100 foot loss ,1 foot gain

When we became close, your heart became afraid.

You feared what my heart would see in yours.

You began to push me as far as you could trying to keep me from your heart

I fought back trying to stay close, but you wouldn’t have me seeing anything in your heart.

For months we fought. I tried to forget about you but my heart held on.

You kept me at arms length regardless of the hours we spent being friends.

Everything we had built with each other was now in ruins.

Rememberable firsts now fading from thoughts.

one hundred foot loss from wince we had came.

But as i stare into your eyes over the the rim of my cup.

Seeing you smile like that made all the pain worth it.

I see the tears stream down your cheek
I wonder what could cuase you such pain
I see your broken heart through the blur of your tears
I wonder how strong that love must have been to leave such a whole in your heart
I try to reach out to wipe the tears from your face
but your hand meets mine in a cold touch of our fingers
I am stunned to realize it is only a mirror that I wish to touch, to try to heal
what has caused so much pain?
What makes these tears come to my eyes?
I thought I was through with my tears for you
but all I did was hid my love for you
I wish I wish once again that you might be mine.
As I stare into the mirror at myself before I sleep
I wonder what brought my tears to me on bended knee.
My heart needs to know where did the love go,
for my tear stained cheeks to become whole again.

I still love krissy.... *tears*