i am at a crossroads....i have to figure out what to do. and soon.. like within the month. omg. sooo daunting. it's craziness.
ok. should i stay at lcc and finish my associates? or should i transfer to brcc in va and get it there, then transfer to jmu after like a yr and get my bachelors?
PROS and CONS (in a nutshell..basically):
Staying at home--PROS: save me money
save my parents money
make my parents happy
CONS: i would be miserable
i would prolly slack off more and be unmotivated
i would make tim unhappy
i would be living with my parents...
Going to VA this summer --
PROS: i would be happier in the long run
i would be motivated to get my shit together
if i did well, i would have a higher chance of getting my dream job
i would get to be an adult and be my own person and start my own life
i'd be away from harmful baptist cults
i'd be living where i wanted to and getting myself set up for what i want to do later on in life
CONS: it would be stressful
it would cost lots of money -- mine, my parents, and tim's
it may cause animosity or strife between tim and me due to financial stuffz
it will prolly cause some strife between tim's parents and me which they would have to get over cuz whatever....
if i fail or wither i would waste not only my precious time, but also tim's. and money. and my life sorta kinda maybe not quite. (i need a plan b for this one)
i dunno....i honestly don't know.
