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Friday, May 09, 2008
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Currently Reading
Paul's Letter to the Philippians (New International Commentary on the New Testament)
By Gordon D. Fee
see relatedSupport Our Pacifists
Anyone (JR) want to make a T-shirt out of this?

Tuesday, May 06, 2008
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Currently Listening
August and Everything After
By Counting Crows
see relatedProtestant Prayer to the Saints
The Catholic Church teaches that death does not separate the church of God from itself. We are members of one another and this solidarity continues even after we have been taken from this world. This is why they pray to the deceased. It’s not that they’re worshipping the dead, they just believe death is not strong enough to rend them from one another.Though Protestants are often scared by such a thought, I wonder if there’s biblical precedent for it. Paul’s discussion of the “Heavenly Realms” throughout Ephesians provides us with one foundation. In this realized eschatological terminology, Paul sees the “living” ecclesia participating in worship with the “dead” ecclesia in the presence of Christ who is at the right hand of God. In other words, though we are “living” and they are “dead,” we are together!
Furthermore, the author of Hebrews tells us that we run our race with a crowd of deceased saints around us. They are not removed from us, they are encouraging us to run our race in perseverance. We participate in the narrative of redemptive history together with the saints.
So, if the church of God is not separated by death, then it is a far stretch for us to consider the possibility that the deceased saints intercede for the living saints? Why would they not pray for the perseverance of their loved ones still living? If they can cry out for justice below the throne of God (See Revelation), why can they not cry out for perseverance?
But if this is possible – if they are in our midst and still interacting enough to pray for us, is it possible that we can communicate with them? I don’t mean this in some “Ghost Whisperer” sort of way. I simply mean, if a brother or sister in the Lord dies, but, say, we had unforgiveness in our hearts toward them, is it possible for us to apologize to them? Must we just be restricted to asking for God's forgiveness? Certainly, unforgiveness is a sin against God. But do you think its possible to reconcile with a believer who has in fact passed on?
I don’t know. Just brainstorming here. Thinking about dead people. Maybe being morbid. I’m not coming down on this….I’m just thinking out loud.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
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Currently Reading
Word Biblical Commentary Vol. 33b, Matthew 14-28 (hagner), 568pp
By Donald A. Hagner
see relatedThe Latest on My Love Life - Dating a Woman From Syrian Phoenicia
For the last 3 days I’ve been dating a woman from Lebanon. Well, to be exact, she’s from Syrian Phoenicia (I call her SP). For the most part, my wife doesn’t mind. We have a pretty open relationship. The only time it really bothers her is when SP keeps me up all night talking. But she’s just so fascinating that it’s hard for me to tell her goodnight. Besides, she’s a good insomnia partner.
She makes my heart flutter in that “new love” sort of way. I know we’re only in our honeymoon stage, but I think this could be the real thing. I’d write her a poem, but unfortunately she can’t read. Don’t get all judgmental about it though. Syrian Phoenicia is an oral culture, so I bet she can best you in a memorization contest…either that or I just like my women ignorant and barefooted – you know how we Kentuckians are!
I think about her all the time and when I’m away from her I’m always talking about her. I swear my friends are going to get annoyed, but so far they’ve been patient. Eric and Josh pass me notes in class asking if SP and I are going to get married someday. I just blush and fold up the note to put in my “SP loves Thom” scrapbook.
She’s a bit older than me, which isn’t too much of a problem right now. I like older women. They’re so wise, you know? They’ve been there and done that. She’s not afraid of the stupid boundaries placed on her by society – she’s broken them before, she’ll break them again. It’s kind of liberating to date a woman who shakes her fist in the face of The Man.
Sometimes her accent is difficult to understand, but she’s got the best sense of humor. Not even God Himself could best her in a duel of wits. She’s got the best “Yo Mamma” jokes around. JR would be proud.
She does have a daughter, but we’ve not met. I doubt we ever will. Part of the problem is that her daughter is possessed or something. Well, at least that’s what SP tells me. I have no reason not to believe her, but she’s a bit superstitious like that sometimes. Her daughter’s probably just ugly…
She's totally Liberal, though. She's convincing me that the Canaanite Genocides may not have been God's plan. After all, she wouldn't be here if the Israelites had succeeded. But, really, since when is it a Liberal idea that the ethics of Jesus challenge and supersedes the ethics of the Torah? If Christ is the apex of human history, she says, and Christ was non-violent, don't you think the godliness of those genocides should be questioned? Anyway, she's got me thinking.
She's a pacifist. I like that.
She knows her Bible pretty well for someone who didn’t grow up in church. She’s got a good sense of mercy and justice, both of which are good. At least I know that if she breaks my heart she’ll do it gently and at the right time – none of this, “It’s not you, it’s me” crap. None of this “God told me to do it” trash.Well, anyway, just thought I’d catch you up on what’s going on in my love life….spicy ain’t it?
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
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Currently Reading
Castrating Culture: A Christian Perspective on Ethnic Identity from the Margins
By Dawi Hughes
see relatedFrom Avarice to Abnegation...Intentional Community Style
My wife and I are joining/starting an intentional community of mutual sharing and responsibility. We will be moving in on April 26.Here are some thoughts I've had during this process...
One of the great doctrines of ancient Church lies in their teaching that death cannot separate the ekkelesia of God from itself. Indeed, this is one of the great doctrines of Pauline theology if we read Ephesians carefully enough. Death cannot alienate us either from the love of God or from fellowship of one another. The church, the community of Christ, is so solidified, so fused together, and so intertwined that the feeble attempts of our “final enemy” to rupture our bonds of faith are fated to failure.
