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| I'm back with pictures of lots of stuff, in no particular order - and all Disneyland related.
 Raising a glass to toast everyone who wasn't there with me at the Taste event. Unlimited food and booze ... it was fantastic!  Me and Spencer on Buzz Lightyear Astroblasters ... obviously he's got a better aim then I do.  I figured this would be a perfect picture after Roger Rabbit's Cartoon spin.  Surviving a ride in the mad world of Alice! I love mad people, can't you tell with that big smile on my face.  More drinks at California Adventure!  Finally ... a picture of Spencer and me ... wearing my sparkly pink mouse ears!  See! Sparkly!!!
Thanks to my friend PhotoMatt for most of these pictures! Looking at these pictures, I can say I'm a Disneyland freak!!!! I'm going tomorrow to participate in a scavenger hunt that they hold for employees ... and I got invited by a friend who works there.
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He is the reason I am so happy, and haven't been on Xanga much. Love is sharing a bobsled ride at Disneyland ... LOL! I told him that I adore the look on his face in this picture, I'm thinking of framing it and having it at work.
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| It's odd to come to the realization that I am way happier now then I have been in a while. So happy I can't believe it at times and think it is all a dream, until I come across that happiness during the day and see it is real.
The world is an amazing place, even when it's driving me mad. Yet, the moments of madness are what have driven me to this point where I broke free from all the craziness - I had to make a choice ... live or die. Oddly enough I decided to die, and now I'm here and happy. Certainly this entry could be considered cryptic and vague, but I know what it means and in the end that is what truly matters.
Honestly though, there will be rough patches in getting to my desired end - but it will be worth it. Nothing I haven't been through before. I won't say it's comparable to my past experiences ... but I highly doubt it will be as taxing.
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| You are all gonna laugh at me, seriously you will. It took me a few days to figure out how to create a blog entry on my own blog. Darn new crap they keep shoving down our throats here ... but I love the Xanga so I guess I'll deal with it. But honestly, did anybody else have a hard time figuring this thing out?
Please don't tell me I'm the only one! 
P.S. Protected entry to be posted soon!
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| For the last week and a half I've been unable to get a good night's sleep. I try to go to bed early, and end up sleeping around 2am. I do the thing everyone does when they can't go to sleep, I look at the time and calculate ... if I go to sleep right now I'll get "X" hours of sleep. An hour later I do the same thing. Over and over again. Calculating and thinking. Thinking, thinking ... always with the thinking.
It's getting to the point where the slight sleep deprivation is causing me to see things I wouldn't usually see, and think of things I wouldn't usually entertain. I'm starting to believe that I'm not human, but that I've been in this "body" long enough to start having human type tendencies ... and I need to reject them ... because I am not like the "beings" of this earth.
I really need to get some sleep. Like right now, but I won't ...  .
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