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| 3 F's3 things in our lives that define how we date and choose Friends, Feelings, Future
Friendship: You've known the person for a while and you know the close basics of what they like how their like and stuff like that, you trust them enough and secure enough to go out with them with other friends or together for fun. But that's what dating is about, friends who like each other taking a different step, and there is always that chance it might be weird, but it's the choice of the 2 to make it that way.
I mean, there are times when friends date and they come to an understanding that its not really going anywhere so they stop doing things that are like that and go back to the friends zone, I mean you might of experience things with that person that would change a few things about what you think of them but you know you can still trust them.
Feelings: As before, you guys make a choice to act out your feelings within the friendship and PDA is a part of that too, at the point that you both decide that it may not be going the way you wanted then you both discuss it and come to another decision. Ive known many people to do this and still be friends, even after years of dating and even past sex. They made a choice that their feeling for each other allowed them to do the things they did, but understand that friendship is the best place for both. The 2 I know came to make the choice that after the time they were together, they would still be close friends and still trust each other with anything.
There are times that a relationship may end on a bad note or something like that, but that could happen as friends too. Even with siblings, Ive seen that too. There is always a door for that to be open but how would you all know if that would ever happen? Its all about trust.
Future: We all hope our futures include that other loved one, but some dont find them. They try but some just look in the wrong places. At a certain point in anyones life, friend, lover, or whatever the relationship may be with anyone. At that point its either stay, break, or maybe later. Some are friends forever or some are just a certain part in ones life and they never see them again, and the last is the maybe. A once in a while thing, which most these days are common, a social here and there. Personally, I hope my future includes that I keep my friends for most of my life. I truly enjoy many friends I have now, but I know Im going to lose some and gain some at the same time. For every end there is a beginning and truly the shadow proves the sun does shine.
All in all, we tend to like our opposite sex friends much easier than finding some random person somewhere. Its harder to know how the other feels most of the time, but that is the story in every life with many crushes. We wish it would be easier, yet if it was, then the roads we choose would have road signs and time lines. That wouldnt be fun would it? You never know till you ask or tell. Till then, its just hope and faith. Maybe those little things you do for whoever will not fall on unnoticed eyes and ears. Feelings may change, but you will get an answer of some sorts, but you cant have one w/o the other. | | |
| Hey everyone. I know it's been a while since I've posted anything here. This is b/c school and work has kept me pretty busy. I've got classes 4 days a week and work 5 days and 3 of them same days as class. Everything is going fine so far. Classes arn't overwhelming but I do need to be envolved with them.
It's funny how I get to see you all once in a while now from seeing you every weekend. It's different.
It's the opposite with work b/c I barely saw bayless anytime and now i see him like all the time. Nothing wrong with that though.
Sad to say, I feel that I've reverted back to my previous being. Some know what that is and some don't. If not, don't worry it doesnt affect you. Just me, lol.
I hope to see you all this friday if you'll be there (ice rink at 8 pm till 11) and chill out with my white hommies.
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| Track Report:
Well, This weekend has been eventful like I predicted. Friday, I saw X3 not once but twice. Once at 9:45 am and again at 9:45 pm. Ironic.
After I got home about 2 am or so, I was on the internet for another hour till 3. I woke up at 5 am to get ready for my road trip to the track for the day. I stealthly left my house by pushing my car in neutral about 3 houses away from mine so the muffler wouldn't be noticed starting up. I went to the gas station where my fellow car enthusiest were suppose to meet. The thing was I got there at 5:45 and we were suppose to be there at 6:30. I went to McDonalds and drank some coffee and breakfast.
Finally we got to the track about 8 (it was about a 45-50 min drive) and saw a few of what the others were driving. There were some nice cars that day and some that I had no clew even could do Auto-x.
At the end of the day, I ran around the track 4 times and my best lap time was 27 seconds. Now compared to the Impreza STI's, Nissan 350's and the turbocharged cars, they were running 22's and 23's. I'm just glad I wasn't runnning 30's, lol.
After all that standing in the sun since 6 in the morning, I had work and it was dead so I stood around for 4 hours.
Today, I get to go pay for my classes at TCC. Yay. Back In school again.
No song for today, or as of right now. But Pictures of some of the fun. I'll have more of me actually racing once my pals get them up.
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| Well, this month and next month is and is going to be eventful. I've got X3 tomorrow at 9:45 am, Ive got a race Saturday (autocross), Ive got TCC June 5th chalked packed. Yay.
Another Song for the Books...
ADDICTED
By Simple Plan
I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I tried to make you happy but you left anyway
I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway
How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you | | |
| Well comes another end of a week and another start to a new week. I've confirmed that I will not be working with Best Buy for very much longer. I talked to a supervisor and they were like it's us or them, again. What the heck is with these people. Well I don't mind to much, b/c this call center job is going to be fun and well paying. What I'll be getting there will be fine to offset the discounts at BBY.
Here's another song that hits the heart...
| Artist: |
Hawk Nelson |
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Smile, It's The End Of The World |
| Song: |
Everything You Ever Wanted
I walk the line
Leave it all behind
I've been waiting forever
Lets go back in time
When I could read your mind
Still I've been waiting
It took the seasons going by
To know its not my fault
I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger, tried to be smarter
Tried to be everything but you
Its been so long
Since you've been home
I used to wait up forever
I used to say a prayer
Wishing you were there
And I'm still waiting
You told me once
You'd show up
But I fell for that
Before I fell to pieces
Then I woke up
To no one,
Just a picture of Jesus
And a house left in pieces
It took the seasons going by
To know its not my fault
I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger, tried to be smarter
Tried to be everything but you
I wanted you
I need you
I want to believe you
I wanted you
I need you
I want to believe you
I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest
tried to be everything but you
I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger, tried to be smarter
Tried to be everything but you
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