in case u were wondering i just got back from FLORIDA!!

umm call cellular ill be around 559*3929

my birthday was the 21st.  im nineteen now

i cannot wait till MAY 6th riiiiiiiiiighhhhhhhhht TERA!

 im out !!

........... i never thought my life would be like this.

..ever in a million years ..

....like in my plans when i was little ....like  how i thought i'd grow up

         this isn't how its supposed to be

i'm so much better than this

                                                             </3

i have to update. so here it is ...

good girls gotta get down with the gangstas

cell *559-3929* call it or text it..

oh.... im not a slut or a homewrecker or a whore or a hoe

 so FUCK YOU  theres no reason to be sayin shit about me, you don't know the whole story and you certainly dont know me

with that said.. im out :)

Nothing is real
And I want you to know
That I'm not alright
When you tear open my chest
I'll try not to flinch
I won't make promises
I won't make promises
You taught me that.
I'm still losing what's left of my self esteem
And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams
The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most
So I'll bite my tongue till it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell

* exactly how i'm feeling right  now *

fuck the drama && all the dumb bitches !

merry christmas... yeah its not so merry

but yeah im gonna be at work all week then a killer new years party call me if u wanna kno about it 559 3929