I found your picture today

Living my life in a slow hell
Different girl every night at the hotel
I ain't seen the sun shine in three damn days
Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whiskey
Wish I had a good girl to miss me
Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways

I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you
While I'm lying next to her
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her


I called you last night in the hotel
Everyone knows but they won't tell
But their half-hearted smiles tell me something just ain't right
I've been waitin on you for a long time
Fueling up on heartaches and cheap wine
I ain't heard from you in three damn nights

I put your picture away
I wonder where you've been
I can't look at you while I'm lying next to him

I saw you yesterday with an old friend
It was the same old same how have you been
Since you've been gone my world's been dark and grey
You reminded me of brighter days
I hoped you were coming home to stay
I was headed to church

I was off to drink you away

I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you
To come back home
I just called to say I love you
Come back home

take your time

Take time to realize that your warmth is crashing down on in. 
Take time to realize that I am on your side. 
Didn't I, didn't I tell you?
But I can't spell it out for you.
No, it's never gonna be that simple. 
No, I can't spell it out for you. 


I guess I'm learning a lot from this whole experience.
Everyone has constants in their life...and sometimes you don't realize how much it matters to have those people in your life
to keep some sort of balance..until they're not there anymore.
I guess it makes me appreciate the smaller things in life now.

I hope this whole situation doesn't become that cliche' saying "they missed out on each other"

One thing I regret is holding up my guard so much
I just do that in general a lot..even people that care for me... I don't know where this came from but it's really hard for me to open up 
emotionally to people completely. 

When people ask why we separated...I don't even know what to fucking say. It's like I change my answer every time...just to fill in some very vague space.

It be nice just to be in the same room as you...not even next to you..even across the room is fine.
but just to see you...just to know you're doing okay.  =/




Through all this... I just wish I could just tell you to meet me halfway.

Jason Yoo

A seasoned execute with more than 24 years of experience in the start up and direction of minority-owned businesses. Jason Yoo constantly achieves top growth rankings in the houston market place for his leadership and the maintenance and construction service industries. His thorough knowledge of Asian cultures and business practices has allowed him to serve as Asian advisor to the Mayor's Office.

In 1979 Jason founded HBS National Corporation in Houston, Texas. The company provides facility maintenance services for industrial, medical, nuclear educational, commercial and retail markets. As CEO/president, Mr. Yoo has negotiated service contracts in six states. He recruits and hires top industry performers and continually develops a team of highly effective executives and line managers to oversee a staff of over 1,200.

In 2001, Jason Yoo launched a new division of HBS national corporation, Called HBS Construction, INC. He is the CEO/president/founder of this company, where he develops partnerships with major contractors such as Manhattan Beers, hunt Construction Group, and Turner Construction Company with relationships with key clients such as DuPo0nt, Chevron/Texaco and Kellogg Brown and Root. Jason's key accomplishments with HBS include becoming certified as a minority/disadvantaged business enterpriser by the City of Houston, and a HUB by the State of Texas; leading the company from 0 revenues at startup to $15 million in 1995 (sales grew by 100% in first 5 years).

Jason has been involved in numerous community affiliates, including Building Service Contactors Association International, Korean-American Association of Houston, Asian American Chamber of Commerce, West Houston Chamber of Commerce and Korea World Mission Council. He has been the recipient of several industry awards and has received personal recognition from Mayor Lee Brown's office and President Bill Clinton.

Jason Yoo attended Myong-Ji University in Seoul, korea, majoring in public administration. He completed the Executive Time Management course at Rice University in Houston, Texas, as well as the Community MBA course at the University of Texas, Houston.

grew up listening to

You and me Dancing in the kitchen at 2am