Oh, but what death could not accomplish American individualism has achieved. The same church Paul commands to be “united in Spirit” and “contending as one soul for the faith of the gospel” has been torn asunder like the pitied girl whose corpse was cut in 12 chunks and mailed to each of Israel’s most powerful mob families. Individualism’s insipid doctrine of self-autonomy and self-betterment have all but made the church a privatized social club calling for no accountability and possessing no prophetic voice. And when you have a group of self-oriented people attempting to do life together, factions and schism are inevitable – it’s like sticking a bunch of 2 year olds in a sandbox together; it’s not going to be long before it becomes a human litter box despite the protests of those who know better.
From where does this individualism emerge? Surely not form within the biblical text with its persistent call for communal unity. And surely not from church tradition which stresses that there is no salvation apart from the church community – that is, one cannot claim to be a Christian and not participate in the redeemed community.
But it would be too premature a jump for me to say that it arises out of some secular-liberal agenda clandestinely subverting the church and its "Christian" culture. In fact, this would be the easy answer wouldn’t it? After all, aren’t those “leftists” to blame for all our problems? It certainly couldn’t be that we’ve swallowed our own red pill, could it?
Sociologist Max Weber actually traces American individualism back to….wait for it….Protestantism (specifically it’s early American Puritan version). In The Protestant Ethic and the Spirit of Capitalism ,Weber argues that the Calvinistic theology of early American Protestantism focused largely on individual election and the signs thereof. That "God has predestined me, personally, to eternal salvation is manifested in the fact that he has prospered me with material gain” was the thought of the hour, and has stayed around long after Puritanism died under the weight of its own self-righteousness.
For me, this assumption is largely what our little community will challenge. I want my materialistic, self-focused Christianity to be defenestrated like a bad grade card on the bus ride home from school. I want to proceed from avarice to abnegation and learn to think of others more highly than I do myself. I want to learn to blame myself first for community conflict instead of assuming others are always asinine. I want to purge the materialistic, privatized, self-absorbed religiosity from my soul, that somehow I might know Christ and the power of his resurrection in a more meaningful way. I want to confront and be confronted with sin. I want to lay my soul bare before others so that there remains no crevice left for falsehood to fester.
Dear God, I must be insane…
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
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Currently Reading
The Last Word and the Word after That: A Tale of Faith, Doubt, and a New Kind of Christianity
By Brian D. McLaren
see relatedLast Night's Insomnia: List of Activities
1. Finished Essay on Why Christians Shouldn't Be Involved in Politics
3 Points:
a. This was the model provided by Jesus and the Pre-Constantinian Church
b. Political power often corrupts Christian doctrine and praxis
c. The preservation of earthly kingdoms is not the Christian commission
2. Read Richard B. Hay's Essay on the New Testament and Homosexuality.
-Excellent read, by the way, for anyone looking for a good exegetical account of this subject from the perspective of a NT scholar who demonstrates a pastors heart.
3. Read 3 chapters in Castrating Culture
4. Began working on a new post dealing with the necessity of Christian community (this will be posted on this cite, but is for www.simplycommunityky.blogspot.com - the blog for the intentional community we will be starting up/moving into in about 3 weeks)
5. Fretted over whether or not to ever ride my motorcycle again. Still a bit timid about getting back on it.
6. Thought a whole lot about dad.
7. Read 2 chapters in The Last Word and the Word After That by Brian McClaren.
-I liked it a lot
8. Checked email like 800 times even though I knew none of you were emailing me.
9. Did barn work
-I'm going to kill that stupid donkey.
10. Read essay on John Wesley's virtue ethics
11. Worked on Greco-Roman background analysis of Philippians 1:27-30
12. Day (or night) dreamed about serving in full-time ministry
13. Played a game of NBA Live 2004
-I'm too cheap to get a newer addition.
14. Laid down to sleep for about an hour
- couldn't, so I got back up.
15. Reconsidered Hell...again.
16. Finally, dear lord, say it aint so....
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
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Currently Listening
Complete Clapton
By Eric Clapton
see relatedMLK on American Nationalism and War
I don't usually like just adding a quote without some kind of commentary, but I think this one can stand on its own.
"God didn't call America to do what she's doing in the world now. God didn't call America to engage in a senseless, unjust war . . . . We’ve committed more war crimes almost than any nation in the world, and I'm going to continue to say it. And we won't stop it because of our pride and our arrogance as a nation. But God has a way of even putting nations in their place. The God that I worship has a way of saying, "Don't play with me." He has a way of saying, as the God of the Old Testament used to say to the Hebrews, "Don’t play with me, Israel. Don't play with me, Babylon. Be still and know that I'm God. And if you don't stop your reckless course, I'll rise up and break the backbone of your power." And that can happen to America. Every now and then I go back and read Gibbons' Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire. And when I come and look at America, I say to myself, the parallels are frightening."Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
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Currently Reading
A Grief Observed
By C. S. Lewis
see relatedThere's Too Much Wax on This Apple: Your Cheap Theology Just Won't Do
There’s too much wax on this apple. As if by loading it up with a smooth, clear, relatively unnoticeable cover, we can pretend we'll not get bruised when falling off this tree – or being picked off more likely. But the wax isn’t natural. It only protects from small scrapes - doing a poor job at that. Nature is in the bruising – it could be no other way. That’s why it’s so hard to believe in a good God. Protection? Eh, it’s farce. Dried, rotten fruit? A dime a dozen.
