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Name: Jared
Country: United States
State: Minnesota
Metro: Minneapolis
Birthday: 2/27/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: I'm huge on the performing arts, literature, relationships, my job, Paganism, Buddhism, Hinduism, pretty much all eastern religions, shopping, etc.
I love all kinds of movies and music and my favorites depend on my mood at the time.
Expertise: Get to know me and you will find out....
Occupation: Education/training
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
2/22/2004
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| Oops!Wow... I completely forgot I had one of these. I have been totally obsessed with myspace that I haven't bothered to come here. Myspace is soooooo much better! Anyways... what's up guys?
I just finished eight hours of Crisis Prevention Intervention training... so I can block physical attacks and restrain my attacker, and calm someone down before a problem escalates to violence. So... as I said on my Myspace... If you want to get in a fight with someone or you don't want to deal with an impish demon child.... give me a call!
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| Kansas sucksI am in Kansas right now. Just like every other time I come here I am wondering why the hell I came. Part of this is because I always feel the need to see my parents which always causes problems. They don't approve of "that lifestyle" and I don't know why I think I can be around them when they think like that....
I do like seeing some of my friends.... but there are only like three people I want to see. It's even weird seeing my brother, Andrew, when I come back. We've become so different. Adriane, Andrew, and I used to be so close. We had the same opinions on things, like the same music and movies, and had a tendency to have the same jobs. He has changed so much. He acts as if there is no joy in his life at all. I just want to tell him that everything that is bad in his life is comepletely his fault. He chose to screw off in school. He chose to not go to college. He had the exact same opportunities as Adriane and I did. Adriane and I are perfectly happy, because when we don't like something about our lives, we change it. I just feel like I don't have anything in common with any of my family anymore (except for Adriane and my uncle)
What gets me almost more than the Andrew thing is that my grandparents seem very distant. Almost as if it is inconvenient for the two of us to be staying with them.
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| Help... and check out my new siteFor those of you who don't read my myspace.... here is what I recently posted
Wow... I have way too much going on in my love life right now.... I
have a guy at work that I have been interested in finally expressing
some interest in me. I also have people in Kansas that I am supposed to
"visit" while I am in town (and not just the person who is going to
read this). There are two guys at the YMCA that have both hit on me
numerous times. AND there is a waiter at Grizzly's across from where I
work that just asked me for my number (I gave it to him).... Why am I
telling you all of this? To brag? Certainly not! I want to express my
frustration. It's been a long time since anyone has hit on me, and
suddenly they are everywhere! Perhaps it's because I am finally getting
out there and making myself availible.... but damn! Moderation would be
nice. What the hell am I supposed to do. I can't very well screw them
all because I actually want to be with one of them. Any suggestions?
This is a continuation of my last post.... only things have become much more complicated. I am baking Nic (the sub at work) a birthday cake and some pumpkin muffins for his birthday tomorrow. He wanted me to come to his other job right before he gets off so I told him I would bring him a cake! We will probably hang out a little after.... but I don't want to hold him up too much if he is planning on going out to the bar or something....
By the by.... if you want to check out my myspace... the address is www.myspace.com/theganymede Hopefully that link will work. If not just copy and paste it.... or don't be such a lazy bastard and just fucking type it out! Hehehehe...
Later
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| Every timeGRRRRRR! My life is so freaking crappy! Not really.... it's wonderful, but the same thing happened that always happens to me. As many of you have probably read, I have been flirting with a substitute at my job for awhile. He hasn't called me in like a week, so I gave up on him. Last night I made spectacular plans with an old "friend" and some of his friends while I am in Kansas. I have decided that it isn't technically cheating if I just hang out with Nic. We wouldn't be dating by that point so it wouldn't be cheating right?
Well.... later!
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| Men suckWhy are men so goddamned confusing. I hate these fucking games that you have to play. Why can't guys just be upfront and say they like you or they don't? Why do they have to string it along until you go crazy?
Example: I have been talking to a guy that subs at one of the district special ed programs. We were talking about going rock climbing or just hanging out. He acted really excited and kept talking to me as I was trying to get back to the room I work in. I asked him if he wanted my number so he could call if he went, and he said yes. I asked if he still had Missy's cell phone number or if he wanted me to give it to him again. He said he wasn't sure if he had it so I asked him if he wanted her cell phone # or our apartment number. He asked if we both had cell phones and I said no, so he asked for the apartment number.
Missy and I both took this as a sign that he wanted to talk to me. So why hasn't he called two days later? Also, before the number conversation took place, he told me about a guy that had asked him for his number that day at the place his students were volunteering, and he made it very clear that he was not interested in that guy. Why would he tell me this? We could only think of two reasons. 1) It sounds like something you would say to a friend, or 2) He wanted to guage my reaction and make sure I knew other men found him atrractive. The first option seems unlikely because we aren't close enough to talk about things like that.
SO WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!?!?!?!? The only thing I can figure out is that men just suck (and not in the fun sexual way)
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