Nope i can't sleep.. i miss her.. it's getting serious. I...Love... this... Girl!!! I feel like I can share anything with her, that we are both helping each other. I don't care what title there is or isn't... that's my wifey, my girl, my partner, my unconditional friend, my lover, my problem, my solution, my escape and refuge. The one that i didn't expect to love so much that it is beyond my comprehension. And even better than the feelings I have.. are the ones i know.. I KNOW, she has for me.. that is such a great feeling.. to be loved. It makes me wanna be better... in just, everything.Even tho i know she loves me now, just the way i am and things are, but the energy she gives me, makes me ambitious.. i want more, i want to know more, i want to earn more.. reach farther.

People say Love is Blind... but I'm telling you... you're only blind if you refuse to see what is right in front of you. I know who she is, I know her flaws and her redeeming qualities, her good and not so good traits, and well.. all the things that make her, well, human. And so what? Love just is. Love is not blind, Love just is.. it simply Is. And i want to enjoy it and engulf myself in it.

And you kno what.. I know we are young, I'm not ignorant of this. I know we have our whole lives ahead of us, but i Know that even if by cruel chance of life, we do part ways, i will love that girl and i will always, always be there if she returns to me.. or simply runs to me. The word Love doesn't even seem to be sufficient to describe the amazing energy and emotion that I feel... we are like parts of a puzzle, and us coming together, has finished the magnificent piece. She makes me soo high.. what a great high.. a natural high... i high that i might come down from but i'll always find my way back there.. cause i belong there.

"Love is. It just is and nothing you can say can make it go away because it is the point of why we are here, it is the highest point and once you are up there, looking down on everyone else, you're there forever. Because if you move, right, you fall. You fall." - Paulie from Lost and Delirious (2001)