But we don’t care. We want our fruit blanketed with the false hope a knife couldn’t slice through. And we’ll believe it until proven otherwise. But it’s not hard to prove otherwise. Apples are fragile, the bruising so easy, and the wax washes off without effort. It’s all just made up. The wax cannot provide what it promises. The wax wasn’t designed that way. All it could ever do was promise. The provision must come from the Creator, but alas, He is the one who has bruised us…and for no reason it seems.
I guess maybe there are just too many apples to look after. Who cares if one falls from the tree? I do. Surely He must, right? Is it possible that apple didn’t land in the Creator’s basket? Surely He will pick it up…please tell me He will! “No, no, it’s over there to Your left!” Don’t tell me the apple is in “a better place” when I know the apple was safer here where I could see it and touch it. Down there, for all I know he’s forgotten – lost.
“Well, the apple was rotten!” some will say. But aren’t they all? AREN’T THEY ALL? How cheap your theology is in the face of all this! How laughable and stupid! Whether your theology wants to wax over the bruises or wants to dig his grave deeper, you offer nothing worth hearing. It is better that you do not think to long on such matters – they will hurt your simple brain; it’s too deep a matter for you.
The problem of Evil has come too close to this tree. No doubt a Creator is there, but will all this rotten fruit, with all these apples falling off and missing His basket, with all His picking them off and throwing them away – can I really believe that He is good? I want to. I tearfully want to. I know He is. But I can’t feel Him. I can’t feel how any good can come of this.
Apples are made to be enjoyed. Of all God-created fruits, they’re my favorite. Their rich color, their wonderful taste and variety of possibilities. He must be good to give us such beauty. But can He still be good when He takes it away?
What manner of man was Job to just say, “The Lord gives and the Lord takes away, blessed be the name of the Lord.”? Who could do such a thing and really believe? How is it possible that his religion could provide him with any consolation in the aftermath of God’s offering of his family to Satan’s destruction? Job prayed for his family, man, he prayed so hard. Faithfully he offered sacrifice on their behalf. Faithfully he loved Yahweh. And yet it was that same Yahweh who teased him with the blessings of family only to snatch it away from him to win some cosmic game. And don’t give me that bull crap answer about Job ‘getting it all back.’ No replacement family, no matter how wonderful, could take the place of your loved ones! Keep your cheap theology to yourself.
Do I have hope? I guess. I just wish I could feel it. Man, I’m no Job, though.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
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Currently Reading
Discovering an Evangelical Heritage
By Donald W. Dayton
see relatedHell Yes Or Hell No: Observations on an Over-Emphasized Biblical Doctrine
-Hell does not occur within the Pauline Corpus. In other words, Paul’s gospel is not proclaimed with the threatening backdrop of Hell looming over his hearers. It is the kindness of God that leads to repentance. The closest Paul gets is ‘eternal condemnation’ in Galatians. And even this is threatened to those who actively oppose the gospel. It is not related to those who do so in ignorance.
-Peter doesn’t use our normal Gk. word for Hell. He employs the Gk. mythological term. I’m not sure what significance to draw from this quite yet. I’ll get back with you on this one.
-The Gospels are the prime employers of Hell terminology, along with Revelation of course. In the Gospels, Hell language is primarily metaphorical (though, this obviously doesn’t suggest there isn’t a ‘real’ place.). This is even more so the case with Revelation – in apocalyptic literature, symbolism rules the day. It is probable, then, that Hell is not a place burning with fire. Burning and gnashing of teeth are metaphorical ways of referring to punishment.
-In the Gospels, Hell is not reserved for the unbeliever who has never heard. Hell is reserved for those who have heard and should have known better.
- Assuming the traditional reading of I Peter’s reference to Hell, Jesus descends into Hell to preach to people who are there. But why? Is it possible that, as CS Lewis hints at, Christ’s offers of salvation are made even to people in Hell? There seem to be no clear texts indicating either direction – though we certainly have traditional understandings that are offended by this suggestion.
-In Revelation Hell is a place where Fallen Babylon will end up – the world system of opposition to God. This is not a system ignorant of God – this is the Roman Empire who actively stood against Christians and persecuted them.
-Hell is never threatened to ignorant unbelievers. It is always to those who actively oppose the gospel (the Rome Empire, the antagonists in the Gospels).
-Hell is not an OT concept. Sorry KJV readers of the Psalms, Sheol is not Hell. Sheol is the place of the dead. All people went there in OT theology. Hell does not develop in Jewish theology until the Intertestamental period. Most scholars agree that it developed because Israel was in Exile while believing also in a God of justice. That is, in this life in Exile they could not see how justice was going to prevail, but because they believed in a God of justice, they took hold of this idea of Hell which essentially said, “Though we do not see justice in this life, we will see it in the next.” The concept actually appeared first in the pagan religions Israel interacted with during their Exile.
Maybe we should rethink our evangelical doctrines of Hell to include these observations. Maybe our zeal for evangelism and dramatic conversion has blinded us to what the Bible actually says about Hell. Did I miss anything? And I swear if anyone accuses me of being Emergent or Universalist just because of this post I will gouge their eye out with a spoon!
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
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Currently Reading
Philippians: Revised (Word Biblical Commentary)
By Ralph P. Martin, Gerald F. Hawthorne
see relatedReflections of a Non-Passive Pacifist
The more I engage the New Testament text, the more I’m convinced it proclaims a non-violent kingdom founded on suffering, humility, and sacrifice, not violence, force, and aggression.
