Currently Listening Josh Gracin By Josh Gracin see related

Hey yall... Ok so alot of shit has happened over this week. Sunday got back from Maryland / New York with Philip. That was interesting lol. Lost my camera and cell phone charger some where inbetween the trip home and my front door. next day JoBeth invites me over to spend the night. Leave her house around 3 something the next day. Go shopping with my mommy for school clothes. Got some hair dye to streak my hair. (Doing that tonight.. can't wait to see what it's going to turn out like.) Then yesterday was going to go to warped tour but I forgot and spent all my money and Figured out that I didn't have a ride. So that got cancled for me. So instead I went and hung out with Patrick. yea that was some fun. Considering that now me and him are not aloud to hang out anymore. Which really sucks. Because I miss him already.     

But anyways. I miss you Miranda, and JoBeth. Can't wait to see yall soon!!!! *muah!*

Leave me LOTS of lovely comments!!! PLEASE!!! I will love you forever!!! kehe!

Body: gurl was home alone one nite.
she was horney and was in a chat room.
someone aimed her.

OneBIGdIck102: hello
GurllywurllyBabe: hey stud
OneBIGdIck102: asl
GurllywurllyBabe: 16/az/my room ;)
OneBIGdIck102: are u horeny?
GurllywurllyBabe: yes. very. do u have ne pix?
OneBIGdIck102:: yes.
OneBIGdIck102: alright. ur turn

the grul sent pix of her naked and the guy and her talked everyday.

and one day he asked to meet up with her.
they decided to meet at the mall.

she looked everywhere but could'nt find him
so she went home.

she was on the computer in her room (like usuall)
she got an aim form that one guy OneBIGdIck102

OneBIGdIck102: Hi. i have a surprise for u.
GurllywurllyBabe: really ,what?
OneBIGdIck102: ur not alone.
GurllywurllyBabe: what do u mean.?:(
OneBIGdIck102: ur not alone.

frighten the gurl looked around.----

GurllywurllyBabe: BABE what do u mean?


OneBIGdIck102 signed off at 11:00 pm

the gurl got a phone call...
Look in ur closet
the gurl frightend, opend the closet.
and there is when the guy OneBIGdIck102
raped her and shoved things up her genital area...
he abused he until she sufferd and died.


she wants everyone to save them selfs copy and paste this in 5 min or the gurl will hide in ur closet and watch u in ur sleep. who knows what she'll do.


this is a true story it has been on the news and in the paper

I'VE TOTALLY FIGURED THIS SHIT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know why I keep going back to him. I always do this. I know that I don't want a relationship, and I know that I never feel the way I'm supposed to when I'm with a guy. We didn't do anything. All we did was look at each other. And he told me how he really felt about me. But I couldn't say a fucking word. because I knew if I were to tell him I felt the same I would be lieing. The reason why I keep thinking that me and him would be good together is because I haven't had a boyfriend in a while. And I miss that feeling of having someone wrap their arms around me, telling me that I'm beautiful and kissing me on my forehead. I miss it. But I don't want it from him. I thought I did. But I don't feel that way. I wish I did. But I don't. I couldnt tell him that though. I couldnt tell him that the only reason I kept coming back was because I was being selfish and I wanted the lonelyness to just go away. I used him. I used him for my own comfort. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.
I know you want me.
I know by the way you look at me.
I can't say a word.
You tell me I'm beautiful and special
You tell me you don't feel this way with anyone else.
And I can't help but think the same words.
The only problem is. I don't mean them.
Their fake.
Their useless.
But yet. You still render me speechless.
You captavate me. lock me in your eyes.
Make me think I'm in my own little world with you
I know though. I know it's all fake.
I can never feel the way you do.
I'm sorry.
I never ment for it to go that far.
I used you.

Yea, w.e. It's doesn't ryme. And it probably doesn't make any since to you But it does to me. And thats all that counts. I needed to get it out. I couldnt stand keeping it in any longer.

Love all of you. See yall soon!!!!!

It hurts when all you want to do is cry. But all you can do is feel sorry for yourself.