Currently Listening Pablo Honey By Radiohead Thinking About You see related

Ex-Factor

Currently Watching The Doors (Special Edition) By Gretchen Becker, Dennis Burkley, Kendal Deichen, John Densmore, Kevin Dillon see related

Thinkin Makes Your Brain Hurt

lyrics of the day: "This is the end, beautiful friend. This is the end. My only friend, the end. Of our elaborate plans, the end. Of everything that stands, the end. No safety or surprise, the end. I'll never look into your eyes again. Can you picture what will be, so limitless and free. Desperately in need of some stranger's hand in a desperate land. Lost in a Roman wilderness of pain and all the children are insane. All the children are insane waiting for the summer rain." -The End by The Doors

quote of the day: "I believe whatever doesn't kill you simply makes you stanger." -Heath Ledger as The Joker in the movie The Dark Knight

my mom and gabriel came back from puerto rico saturday mornin. i woke up at like 7:30am to find gabriel asleep next to me, aw! i missed him so much, im so happy he's back. i've spent the whole weekend wit him. i took him to the movies and we saw the dark knight (yes, this is my 3rd time seein this movie lol).ah, i swear.. i adore the quote i put up in this blog. it has to be one of my fav movie quotes ever. i heart the joker.

i have such a headache. i wonder.. y is it that all i seem to do all day is think? i think too much, i kno it. but it's like there's no stop button in my brain. i always tell ppl not to think so much cuz it jus stress it u, ya kno. lol i guess i should learn to take my own advice. im so sick and tired of constantly thinkin..

blah.. i wish i had more to blog about. these days, i dont kno wat to say anymore..

Currently Watching We Own the Night By Mark Wahlberg, Joaquin Phoenix, Mendes, Robert Duvall see related

Reefer Madness

lyrics of the day: "Take the highway to the end of the night. End of the night, end of the night. Take a journey to the bright midnight. End of the night, end of the night. Realms of bliss, realms of light. Some are born to sweet delight. Some are born to sweet delight, some are born to the endless night." -End of the Night by The Doors

quote of the day: "I enjoy drinking. It loosens people up and stimulates conversation. Somehow it's like gambling; you go out for a night of drinking, and you don't know where you'll end up the next morning. It could be good, it could be a disaster. It's a throw of the dice. The difference between suicide and slow capitulation." -Jim Morrison

ah yes, finally.. its the weekend. man, today dragged on! dr. belsky is on vacation so i can pretty much do watever i want. usually, wen he's not there, i go to central park for a few hours lol. but today, mother nature was playin mind games wit me. it was really cloudy and looked like it was gonna start pourin any second.. so i didnt go to the park. instead i waited til around 12:30pm to have a cig. wen i went downstairs, the sun was brite. i couldnt go to the park tho cuz vickie had to take her break and i had to cover the front desk for her. thanks for the mixed signals, mother nature .

so the day has finally come wen one of my parents have confronted me bout my pothead ways. here's the story. so yesterday after work, i went to see nina cuz she was feelin kinda down. it was rainin and she didnt wanna go outside so i offered to go buy us sum weed. now, usually i go only wen im wit her cuz my dad lives on the same block and i always gotta avoid bein seen wit the weed guys lol. but honestly, i dont care anymore so i jus went alone. i swear, he's barely ever at the window long enuff to catch but of course.. it had to happen sooner or later. so i go up to one of the guys (the really cute one lol) and i ask for sum pot.. i look at the buildin and there's my dad. i kno he saw me cuz i saw him lookin directly at me. but i was like watever. instead of goin straight bak to nina's, i called her and walked up to the store and pretended to go in. i waited a bit to make sure he was away from the window and then i ran bak to nina's place (i didnt want him to kno i was goin there after seein that i bought weed cuz i didnt want him on nina's ass for no reason). so watever, he calls me but i didnt pick it up. he leaves me a voicemail and instead of bein honest and addressin the fact that he saw me, he says "hey, i jus wanna make sure everything's ok." wat?! u jus saw me, im fine lol. he called me up today and finally addressed it. i told him i was down the block buyin sum weed for myself, duh. wat the fuck do i care.. he smokes too lol. and come on, its harmless fuckin plant.. im not killin anyone, its not that serious.

damn it.. this weekend is gonna suck so bad. nina went to her mom's house in jersey. chantel is visitin her brother in boston. and i have nothin to do all weekend.. great. but at least mom and gabriel are comin bak from PR tomorrow.. i can spend my time wit them, i guess.

well this is it for now. i hope u all doin well. enjoy ur weekend, luvs. hugs and kisses for all of u. muahz!   

Currently Watching The Complete Monterey Pop Festival - Criterion Collection By Jimi Hendrix, Noel Redding, Mitch Mitchell (II), John Phillips (II), Charles Shaar Murray see related

Time Machine

WARNING: u r now enterin a totally random zone.

here i am, sittin at my comp listenin to my beloved music and i realize: if i had sum magic potion that could bring ppl bak to life and a time machine, i'd bring back the followin ppl:

jim morrison

jimi hendrix

janis joplin

kurt cobain

Currently Watching Classic Albums: The Doors By The Doors see related

Random Nonsense

lyrics of the day: "Before you slip into unconsciousness, I'd like to have another kiss. Another flashing chance at bliss. Another kiss, another kiss. The days are bright and filled with pain. Enclose me in your gentle rain. The time you ran was too insane. We'll meet again, we'll meet again. Oh, tell me where your freedom lies. The streets are fields that never die. Deliver me from reasons why. You'd rather cry, I'd rather fly. The crystal ship is being filled. A thousand girls, a thousand thrills. A million ways to spend your time. When we get back, I'll drop a line." -The Crystal Ship by The Doors

quote of the day: "It's the rarest weed in the world. It's almost a shame to smoke it. It's like killing a unicorn." -James Franco as Saul in the movie Pineapple Express

i changed the song on my page again. i was watchin vh1 classic and they gave a documentary on the makin of the doors' debut album.. and i rediscovered my love for their music. so i've put "the crystal ship" on my page, hope u guys enjoy it. i mean, come on.. who doesnt like hearin jim morrison sing?

so, this week has been pretty awesum. i miss my mom and bros but havin the house to myself has been pretty awesum. ppl have dropped by a few days and kept me company. lots of smokin in my room lol. but ya kno, i bought this awesum air freshener and it smells great in here.. u would never even imagine that i was smokin lol.

my dad think he's superman and he decided he was gonna lift sumthin heavy and then BOOM.. he was in the hospital. lol nothin too serious. he told me it was a small hernia and he mite have to get sum sort of surgery. and my poor mom has been havin sum family issues in PR. i kno i usually dont care.. but i hope both my parents are alrite.

ugh.. i hate mondays! the weekend went by soo fast, its ridiculous. im already dyin for it to be weekend again lmao. if nina goes to her mom's this weekend, i think i'll be joinin her. its nice and quite over there, good to relax. and hey, we all kno wen me and nina get together.. a fun time is bound to bless us lol.

well, i guess this is enuff nonsense for today. i hope ur all doin well. much luv to u all. muahz!!