For many people, their theology is the natural offspring of their personality – they emphasize peacemaking because they are naturally passive. It’s just pragmatically beneficial for them to be peace-keepers. Others emphasize confrontation and maybe even violent confrontation because they are naturally aggressive personalities.
The second is the case with me. I’m a naturally aggressive personality. I’m the guy whose going to tell you all the things you don’t want to hear and I’m not generally too good at sugar-coating it (“Break-up Letter”, anyone?) It’s not even a product of my personality so much as it is a consequence of my spiritual gifts – my strongest spiritual gift being prophecy. It is my spiritual gift to nail up indictments on every door in town. It’s my spiritual gift not to back down to the Empire, the powerful, or the just plain-ole mean person.
But how does this non-passive spiritual gift jive with the non-violent notions I discover present within the New Testament? I’m not sure. I always have to be on guard that my actions, though prophetic, do not also hold within them the seeds of violence. The use of powerful and emotion evoking words, though the greatest tool of the prophet, is also a significant tool in the perpetuation of violence. Indeed, in the past I have stepped over this line both on purpose and on accident.
What is the boundary between telling people what they need to hear and being offensive? What is the difference between nailing up indictments and just being a jerk? I’m not sure. There have been times when I knew the ‘hard’ things I’ve said have come from the Spirit. There are other times when I think what I said came from the Spirit, but maybe not the way I said it. There are other times when I was just a jerk and I know nothing of what I said came from the Spirit (If any of that made sense). I think this is the burden of the prophetic mantle – bruising the reed, but not breaking it - Loving the person enough to tell them what they don’t want to hear, but telling them in a way that reinforces their personhood instead of destroying it. I don’t back down from anyone, but that doesn’t mean violence is permissible.
Mercy is not my spiritual gift, but that is exactly why I need to pay more attention to it. Mercy is not passive, but prophecy is never violent.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
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Currently Listening
Long Line of Leavers
By Caedmon's Call
see relatedSyrophonician Woman (Updated)
In one of the more misunderstood passages dealing with the life of Jesus, the Son of God encounters a gentile woman who seeks his assistance in casting a demon out of her daughter. The gospel of Mark provides her pedigree for us: “a Greek, born in Syrian Phoenicia.”[1] Before we get to hear Jesus’ response to her request, Mark supplies us with the three strikes against her from the average Jewish standpoint. She was A. a woman, B. a gentile woman, and C. gentile woman who hailed from the insufferable Syrophoenician region, a region filled with people who should have been destroyed in the Canaanite genocides – their very presence a continual reminder to the Jews of their failure to fully obey Yahweh. Even the most hated woman in the Hebrew Bible, Queen Jezebel, hailed from this region. But as we shall see, our narrative redeems the Canaanite people and our woman serves as a reminder that Yahweh’s mind has changed about the decedents of Queen Jezebel.
While others would have considered her unclean, Jesus has just completed teaching that uncleanness is a matter of the heart, not the body, “Don’t you see that nothing that enters a man from the outside can make him ‘unclean?’…What comes out of a man is what makes him ‘unclean.’ For from within, out of men’s hearts, come evil thoughts, sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery, greed, malice, deceit, lewdness, envy, slander, arrogance, and folly. All these evils come from inside and make a man ‘unclean.’”[2]
In context, Jesus puts into practice what he preaches. Even trekking through the region of Tyre and Sidon betrayed an act of rebellion. 1st century Jewish stereotypes considered this an area of “seduction to false gods and hostility to the Jewish people.”[3] Instead of judging this woman based on her gender, ancestry, and the side of the tracks she came from, Jesus addresses her as a person, not a mere stereotype.[4] Interestingly Yahweh, who originally commanded the Canaanite genocide, is, in this text, informing us that power, dehumanization and domination are inadequate means by which to spread God’s kingdom. The superiority of the gospel to violence is a probable ethical principle one could draw from this passage.The Canaanites who were once supposed be destroyed now find a place within God's redemptive plan. This text, then, is intended to counter the Canaanite genocides - this text, above that one, displays the character of God!
While Jesus response to this gentile woman may seem harsh, he does not respond to her with sexism or racism, for that would be a violation of the sermon he has just preached. Initially the text informs us that Jesus refuses the woman’s request. Jesus notifies the woman that, as a dog (gentile), she will have to wait for the children (Israel) to be finished feasting before she can eat. While this may sound offensive to us, the woman has no such reaction. She does not react as if Jesus has insulted her. More likely, she understands that Jesus is merely stating that the time for ministry among the gentiles has not yet arrived. Demonstrating great intelligence and wit[5], she tells Jesus that sometimes dogs eat the scraps that fall from the table as the children are eating. “Now is a good time for my daughter to be healed, even if the time of the gentiles has not arrived,” she says.
Without regard for her gender or race, Jesus grants the woman’s request. With no consideration for whether or not this woman or her daughter are deemed unclean because of their gender, Jesus heals them both. He casts the unclean spirit out of the daughter, symbolizing that the gentiles by virtue of their race, and women by virtue of their gender, should no longer be categorized as unclean. He shows this woman she is not subhuman simply because of her gender or race. Neither Jesus nor the gospel writers concerned themselves with her gender; they simply marveled at her “great faith.”[6]
[1] Mark 7:26
[2] Mark 7:20-23 – Interestingly enough, Mark describes the evil spirit within this woman’s daughter as an unclean spirit. While many of our English translations translate the word evil, in context it seems infinitely more appropriate to translate the word as unclean.
