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Name: Pamela
Birthday: 10/7/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: Theatre, socializing, work, jungle juice toga parties, music, FLogging Molly, Wine, Martini, ultimate frisbee, being goofy, hanging with laura and jamie.
Expertise: Technical theatre and making out
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  ReinaDeTeatro18
MSN: ReinaDeTeatro18
Member Since:
4/20/2004
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| Life beats down and crushes the soul; art reminds you that you still have one | | |
| Ohhh.....St. Louis........The trouble you get me intoThis weekend was so much fun. I had a hell of a time in St. Louis visiting Heather and Hayden. I saw her show and sang Kareoke. We met up with Charlie and I met Daniel and Ben the roomies. We also drank a huge amount of beer with them, played jenny's game, scaled to the roof of the house and I had the pleasure of kissing Daniel a whole freaking lot on Monday....I blame it on the game. We played "Consenting Adults" I won't describe it but you can only imagine what it was all about. All in all I had a fabulous time. I can't wait to see Heather again, I sure hope she is doing better, and plus I will have new friends to see when I return...However, Heather will always be numero uno. | | |
| I am home and back in Warrensburg. My back is still giving me some troube but it feels good to be back. However, I miss Jono something terrible. | | |
| I still don't know what hapened, and deep inside me I need an answer. But with each passing day I find myself getting stronger and more positive which I guess is a good thing. I deserve so much more than was offered of me and I know that sounds bad, but he even told me that. He never knew where I came from and why I put up with him so much, but I just wanted to. Some things don't need to be explained, just let them be, but that was impossible for him. He asked me to dinner then asked me to be his girlfriend and asked so much for me that I was there all of the time, then everything died all of a sudden and I have my suspicions about what happened, however neither of them directly effecting or being connected with myself, other than he needs to fucking grow up and be his own person, that was the biggest struggle of all. He didn't even know who he really was which can be a real test for most people. I excepted him, now why can't he. I know I am happy with who I am so he should do the same. Plus he told me I was the most beautiful person he had ever met inside and out, and that he would always be there and stick up for me, well that was a big fat lie. There is nothing that can be done, I only hope that over time he will realize what a huge mistake he made and there is no way to possibly recover what was once there. This is another life lesson and I hope he can take from it as I have. I have no where to go but up from here and God is guiding me to the greater good in my life. I can't wait to see whats next. | | |
| I am FREE!!!!!!!! That is right Bitches! No more Finals, no more classes, I am now officially a senior. Oooooohh that is a little scary. Also, I am no longer tied down and I am starting to feel really good about it. Lots of attention. Yippie. I leave in 14 days. | | |
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