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| tooddaaayyy was awesome. for the lazy girl. i woke up around, 11.30, noonish. ahh it felt good, since sunday i woke up at 640 and didnt get to bed till 1 am. then i went bowling at 3, and saw mr. hottie at bowling. ahh, JOE FROM BRYAN HS IS ONE FUCKING HOT PIECE OF ASS! yes...yes he is. and anyways....erin and i went and chilled at cougar for a little to watch our dads bowl, then we head out to mocking bird and we bowled from 8 till 1030. it was quite fun. my arm is going to fall off tho. and ok, so my right forearm, is so fat and muscular compared to the other, and it's pissing me off. i was wearing a 3/4 sleeve shirt earlier and like, the sleeve on my left arm is looser than on my right kuz of bowling. how freaking nasty!
so i have a tournament this weekend at fremont and curtis is going to be there. erin and i devised a plan to make him jealous as hell. either i'm going to be on joe the whole time, or i'll talk to Jana and recruit Kraig, if he's in the mood. hehe. or Kenty, but he has a girlfriend so that might not fly. but we're going to find a way to get him jealous, and it'll make me feel so good. even tho it shouldnt. god i'm such a flaming bitch.
its 11 and i have to wake up in 6 hours, so i'm going to bed.
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| today...was fucking awesome. so MN girls and fellas went to Grand Island to bowl. it was quite fun. only because our team is on crack. here's how we prove it...
we were done and waiting for our baker games to start...so i was bored and asked rose for a piggy back ride. she said, dude i'm so not strong i cant even pick up erin. so i said, fine i'll give you one! and she said YESSS! and after about 5 min of deciding if she should jump on my back or get on top of the benches she jumps on. so i decide to walk past this guy from lincoln that i think is hot and things are goin fine. then my pants start falling down, so i said "ah my pants are falling down someone pull them up!" and rose goes, ok i will! she tries to pull up my pants and ends up pinches my ass and i freak out and jump and we both FLY backwards and land right on the floor behind the lincoln guys playing pool and some other guys playing a gun game. and this chick just turns around and starts to laugh. like hell if i care what she was thinking of us, that was funny as fuck!
then i get home and we end up going to roses. sean and brian were teasing the cheat...it was funny but mean. i was acting like i was freaking high and i couldnt stop laughing at anything. turns out, like everyone is allergic to rose's cat except sean and rose...so alex and i cant breathe, erin's eyes are all messedup, and brian's eyes hurt and he's getting a rash on his neck. wow. well erin and alex leave (not together) then jeremy shows up. then we decide to go out for a drive so sean can let out the animals he's watching. wow. driving with them is crazy. listening to ghetto rap turned up all the way, and brian driving a little crazy like. haha. it was fun tho.
so right now, i really want some ass. i hope i can get some tomorrow fom that guy at the bowling alley. haha how trashy does that sound? i could get some from curtis at the fremont tournament next weekend, but that'd be kind of gross. just because of all the lying that douche bag does. i totally would do it, but then feb 5th i'm guna be in beatrice for a bowling tournament and rick is meeting me there. and that might become akward if i do stuff with him, and then i want to do stuff with rick. hmmm. claire wants me to get on rick infront of curtis! haha that'd be funny. but if i do that, then i'd have to get on him infront of EVERYONE in the bowling alley. including my dad. haha i dont think i'll do that. maybe we'll all go chill in the parking lot and then i'll do it infront of the beatrice group. haha. i'm such a fucking slut.
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| not much has been going on at all. for all of you in the "know" and are wondering, curtis and i are still talking. it's cool, i guess. we're friends and everything, its anything more that im not sure of. and because of that incident i have lost my trust in males. haha. every one except my dad and brother at least.
i dont know what to do. i think i might like these two guys, but i dont even know them. hmm. i know i should wait for the right guy and all that other stuff, but quite frankly i'm sick of waiting. i'm sick of a lot of things.
so i had this tiny little thought about asking this one guy to my winter formal. my friends think that i should. but here, can you imagine this...
"hey...i just met you like a few weeks ago, online. and even though i dont know you that well, would you come with me to my winter formal?"....lets just take a wild guess at what his answer would be.
theres this other guy that i met. he seems really cool. and sweet. he stayed and watched me bowl on monday, even tho he'd been done for 45 minutes. he's also pretty attractive, and that's a plus. but he looks like a guy who likes rap music (no offense). then again, so do i. but thats ok, i barely know him. if things go well between us i think i just might ask him to the dance.
all i seem to talk about is guys. but then again, i'm a 15 year old girl. what do you expect?
last night i went to best buy to get some blank cd's. i spent all my lunch money on them because i'd already spent my allowance earlier. today in the car with my dad we were talking about gift cards and he asked how much ihad left on my Best Buy card. holy crap, i forgot about it. i didnt eat a thing today at school because i forgot about my xmas presents. haha how lame. | | |
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