[3] Mary Anne Getty-Sullivan, Women in the New Testament. (Collegeville: The Liturgical Press, 2001), 87. Getty-Sullivan also notes that this area was considered profane to the ancient Jews because it represented their own failures. The area was originally given to the tribe of Asher, but they failed to completely occupy it as God had commanded. This was also the area that the most hated of all OT women was birthed: Queen Jezebel, who was the great persecutor of the prophet Elijah, and the great dominator of her puppet of a husband Ahab.
[4] Stereotypes are created by people in order to make sense of an increasingly complex world. The pluralistic world of Jesus’ day and ours is filled with stereotypes simply because people are groping for a simple way to understand their crazy pluralistic world. Unfortunately, this is never neutral. Stereotypes also dehumanize the ‘other’ and keep them perpetually in a state of being sub-human. They are a means of power maintenance.
[5] Intelligence and wit are only a small part of what this woman displays. Her determination to get what she has come to Jesus for is another quite remarkable attribute.
[6] Matt. 15:28 – Matthew adds this praise for the woman in his account of the event. Mark, the earlier gospel that Matthew used as a source for his gospel, does not record Jesus praising her for her great faith. We see, however, in Matthew’s addition, that it was important for him to correct first century assumptions about the faithlessness of women and gentiles.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
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Currently Reading
Introduction to Biblical Interpretation: Revised and Expanded
By William W. Klein, Craig L. Blomberg, Robert L. Hubbard
see relatedBirthday Photos and More
This is the cake I made for my wife for her birthday. As you can tell, I'm quite talented. That blob up in the corner that looks like a gecko - it's supposed to be a Black Lab. I kept getting varying guesses as to what it actually is...kangaroo, squirrel, ink-blot for crazy people....you know, the usual.
Now, before you go judging my cake-making abilities - here's my wife's version for my birthdA...yes, she's a journalist, but apparently spelling is not a requirement for those folks.
For Jet's Birthday, we made him a homemade cast for his ailing leg...
He gimped around for forever until finally it fell off...so much for my healing powers - must not be my spiritual gift.
Monday, February 18, 2008
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Currently Listening
Mockingbird
By Derek Webb
see relatedForgive and Forget
Forgive and forget. The phrase always resounds of bumper sticker Christianity to me. Like when my guitar gets played too much the sound of this phrase just never seems to hit my ears at the right pitch – one of the strings must be out of tune, or more likely broken.
Sure, forgiveness is a perpetual necessity, but forgetting? Really? Is forgetting violence and sin perpetrated against me even feasible? Is it even morally justifiable to forget in a world where people take advantage of that forgetfulness?
We acknowledge forgiveness as a chief Christian virtue. Despite this, few actually practice it. Indeed, it is not as though it is an easy virtue to practice – one must be harmed first. Nevertheless, Christ is clear that those who do not practice forgiveness will not be forgiven (sorry, my fellow evangelicals, sola fide just doesn’t cut it here). This much is clear. But is forgetting clear? What does that even mean or look like?
As long as I remember the violence one commits against me I will never be able to fully embrace and enjoy the other person as a creature created in God’s image. I will never be able to trust the other person fully to the extent that their violence against me resides in my mind. So long as this violence is ready and willing to spring to mind. That is, I leave them locked into the role, the violent role, they once played in my life.
My paradigm for forgive and forget is, of course, God. No Sunday School answer here – God will surely wipe away all tears and remember our sins no more. We will be separated from our sins, our acts of violence, our self-focused perpetrations against God and others, as far as the east is from the west. Forgive and forget. Apparently God does.
Or does He?
If recalling a previous violence performed against me at the hands of a perpetrator is a sin of violence against them because it casts them into a mold they have been forgiven of and redeemed from, then this surely explains, on a divine level, why God also forgets our sins against Him. That is, God will not continue to remind us of our sin. He will not keep us in the role of once-disobedient children who, though they have been forgiven, need constant reminders of their former wickedness, thereby keeping them shackled to their old selves. Supposedly remnants of sin will be lost to divine forgetfulness. Supposedly.
I wonder if God really can forget. When someone has physically harmed me the scars and wounds will always be present. But once I have died, those scars will no longer be there – thereby giving me an even greater ability to forget the former violent action. This is also the case with psychological violence perpetrated against me. Though there may be a sense in which Auschwitz survivors will never fully mentally recover from their wounds, when they have passed on to the presence of God, they will be enabled to forget.
Yet this is not so with Christ. Someone once told me that the only man-made things in heaven will be the scared hands and feet of Jesus. Indeed, when we look at the Gospel accounts this is true. Jesus tells Thomas to place his hands inside His scars. The fact that Thomas is able to, even with Jesus’ new resurrected, glorified body, says that these scars, unlike mine, will be permanent.
The scars of Jesus will be a constant reminder of what redemption cost. The scars of Jesus will never let me forget what the casting away of my sin really took. And wouldn’t it be somewhat of a dishonoring of Christ’s sacrifice to forget such a thing? Wouldn’t it be a shame if we went through eternity having forgotten of our redemption – the most glorious act of love in history?
Though we are told our sins will be remembered no more, I don’t know if divine omniscience or the scars of Jesus allows for such a thing. But if I do not accept that these things will be forgotten, then won’t I also be saying that part of God’s promises won’t come true? Will I not be saying the Bible contradicts itself in an important way?
