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Hey guys, Just thought i would update again. I went home early today due to
some damn embarassing events that happend at school today. But thats not really
that big of a deal. lol. I havent done much the last few days, though yesterday
i had this really big test. It was a test that bsaicly determines what shcool
im going to go to next year so it was pritty big. Most of it was really really
easy but there was this one 2/3 of a bubble in page that dealt with parrterns
and you had to figure out what came next. Almost all of those were really
really easy eccept for the last four or five, those were really hard. other
than that nothing else has happend.
Oh but last night it was wierd, i found one of
my old journals that i wrote in like every day back in the summmer. It seemed
so distant from the way i am now. In there i was so bubbly happy and all that,
it was just really odd to read. There was alot of stuff about davis
on there. There was this one entry that was like 4 pages long and alot of it
was about him. Some of it made me sad though because some of the stuff that i
put in there, especialy about him, it all just seems so far away now. He is
basicly the same person, Just more depressed then he was back then but just how
happy i was and some of the stupid shit i wrote in there really struck a cord.
I hadnt realized i changed that much, i mean yeah, i knew i had changed,
everyone does with time but there was a drastic change from then and now, scary
in my oppinion.
Well enough of my babble about that, in lighter news,
Im probably going to go to a muse concert in december, its gonna be awesome if
i go. I still want to see a whole bunch of other bands but this is a start.One
i really want to see is KMFDM, they are an industrail band that ive been listening
to for a while now, their music is awesome. Davis
went to go see them and he said it was great so if i ever get presented with
the chance to see them in concert i sure as hell will, lol.
Well i think this is enough for now, ill update sunday or monday,
somewhere around that time. Ttyl people.
~Tanya~
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took quizes
cuz i was bored so ill just put them on here. The three im gonna put up here
are from the same test, but i got 3 different answers each time i took it, and
they fit, just try to fit these together, lol. There is also one at the bottom
that i got too that i liked
 F:
Your Beauty lies in Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and never
what anyone expects.
You appearance and your personality
are two opposite things. Even your appearance sends different signals to
different people. To some you may look innocent and sweet, to others you look
mysterious and intimidating at the same time. No one ever knows what to expect
with you. You are a little bit of everything all mixed together. You can be
watching the football game with the guys one minute and the next out shopping
at the mall. You seem to be almost a different person every time you meet
someone, but at the same time you know exactly who you are and there is always
that one thing that makes you you. You enjoy keeping people guessing and people
love how completely unpredictable you are.
Some Things That Represent You:
Element: Fire, Water Animal: Chameleon Color: Dark
Tones, Light Tones Song: Everything by Alanis Morriesette Expression:
Half-smile
Gemstone: Opal Mythological Creature: Gryphon, Half-breeds Sign:
Gemini Planet: Mars Hair Color: Red Eye Color: Brown
Quote: "Appearances can be
deceiving."
 E:
Your Beauty lies in Mystery. Captivating, mysterious and alone. You are the
girl in the little black number that no one seems to know, the eternal mystery
girl. You make it a point to never let anyone know more about you than you want
them to and do a very good job of it. You're there one minute and gone the next
leaving them in wonder of who you really are. A mature and normally calm
individual, quiet and enjoy spending many hours of the day on your own, most
likely preferring night to day . You love the dark and some may find you a bit
strange. You seem to be rather distant and cold making hard for people to get
close to you, though you probably like the distance they usually keep. You
probably wear make-up, but concentrate more around your eyes than anything. You
know the effect you have and enjoy keeping people in wonder.
Some Things That Represent You:
Element: Dark, Water Animal: Panther Color: Black,
Maroon, Dark Tones Song: In The Shadows by The Rasmus Expression:
Sly Smile
Gemstone: Black Diamond Mythological Creature: Demon, Vampire Sign:
Scorpio Planet: Venus Hair Color: Black Eye Color: Garnet
Quote: "In the shadows for all time."
And finaly
 I:
Your Beauty lies in Sadness. Lonely, depressed and feeling broken. For
whatever reason, you see this world only for the bad that it holds carrying the
burdens of yourself and others. Some people like to be with you and your unique
vantage point when they are down, you are someone who can sympathize with them.
But you find yourself alone again when they seem to find a solution and are
happy again, yet you still are stuck in this rut. Do not worry, you will make
it out at some time. Everyone does, if you try. When you are seen all others
want to do is make your pain go away, but that is something only you can do.
You probably keep to yourself a lot and don't like to let people in, afraid to
be hurt again. You feel empty and helpless and your looks reflect that, often
seen with tears in your eyes.
Some Things That Represent You:
Element: Dark, Earth Animal: Robin Color: Grays,
Blacks, Dark Colors Song: Tourniquet by Evanescence Expression:
Tearful Frown
Gemstone: Aquamarine Mythological Creature: Spirit, Gargoyle Sign:
Aries Planet: Mercury Hair Color: Blue-Black Eye Color:
Gray
Quote: "Am I too lost to be saved?"
Your like an angel. You pocess love and bring love to any
thing or person.
You love being yourself. Even though your cute or not. I
think your just awesome. You are peace:) | 
