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| Anime Convention!3 more days and it's coming! Anime Convention here we come! =D | | |
| 4 days in california, it's pretty cool down there and coming back to Vegas is like an oven. x.X On the way to California, a flying rock came from the rolling tire of the truck next to us and hit the windshield in front of me on my side of the van. My mom got so pissed and it has a huge ass crack on it so my mom made the truck driver pull over and get his license plate and number hoping that the insurance can cover it. We went to the mall a few times, saw some uhh...disturbing scenes(gay guys kissing, alot of gay guys in san diego), went to the zoo(humping turtles! lmfao!), went to the movies and saw My Super Ex-Girlfrien(Hilarious! xD) , and finally a nice walk at the beach. The sunset was beautiful, the open water and sounds of the ocean, sand getting into your sandals. It was just beautiful, one of those times you wish you had that special person next to you gazing into the water. Besides that I met Franky and Isabelle! They're Ian's cats and it was nice meeting the two.  We shared the apartment with Ian who is my dad's friend just in case you're wondering. We said our emotional byes to our dad, and for the first time I thought I wouldn't cry for him after what he's did..
Franky and Isabelle!
Isabelle! My favorite cat. 
Franky!
Day at the beach.
The sunset...
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| When Day Turns Into NightNobody's there when you get home
Your renting movies on your own
My photo's on your bedroom wall
You sit there waiting for my call
And I know
I leave you on your own
And I need you to be strong
When I'm walking away
And I
I hate to say goodbye
It gets harder everytime
What I feel
You feel inside
When the day turns into night
Another tired afternoon
Another dusty motel room
I hate the fact that your not here
But now I'm counting down the days till I get there
And I know
I leave you on your own
And I need you to be strong
when im walking away
And I
I hate to say goodbye
It gets harder everytime
What I feel
You feel inside
When the day turns into night
And I know
I leave you on your own
And I need you to be strong
When im walking away
And I
I hate to say goodbye
It gets harder everytime
What I feel
You feel inside
When the day turns into night | | |
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My school year is coming to an end,
through troubles that came you were a great friend,
life is tough,
but that's how we all get buff,
isn't that right?
Through the bad memories and times,
and these silly rhymes,
new memories can always be made,
and please stop trying to get laid.
The people's relationship's I look,
a moment I wish to share of what they had,
but it's something that just can't be took,
but maybe someday I'll be glad,
to share that moment with that special person,
to have that kind of love so strong,
where things can't worsen,
and that we'd be happy that we've loved each other all along.
For now I must face life alone,
less of a realist but more of a dreamer,
in my own zone,
through spring, summer, fall, and winter,
I'll know the day when that person comes,
to save my life from the fate of the guns.
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| Wow haven't posted on this thing in awhile. Things have been pretty good for me. =) Christmas was celebrated, opened our gifts, enjoyed the food, and yesterday we watched King Kong. Great movie, although there were some disturbing scenes. >_o
Recap from surgery:
Pre-Surgery
I remember lieing in a rolling bed wearing the clothes the hospital gave me. My brother, sister, and mom were all around me and my mom was sitting next to me. I remember holding her hand and her telling me to be brave. Then a male nurse came came up to me saying he was going to stick a needle through me so they could put me through anesthesia. He made so many mistakes it hurt so bad because he couldn't get it through my vein! >_O I got so angry I held it in. Then another guy came in and helped him out and he got in through the first try and I was finally relieved.
After a few minutes, they said it was time then the next thing I know I was being rolled away from my family and in an instant it was all a blur. I couldn't remember what happenend after that..
Week 1-2
1st week felt like hell. I got out of the hospital after staying 2 days in it. I couldn't sleep at all during the nights I kept waking up min. after min. Cheeks were puffed like a chipmunk and I had this cast around my head to keep my jaw closed. Was too weak to do anything after losing all that blood from the surgery. I laid down most of the week. I threw up 3 times when my teeth were held down tight with strong rubberbands and it wasn't a pretty picture since I couldn't open my mouth. >_o It felt like I would give anything to chew again when I saw my family chewing their food. Was eating everything through a tube and it wasn't comfortable. I lost 20 lbs and weighed 113. But it became easier when my zip-n-squeeze bags came in which made it easier to drink and eat from. =)
Week 3-6
By this time, they removed the rubberbands and I was able to open my mouth 3/4's open. While still having 2 rubberbands attached from the top to the bottom of my teeth. As soon as they removed those rubberbands it felt like my jaw was going to drop. o_o Then I was able to brush my teeth and it felt good getting out all the junk that was stuck in my teeth to get that good clean feeling again. I was able to eat soft food but nothing too chewy. What I did was get the food in my mouth and use my tongue to push it up against the roof of my mouth and swallow it while using my tongue to break the food into smaller pieces. I ate alot of mashed potatoes and ice cream. Ice cream I loved the best. After awhile I got tired of mashed potatoes. >_o
December 19, 2005 (47 days since surgery)
The splint from my mouth was finally removed which meant I could close my mouth all the way now! It felt weird because the roof of my mouth was numb after getting it out. o_o So I had a weird time and it felt weird chewing again. It was like I was just a born baby eating through liquid then taking it slow practicing with my chewing ability. Like being an infant all over again. Well I'm finally glad it's over with. I tend to smile more often now. I now smile with you all. =)
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