Just a thought for the day….a normal thought for a normal day.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
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Currently Reading
Ethnicity And Nationalism - Second Edition: Anthropological Perspectives (Anthropology, Culture and Society)
By Thomas Hylland Eriksen
see relatedPictures from My B-Day
This is my buddy Elijah and I. He always thinks he can take me, but that's only because he doesn't believe I'm really Superman. What he doesn't know WILL hurt him!
This is my beautiful wife with Isaiah. He also thinks he can take me, but then sometimes he cries if I 'hit' him a bit too suddenly.

More pictures to come....if I ever get my camera back from the Crisps...I think they ate it.
Sunday, February 03, 2008
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Currently Reading
Why I Am Not a Calvinist
By Jerry L. Walls, Joseph Dongell
see relatedThe Dead Lay in Pools of Maroon Below: Blogging and the False-Self
Blogging is hobby I fully enjoy. There’s just something fun about leaving your opinions out there for others to read and extract from them encouragement or insight. My blog is a world I’ve created where my musings and opinions reign supreme – and like King Jeremy the Wicked, I stand on top of my created mountain “with arms raised in a V!”
Unfortunately, along with my victorious creation “the dead lay in pools of maroon below.” This is because blogging also brings out my brokenness. Much of blogging is about disclosing a false-self. I want you to think I’m smart or funny. I want you to think I’m godly or confident. Lord forbid that you should see my insecurities, sins, or fears – or worst of all, think I might actually be wrong about something.
I’m a pacifist, but the more I blog (an innocent activity in itself) the more I see violence still residing within my heart and in the heart of others. Is this the case because over the internet we can be total a-hole’s without having to pay the consequences of hurting someone close to us? Does this brokenness manifest itself so easily in blogging because in the false world we’ve created we are able to be whoever we want to be instead of who God has created us to be? Is arrogance so prevalent in our blog discussions because in the end those people on the other side of the computer screen are not actually people created in the image of God? Rather, they’re faceless sub-humans whose only value in my false-world comes from whether or not they agree with my latest theological agenda?
About 6 months ago I became a bit convicted about the condescending face I put forth in my blog page.[1] So I started a new page and vowed not to let conceit rule in my new cosmos. Thus far I think I have succeeded. But it’s taken some work – when people reply to my posts in rude or obnoxious ways, I really have a hard time not telling them off. I’ve found myself actually being able to fight off the false-self that wants to emerge in those situations and have decided not to respond at all or to respond in gentleness.[2]
It’s simply not my job to put all the Calvinists and Modernists in their places. Neither is it my job to think more highly of myself than I ought to. I must remember that the Fundamentalist, though I do not agree with her/him, is still my sister/brother in Christ. I must keep in mind that John Calvin, John Wesley, and John Nelson Darby are brothers in the Lord who stand in need of a gracious savior. To create a false-reality where one or more of them is not honored as a fellow citizen of the kingdom is to deny the ultimate graciousness of our wonderful Lord.
[1] The funny thing is, there were many things on that old page that I was proud of. There were things on that page that reflected insight and spiritual growth over the previous two years that I had the page. But my attitude in some of the posts, my arrogant responses to “stupid” people, and my general attitude of superiority overshadowed (at least in my mind) those good things.
[2] No doubt, someone could point out a place where I have failed in this, but I think I have largely succeeded. Praise the Lord for His patience!
Monday, January 28, 2008
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Currently Listening
Ten
By Pearl Jam
see relatedRandom Quote 1/infinity
Because it is so cold in my slave cabin (as JR likes to call it) and I'm afraid I will get frostbite if I stay out here in the office too long, I will only be posting short random things until my laptop gets fixed (in about 2 weeks). Enjoy today's quote, it made complete sense in context, but taken out of context I think it is quite funny.
Overheard at Subway last week:
"My wife had better get that job. If she doesn't, there's gonna be a gender-confused midget getting a butt-whuppin."
Thursday, January 17, 2008
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Currently Reading
His Dark Materials Trilogy (The Golden Compass; The Subtle Knife; The Amber Spyglass) (His Dark Materials)
By Philip Pullman
see relatedContra Dispensationalism: The White Horse in Revelation 6:2
Here are some thoughts/observations on the White Horse in Revelation 6. As you can tell from my previous posts and this one - I sure do love inner-book word studies. They just seem to clear up so much misunderstanding.
In Revelation 6:2, when the Lamb who was slain unfastens the first of 7 seals, a white horse comes forth carrying a rider who holds a bow, but no arrows. This rider is given a crown and rides out as a conqueror to conquer. Dispensationalists often interpret this rider to be the anti-Christ – the eschatological one who will come and dupe the world into following him. He fools them by bringing peace (hence no arrows), and for 3.5 years is a peaceful chap until something snaps in him and he goes berserk in a cosmic sort of way.
Contrary to this popular interpretation, though, this figure in chapter 6 is hardly some eschatological anti-messiah. This figure really is the actual Messiah, Jesus Christ. He comes forth to conquer, but does not do so with violence – again, the lack of arrows in his bow. His white horse would conjure great insecurities in the mind of a 1st cent. Roman. The Parthians were a horse-riding, bow wielding threat to the Pax Romana. John utilizes this imagery to subvert Rome's power and false sense of peace. Jesus, the crucified messiah, rides this horse and he alone conqueors with peace.
This fact of the crucified, peacemaking Jesus being the figure represented as riding a white horse is supported by simple word studies in the passage. And here’s where I will spend the rest of my time.
