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Name: Don Xerav Country: United States State: California Birthday: 9/22/1985 Gender: Male
Interests: Art is my life Expertise: HUGS !! Occupation: Student
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6/7/2003
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Ode To MOM (s) Current mood: thankful
First of all ...HAPPY MOTHERS DAY !!! to my Mom and too all Moms out there... no one would exist without you Moms haha ...
I would just like to post one out there for my mom..and how much i appreciate everything she has done for me and my family and a thank you for all you other moms..some of you were second or third moms to me...i know this probably wont reach my mom directly or any other mom but i know who ever reads this has a mom and i know the love will spread...
Dear MOM,
From the day i was born i knew you were a strong woman. from how you spanked me when i got in trouble, to when i saw you wipe your tears and cracked a fake smile to comfort me that nothing was wrong... you made so many sacrifices just to make us happy and have what we wanted. first of all to have a family at 20 is hard enough and in the philippines. then having the divorce with dad when i was three and being a single mom with two kids. with just starting college, you sacrificed that to come to america to give us the better life. thanks to our great family of aunties and uncles we had a place to live. and i know you tried, you tried it so we had our own home and live independently but there was no way to afford it. i just remember so many times moving. i was to small to realize what was going on. i thought we just like moving a lot. now i know all the reason why those changes had to be made. Mom you spoiled me and i know im a spoiled bastard, and that amazes me how you could of done that. im sorry that ive taken you for granted for so many years.. i was too small to realize what was happening. You worked triple jobs to make ends meet and yet some how, you made time for me and ate. you got me into a good nieghborhood and protected me, with me not even knowing it. i never understood why you did the things you did until now. kept me away from the wrong crowd even when i wanted to hang out with them. you taught me how to be a gentleman. you taught me to never give up. you helped me EVERYTIME i was weak. and not just me ate too.. you made me the man i am today from showing me the differences from right and wrong. and being the perfect mom. i know you had your imperfections but all were lessons learned. like i know you dated so many guys cuz you were lonely and thats understandable. the fact that you made sure that they were good for the family was the key factor. when you made a mistake like being with my step dad was just another steppin stone to lead you to something better. Mom, when you were with him, is when i saw your strongest side and is what i look back to, to remind me of how great you are. the anger in my heart when i see he made you cry and the fact that he was a lazy bastard who was also abusive. if i was as big as i am now i wouldve kicked his ass so freakin hard..ARGH !!! okay okay back to my mom.. from living through that i knew you were something special. only one thing great came from him and thats darren. he gave me the little brother ive always wanted. again another child for you to support. and even harder at that..a single mom with two up coming teenagers and new born. freakin A! mom how did you do it>??? and still provide us with what we wanted>? and me ! always naggin you where my real dad was... you always comforted me knowin you didnt know where he was either but you made sure it didnt let me down. now with all that on your plate. you still managed to remain happy and keep us happy. i know you were stressed out like crazy but you did it. Now with all that pain and lessons learned.. look at us now mom.. look at the family you have. a miracle happened and you re-married dad... a miracle happened and we have the family that you started out with ..in a house of our own and kids who are damn proud of you and very proud to call you our MOM ! ive never met a stronger woman in my life. your still goin strong at this point.. working as usually and providing for the family. still spoiling us and making sure were good.. im sorry that it took me this long to realize all that youve done for me.. i feel like i owe you so much. youve raised us perfectly mom.. you did good. everything you sacrificed was all worth it in the end. i love you mom and i couldnt thank you enough for everything youve done for this family. i consider myself a momma's boy hahaha HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOM ..I LOVE YOU !!!

- Love, your favorite Son in the world DON DON DON
to all you other moms out there... know that you have kids just like me... not knowing what they have now, but will realize it later.. know that we look up to you as much as anything and love you to death even though it doesnt seem like we do.. never take that we hate you literally and keep on stickin. your a great mom and you all are very strong women, VERY STRONG !! once your a mom i know they get special powers , so use them wisely.. haha.. well again HAPPY MOTHERS DAY !! and other kids.. dont forget to tell your mom how much you appreciate them and love them .. cuz they only have a day to celebrate all the moms out there.. i love moms and i love MILFs even more.. hahahahaha...j/k
ps. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES OWEN!! | | | |
| ive been in a relationship that was conceiled for reasons that will remain unknown. she was my mystery girl. only the closest ones to me knew who she was. im sorry that i did what i did and im sorry that it had to be that way. its a deeper story but im not going to share that with these strangers but i will share the girl that changed my life ..the girl that i kept inside.. the girl that made me laugh.. my nice girl.. the girl that created the man i am today.. the girl i will never forget and always love.. and share to the world of the girl .. of the girl i had to let go....
this was the most perfect day of my life...
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... and that is that.. i miss her and i love her but when something tells you to let go ..theres nothing else to do but let go.. and watch it fly ... and if it decides to come flying back then you know its real.. if it happens, it happens ..for now i will remain content.. and be happy for you, as i know you will do the same.. thank you for everything and teaching me how to be a better man.. again im sorry for everything that ever made you cry or put you in that mood.. i dont regret one second of our three year relationship. ive learned so much. i know this doesnt even scratch the surface of what you and i were .. but at least for whom ever comes next after you .. knows which of my exgirlfriends to worry about ...haha  | | |
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Grass is Green ... Sun is Warm ...
I need to start focusing on whats important and start letting go of materialistic blah .. damn .. my birthdays coming up and ill be another year older.. i need to CHANGE.. something has to go .. all my life i had goals set and dreams to fallow .. and as i look at it now .. none of my goals have been successfully completed .. i have gone no where .. hmm.. i wanna take that step forward .. but i have no idea which direction .. i guess ill stand here for while until something moves me .. until the wind blows me in a certain direction.. or when its starts getting dark and i hear stuff that scares me and run away from whatever it is ..or if i get chased by a huge ginormous flying bettle or something .. until then ill stand.. and wait .. hmmm.. hey, where'd my friends go >? | | |
| sorry everyone .. i really dont want to .. but im gunna run away for a while ..
its better then killing myself ..right? | | |
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