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TheForgottenPath
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Interests: Discovering who people really are.
Cultures and countries that are different from my own.
Serving.
Learning.
The universal language of laughter.
Time with friends.
Expertise: Insults and manipulation (I only use my powers for good, of course)
Message: message me
Member Since:
3/26/2005
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| There are some things only time can heal.
I do not want to spare that time.
Yet, time is required of me nonetheless.
I wish there was another way.
I hope that time will find me healed.
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| Sometimes it is comforting to think that you may merely be in a nightmare. The thought that life may not actually be this screwed up brings a glimmer of hope. The real fear comes when you figure this nightmare has been too painfully drawn out over years and years to be an actual dream. It is unfortunate. Perhaps if you woke up, you would find life to be less burdensome and less hurtful. Maybe neglect would be replaced with love. Maybe insecurity would be replaced with confidence. Maybe infidelity would be replaced with faithfulness.
Ah, but it is not a dream. This is real life.
Pain in nightmares is never this sharp.
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| Unwise mistakes are often so much more damaging than we realize at the time. Retrospect is frustratingly revealing, but invaluably beneficial. Darn it, I wish we were all more introspective and analyzed ourselves better so we could stop making stupid choices. Gah, the human race is a bit disappointing, isn't it?
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| It's annoying when an issue about which you don't want to make a decision keeps being brought up through unexpected means at unexpected times.
I suppose there is no escape in dealing with it (especially with it nagging so) and an attempt at avoidance will only be detrimental later. I am fully aware of this, but the problem is that I still don't know what decision to make....
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| "BUTTER SPREAD OVER TOO MUCH BREAD"
I just can't do it all. I'm dissapointed on every side. Spritually. Relationally. Academically. I'm tired of compromising all three and still coming out disgusted with the result.
Sometimes screaming or crying would be nice. But, no. I don't have time for that either.
It never ends.....
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