13 Days till my birthday.... I've never had a boyfriend for my birthday...this is def gonna be something new So where to begin this one... Nothing really has been bothering me lately....im happy...me and him are good School is good/bad...its school wat else is there supposed to say the AK thing was bothering me for a while but im over that..i figure let her go and she'll come running back if not i can make it by myself with cornell till summer hits...then....i got college and its on to making new friends anyway Him though...we had a little tiff a while ago...i think were over it...im trying to watch wat im supposed to be watching on my part...i thought i did pretty well last night with lettting that comment go when really it kinda hurt and i wanted to get really mad....i give myself a little pat on the back for that one so my birthday FUN FUN FUN...not really probably nothing is going to happen ...Im 18 thats pretty cool...since im expecting nothing to happen i just want a nice dinner with friends...i just wanna have that kinda fun...make it a nice night.... as for presents ...well wat girl doesnt love presents...im not getting my hopes up too much...im kinda excited wat he gets me if anything...its funny i want all these materialistic things but i honestly want nothing too materialistic from him....i want something meaningful...like wat i did for his birthday....sure i spent a lot of money on him but each individual thing had a meaning....i love thoughtful stuff like that...like a Promise ring....not with that specific meaning but with a meaning of its own...or some small insignificant gift i'll like because he rememeberd i liked it and that i actually like it...i mean how many guys can buy presents that we actually like? lol also christmas is coming up too.....not as soon but still is im not excited for christmas shopping..... im excited...this is my first winter with a boyfriend....im really happy....im glad its him peace....and hair grease....hope everyone has a happy, warm,cozy loved winter --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | 
