yea well i got bored and i think im gunna lose the paper sooo i decided to post it on here....

Surrounded by the cold winter weather

fingers and toes numbed to the bone

just one more question sticks in your mind

glued to your attention with unwaivering strength

you just cant help but ask yourself "why?"

but then your eyes begin to wander around

into the emptiness that surrounds you

and you see tiny specks of light, so surreal, up in the sky.

now that unwaivering question finally waivers

and your mind is lead astray

just to lead you to that one same question once again

over and over again you ask yourself aloud

"why? WHY? WHY?!"

as your anger progresses slowly the answer starts to come,

and your mind begins to wander again

just for you to feel that nothing is there anymore

your life ends in that single provocative moment

when the answer,

was right there....

not that anybody will but uhhh...leave me a comment on what you think cuz i dunno what to think really...soooo yea peace

TROLL

gazing into the moon today

its essence glows with power of the sun

and its absorbing aura attracts mine eyes

drawn to its peaceful illumination

all but light surrounds me

darkness all around, filling this empty room

i see the moon and its light

but no light penetrates these thick windows and walls

trapped here in the darkness i can only see

the light on the outside

the light that i can not have

trapped in this tiny room, darker than night

shrinking, shrinking, growing ever smaller

closing in on me, my movements stop

trapped in this dark room now smaller than a box

what more can i do now, i cant even move

squeezing tighter and tighter i feel it ending

the box breaks open and i am free

this white light brighter than the sun

shed from the moon into mine eyes

its just not the same now

i yearned for it so long now

and now i have it

but theres nothing left to do

why did i crave it so?

i never knew the light,

as i staggered slowly towards it,

would drain my own light

and leave me again, alone in the dark,

to suffer once more

wrote it last night...tell me what you think

"On The Other Side"
Better pace yourself tonight 'cause your never gonna last.
You've got so far to go still
But your never getting there
Theres no easy path where you're going
its already known and you cant go any faster
your times still here and, youve got nowhere else to go.
Dont lose your mind now baby,
itll just delay your fate
its gonna happen sometime soon now
just dont rush it along
keep it steady baby,
just keep doin it all
wait til the time is right
savor your time baby
cause your memory will fade
making each end everything you feel...futile
everybody wants it; the things your gonna have
wait til you get through to the underworld
keep your expectations low
its nothing you think it is
your gonna be tortured baby--when you get to the other side

oh and for your info just to update you on that contest...i got a letter recently saying i was chosen as an editors pick...id explain waht that means but uhhhh...all i know is that i was chosen along with 32 other people so i guess one of 33 out of millions that enter isnt bad...hopefully ill get something even better like ten thosuand dollars but i dont even know if i can anymore cuz i got this thing? oh and the website wont answer me soooooo yea...oo and this poem...its more like a song...i wrote it somewhat with the rhythm and tempo of a "The Doors" song...ask me sometime and ill sing it to you HA YEA RIGHT sing it yourself b-word