| The randomness within.I'm submerged in this all too familiar prison. Desperately trying to claw my way out, I stumble again and again. This cannot be the hole I have dug for myself in the past. I vowed never to return. But its grasp on me is far too strong to break. I'm slowly drowning in this feeling. The siren cry beckons me to fall deeper and deeper. Why now? Of all inconvenient of times. Why this moment, where damage will be at maximum once it is all over? I fall to my knees in submission and pray to God that the coming events don't play out like history. Replaying the tragedy over in my head. Yet I reminisce of the warmth this feeling has to offer, the sanctuary it can become. Reality interrupts these foolish thoughts reminding me of the scars I bear because I was too weak to fight off these demons we call emotions... If I am not in control, then I only have chaos awaiting. The Apocalypse is on the horizon. Only time now stands between me and the coming destruction. Precious time, moments I will turn into memories. Memories will be all that is left once it is all over. It's only memories I will have left of you. Why do I find myself falling again? |
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| When I think of you...
I can soar the sky
But I find myself falling
I can shoulder the world
But the mountains keep melting
I can brave the oceans
But always end up drowning
I can breathe air more clearly
But I keep on choking
You can heal all my wounds
But I'm left here bleeding
Life seems much sweeter
But I feel like I'm dying
It's because...
When you're around
For you, I am falling
When you look at me
Inside, I am melting
When you speak to me
In your words, I am drowning
When I try to talk to you
I always start choking
When you're feeling down
I feel like I'm bleeding
And when you're not around
I 'd rather be dying |
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| She's laying next to me
Still as the night sky
My heart races faster
As each moment passes by
Our hands locked so tightly
Our breathing in sync
My eyes fixed on her face
Desperately trying not to blink
Her skin glowing softly
An angel in my arms
Just being in her presence
I feel safe from all harm
My trance broken quickly
My heartbeat slowing down
Blurry vission becomes clear now
My spirit drops to the ground
Reality catches up to me
As her figure fades away
She haunts me on these nights
Nights I'm easy prey
When solitude consumes me
This is where I hide
In hopes, in dreams, in her embrace
The comfort of a lie |
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| I'm trapped in darkness
It's where I belong
But in this prison
I hear a sweet song
A haunting melody
Music that's out of place
A light in the darkness
The image of your face
Why do I still feel for you
When you're the reason I'm here?
You threw me in this darkness
When I tried to get near
But the further I fall
The harder I try
To claw out of this dark hole
And into blue sky
Why do I resist this?
Why do I still fight?
Because it's only in darkness
That you can truly see light. |
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