| i'd never think i'll ever attempt ** but tonight was the 3rd time were i actaully tried it...fucking depression sucks like a mother fucker! |
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| depression sucks shit!....that's about it...well all i want to say right now :o\ |
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| :o\ today is suppose to be not a good day but not a bad day either...if that makes sence...Ever since i woke up i've been feeling so nervous but yet anxious and it's making my stomach sore. argh! i hate this feeling...some of it i have to admit is a good exciting feeling and the other half is a scary feeling...I don't know how to explain it...I think i need a vacation or a break from everyone in general or something.... |
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| Just when things started to be alittle bit better! Esp. after this week, I see something i shouldn't have and it just made me sick! not sick ew, but more like blah! ARGH! I fucking hate this feeling! FUCKING-A bring on the niquil! dam this brings back memories... |
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