First, the Gk. word for white (leuko,j) only, only, only occurs in reference to Jesus, God, or the faithful followers of Jesus in John’s apocalypse. White is the color of righteous triumph, the color of those who have overcome, the color of the One who delivers the revelation of God. In fact, in 19:11, another (probably the same) white horse comes out with a rider on it who is explicitly shown to be Jesus – the One called Faithful and True. Now, John’s imagery is often difficult to interpret, but I seriously doubt he would put both Jesus and the anti-Christ on the same white horse (or even two horses that came from the same mother). This color is strictly reserved for the righteous and the Righteous One, not the world or Babylon.
Second, the crown this rider receives is the Gk. word (ste,fanoj) employed only, only, only in reference to the believers and Christ in Revelation. The Beast and other antagonists in Revelation sport a different crown altogether – a completely different Gk. word. The one time an antagonist does wear this righteous crown, Revelation says it is “like a ste,fanoj of gold” (w`j ste,fanoi crusoi/), not an actual ste,fanoj. That is, this is a fake ste,fanoj.
Third, the Gk. word for conquer (nikw/n) – from which we get the word “Nike” – is employed only, only, only in relation to Jesus and the saints who faithfully followed him. There are 2 exceptions to this in Revelation, but the overwhelming evidence points to the use I have mentioned here. Furthermore, in the previous chapter – the immediate context, that is - (5:5) the imagery directly pointed to Jesus being the conqueror. John expects his readers to still have that imagery in their mind when they come to this horse.
Fourth, I would look at the bow. Dispensationalists often say that the anti-Christ will conquer with peace, but unfortunately miss that Jesus has already conquered with peace. Jesus brings peace, not through a sword, not through military might, but through being the Lamb that was slain. They got the peace right – they just gave it to the wrong person.
Finally, offering an argument from silence, I would also note that the word “anti-Christ” not only never occurs in this passage, but never occurs outside the books of 1& 2 John. And there the anti-Christ’s were among the people – they were not some eschatological figure waiting to deceive the world – the deception is occurring now!
Ok, more later, but for now, let me know what you think – especially you Dispensationalists out there. Why must this figure be the anti-Christ? In the end, I think the evidence I have provided here is overwhelming, but I’m up for someone making an attempt….(I say with a challenging wink and sly smile).
Monday, January 14, 2008
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Currently Reading
The Book of Revelation: A Commentary on the Greek Text (New International Greek Testament Commentary (Grand Rapids, Mich.).)
By G. K. Beale
see relatedOn Isolation...
Mascara ran down my wife’s cheeks at lunch today as she mourned her feelings of being an “other” even within the community of faith. Her tears exceeded mine, but I grieve with her, knowing that feeling all too well. Desperation swells up above flood-stage when we realize that the people who should understand us just don’t.[1]
What, you don’t have a TV? Why would you do that?
You’re not a Republican? What are you some kind of liberal?
Oh, so it’s okay for you to live in a country bought by the spilled blood of soldiers, but you’re not willing to pay the price yourself because you think Jesus was a pacifist? Isn’t that just advantageous?
How is it that endeavoring to exemplify the ethics of Jesus perpetually isolates us from the very people who claim to be the community called by His name? How is it that those who sincerely seek to learn to love Jesus more, no matter how imperfectly they love him at the moment, are the ones scorned within the community of faith? Why is it that the Christian “other” is the one who recognizes that Yahweh is the God of the nations, not just the God of the Americans? Why is the Christian “other” the one who sees the oppression brought about by American freedoms and cries out against it? Why is the Christian “other” the one who is learning to put down the idols of American consumerism? Why is the Christian “other” the one who doesn’t believe politics, war and economics can save our souls or our country?
We’ve finally come to understand what Jesus meant when he said that a prophet receives no honor in his home town. My wife, her heart aflame for her family, feels incessantly isolated from them because she doesn’t see how God can be glorified in 80 inch plasma TV’s, excessive consumption (of food or gas), or war and violence. Her family thinks she’s judgmental. But I’ve seen her with them – she is far from it. Her family thinks she’s gone off the deep end. But I know her - she’s just tired of swimming in the kiddy pool with floaty’s on her arms. Her family doesn’t get her. And it breaks her heart.
JR remarked over Christmas that he was trying to simplify his lifestyle. Knowing the difficulty of this attempt, I responded, “Isn’t it good to have friends who don’t look at you like a freak-show when you say such things?” JR has been that friend to me, as has my buddy Josh.
And though these friends have been so encouraging, I still find myself wondering why the larger community of faith doesn’t get it. Maybe we love our country too much. Maybe we love our stuff too much. Maybe we just plain love ourselves too much. I don’t know. But I do know that even when there are 2 or 3 of us gathered in His name, there Christ is in the midst of us. I suppose Jesus understood more than any of us the problem I’m speaking of here – after all, the night before he was crucified his disciples couldn’t even stay awake!
I do not feel angry with people. Were it not for the grace of our glorious Savior, I would be where I was 4 years ago. But I do feel sad for people – especially those who I love. I feel sad that they cannot see their compromise with the Empire.[2] I feel sad that they are in a vicious cycle of oppression that victimizes them within the scope of their own will!
We can argue about gendered language and God, Calvinism and politics, but if we don’t recognize that the Empire has death grip on our souls; our spiritual lives may be snuffed out. The Empire, after all, doesn’t want those around who question its practices and assumptions. I suppose a prophetic banner needs to be waived here whether it leads my wife and I to isolation or full community.
For those of you on this journey with us - thank you. You are loved and appreciated more than you know.
