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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Currently Listening
War All the Time
By Thursday
"For the Workforce, Drowning"
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voila. an update.

as usual, nothing to say, which is why i hadn't really updated. just decided i'd take five minutes so the date thing will say "wednesday, september 28th" rather than say like 3 weeks ago. but i will take the time to say that i got an a on my new 8 page movie review. seems the more you make up, the more scirocco laps it up. i'll remember that.

also of note, homecoming is... er, well, coming. and i still have no plans. somebody help me out with this one?

yeah, so i'm off to buy myself chinese in an effort to cheer myself up and get rid of this migraine that i've miraculously acquired since sarah asip decided she had one. the irony of it all. anyway, hopefully i'll talk more in a better mood later. bye.

49 hours and 46 minutes to go
but who's counting? 
i just thought i'd let you know 
i filled my head with your voice
and now i'm drowning...
well i wrote this song for you...

you can stay tonight and make everything alright
you can hold me down and tell me that you're right
tell me whats it's like to be alone

and we had this down...unlike everybody
well i'll spend a million nights
just like tonight...
you know i screamed your name at the sky
until i lost my voice
well i'd give my life for you...

you can stay tonight and make everything alright
you can hold me down and tell me that you're right
tell me whats it like to be alone

let's go...
you can stay tonight and make everything alright
you can hold me down and tell me that you're right
tell me whats it like to be...
you can stay tonight (you can stay tonight)
make everything alright (everything)
cause i'm alright (if you'd stay tonight)
you can hold me down and tell me that you're right
tell me whats it like... to be alone


Thursday, September 15, 2005

Currently Listening
Straylight Run
By Straylight Run
"The Tension and the Terror"
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so today was an unimportant day.

nothing happened. except i continued my 100 average in ap stat. wonder how long that typo will hold up.

otherwise, nothing important happened, like i said. homecoming this weekend. should be a blast.

oh yeah... one more thing.

HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY NINA MARIE BLEACHER!!!
(...thought i'd forgotten and ignored it, huh?)
oh you "hypocritical whore," i hope it's right up there as the best day of your life. congrats on the big 1-7! haha. i'll be "earning" that shot glass this weekend.


Thursday, September 08, 2005

Currently Listening
Digital Ash in a Digital Urn
By Bright Eyes
"Gold Mine Gutted"
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er, didn't really want to say anything. just figured i'd clarify that i'm not manic depressive anymore.

it's all good, and i have a headache.

...these things have been sorely lacking recently; perhaps i should consider a remake?


Monday, September 05, 2005

Currently Listening
From Under the Cork Tree
By Fall Out Boy
"Sugar, We're Goin' Down"
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so it seems like everyone's listening to this song now. and i even heard it on star 94 at 1 am the other morning. so this is me putting this song into retirement. it's been a good month for it.

i wasn't going to update this thing right now. but all of a sudden i got INCREDIBLY depressed. i don't even know what came over me, just some wave of crazy sadness hit me and i had to do something to preoccupy myself.

and yet, this really isn't doing anything i thought it would, so i'm going somewhere.


Monday, August 29, 2005

Currently Listening
An Offer You Can't Refuse
By A Change of Pace
"Loose Lips Sink Ships"
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so it's about time for an update, i suppose. once again, i have absolutely nothing of any importance to say, but it's about time for a new series of drama over a xanga entry, isn't it?

by the way, i'd like to take this opportunity to tell mary happy birthday, since my parents managed to steal my phone before i got to make the important call yesterday. so happy birthday, i hope it was complete even without my phone call.

off to another tangent, people have really started to piss me off. i mean, let's face it, how childish can we all be? come on now, who really cares if someone comes by our house? on another note, is it really necessary to complain about everything? no one really cares enough to listen to you, so quit wasting everyone's time. really, what is the big deal? doesn't justify being a total dick to anyone, nor does it justify being a complete pain in everyone's ass.

i dare say i've pissed enough people off with this, not that it was necessarily my goal, so i'll switch to a more mellow entry.

school's back in full swing and stuff. i've actually done the majority of my homework so far, it's a nice change. been able to spend enough time with those that need it too, so it's all in all been good so far! plus, we beat bt so i didn't have to boycott the rest of the season.

...felt as though i should add i wasn't out to push buttons with the first part, i'm just sick of dealing with stupid bullshit. mellow out, everyone, because none of it really matters. the shit that really matters is what we should waste our time on. you know, looking out for those close to us, making sure everyone comes out on top. don't be so selfish all the time. it isn't all about YOU. you don't always get what you want, so swallow that and LIVE WITH IT.



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