing i have to do is go on the internet and chat. I guess thats close enough. But still it PISSED ME OFF TO ALL HELL! Oh another highlight of my day which i LOVED and will Always remember for the rest of my life. I FUCKING SHANKED THAT BITCH CRYSTAL! Yes i fucking finally did it. You never fucking call me anything i dont like but i will fucking kill you. It was great. Espeacially when it was done durning summer school. Got arrested and I might be on house arrest just becuase with my record before. Oh well....I'm stil fucking happy! Anyways yea...i'm so proud o myself. I know people might think its really fucked up well here's the thing....she slashed my 67'mustang and hella just fucked it up. Then she took my best friend away and stole all my friends. Then fucking kick the crap out of my friend. Yea all the anger just kind of you know came to me at once and yea. So it's not fucked up because she had it fucking coming. Anyways i should go cause yea....bye....
*~*Kimberly*~* |
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