[1] In this comment I do not mean to sound like a ranting, disgruntled teenager pissing and moaning about how no one understands her/him.
[2] If you don’t come to my page much, what I mean by ‘Empire’ is this whole system of economics, religion, and politics that blind us to the true nature of Christian ethics and praxis, which we both perpetuate and are victimized by.
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
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Currently Reading
Exclusion and Embrace: A Theological Exploration of Identity, Otherness, and Reconciliation
By Miroslav Volf
see relatedGendered Language About An UnGendered God.
Try this on and let me know what you think...
Premise 1: If God is a Spirit then 'He' is beyond sexual distinctions.
Premise 2: If God is beyond sexual distinctions, then sexually distinctive language concerning God comes from the creatures, not the Creator.
Premise 3: If sexually distinctive language about God comes from the creature, not God, then it tells us more about the creatures than it does about God.
Premise 4: If the the language tells us more about the creature than about God, then gender specific language about God is not helpful for learning about God.
Conclusion: If gender specific language about God is not helpful, then we should abandon it altogether or use both male and female pronouns at the same time...something like s/he.
Okay....give me all you got.
Thursday, January 03, 2008
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Currently Listening
Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness
By Smashing Pumpkins
see relatedSome Christmas Pictures For My Xanga Crew
Saturday, December 22, 2007
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Currently Reading
Father Joe: The Man Who Saved My Soul
By Tony Hendra
see relatedChristian Discourse and Subverting the Rhetoric of the Empire
I would never notice certain things unless someone points them out first. Then, once brought to my attention, that thing dominates my faculties of observation, making me almost long for the naiveté I previously possessed. When I first began reading feminist theology, Schusseler-Fiorenza and Welch drew my attention to how language, particularly patriarchal language, shapes not only abstract theological concepts, but also the everyday, practical matters of the Christian life. Among other things, we assume male dominance in the masculine pronouns we use for God, even though we classically maintain God is neither He nor She, but Spirit.
Though I could continue to criticize the church’s use of vocabulary in the oppression of certain peoples, the ecclesiastical rhetoric I want to appraise presently is the church’s employment of the rhetoric of the Empire – particularly its economic rhetoric.
I often hear Christians refer to “investing” in either non-believers or people whom they are mentoring in the faith. The language of investment is procured, obviously, from the economic world referring to putting money to use in order to gain a potentially profitable return. That is, one invests in order to gain a return.
But is the return what Christian friendship is really about? It is supposed to be what I can gain from my time and effort spilled into another person? When we “invest” in a non-Christian, what we often mean is that we spend time with them in order to make them Christian! When we “invest” in a disciple, we mean we spend time with them in order to elicit the return of sanctification!
But is the return at the heart of Christianity? Is my primary agenda in befriending a non-Christian that they might buy into my product? Does this language not dehumanize and objectify our “investment”? Does this language not communicate that this whole Christianity thing is about what I can profit, or God can yield? Being friends with people outside the Christian faith is not about investment, it is about being genuine friends! Genuine friendship, for sure, involves demonstrating God’s love to the other. But this demonstration of love is not artificial and contrived; it is not about reciprocation or return. Consider my friendship with JR.
I would never say of JR that I am “investing” in him. That would entail certain things which are not inherent in sincere friendship. It would imply that I deem him spiritually below me or that he needs me in his life to be spiritually fruitful. It also implies that my agenda is to correct his spiritual imperfections, and because of my investment, I expect that he will provide a certain return. In the end, the language of investment doesn’t appear to be a natural part of genuine friendship.
But, in the end, this is not even the most dangerous aspect of investment rhetoric.
For me, the most dangerous part of the church’s employment of economic language is that we have taken the language of America’s dominant deity (economics, consumerism, materialism), and leaving it unchanged and unchallenged, we have taken it into our communities like a long lost brother. But as long as the economic rhetoric involved in America’s one true religion is warmly accepted by the church, we will never be able to counter the influence of capitalism, consumerism, materialism, or just plain-ole Mammon in our lives.
Now from where I sit, it appears we have two options. First, the church can completely rid itself of economic language. We can completely drop the language like a deflated stock. No more language of investment or any other kind of rhetoric that smacks of capitalism.
The second option, and one that requires a bit more creativity, is to continue to use economic language, but subvert it by investing it with distinctly Christian meaning. This option falls in line a bit more with what we see in the New Testament. The Gk. word we translate “fellowship” often referred to partnership in business agendas in the first century. Also, and more obvious, the word we translate “redeem” means to “buy back.” It too is an overtly economic word.
I like this second option the best, but there are two difficulties with it.
First, are we creative enough, or even powerful enough, to change the way Christian people generally employ economic rhetoric? Like Wal-Mart in a small town, economic language dominates our American landscape. Completely subverting it and changing it is a nearly impossible task. We may try, but in the end, our use of language is merely a text which is interpreted and misinterpreted by our hearers. Just because I invest economic rhetoric with new meaning doesn’t mean my hearers will observe that investment.
Second, when the New Testament writers reinvested economic language with Christian meaning, they were not using the language of the dominant deity of the Roman Empire. So, even assuming our hearers will understand our new meaning, might we be safer in simply abandoning the language altogether?
So, that’s as far as my thoughts have taken me on this topic thus far. I’m looking for some help getting past this roadblock. What do you think? The bottom line is that Jesus did not heal people for his own glory, and he even healed some who never even thanked him or his Father. It doesn’t seem like his investment in people was only about what he or his religion can get out of it. What about just showing people the love of God for its own sake?
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