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Art Damage
By Fear Before the March of Flames
Should Have Stayed In The Shallows
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TINA FOR THE
LOVE OF FUCKING GOD READ THIS PLEASE.
Alrighty so even though I didnt really have a good night last night.
Talking online with someone made it fun. Cuz thats how I role. *puts on
sunglasses* I went with Non Sarah and Becky To see 40 yr. old
Virgin. Fucking hilarious if I payed more attention to it instead of
being a little bitch. School starts soon.
Informal Apopolgy to everyone I might have Hurt or made sad/mad or ne
thing like that. This year is not going to be bad at all I wont let it.
Um Wow Homecoming. is fucking oct 1st? wtf is that. it was like the
earliest its ever been last year. now its like a week earlier. o well.
Hopefully ill have a "date" this time.
So yea. Idk really where else to put this. Tina your my favorite, I dedicate this section to you. Cuz I was being an asshole.
You are my Hoola Hoop. I am Your Shoe Shiner. You WAKE board like
a tough ass. and Drive Golf Carts. in "ATV" roads. You let your Crazy
friend Drive a boat. big mistake. Friend Dont Let friends Drive Boats.
You make me laugh so many times I look back on all these coversations
we have ever had and It makes me feel like shit every time i never
called you back Cuz i was to worried about myself. When it pours Rain I
still think about you. And your Ankle from track in 8th grade. We are
losers. We will drive to michigan and wake board. Its one of my million
missions to do in life.
Im a Man On a Mission. lol Nicole 
have a nice day
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| I'm going to sit here with my middle finger raised High to all that say they can tell me where to go. SO FUCK YOU
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| Ah, I really don't know whats going on any more.
I've been so busy and I dont feel like I have time for the things that
need it most. Im just at a point where im in a fork in the road and
need to pick a path. Both paths are right, But for other people they
may not be. Im giving up my religion. I tried it. at least idk it wasnt
for me. Id rather be hardcore and take life as it comes with out
thinking there is something already planned for me and everything is
decided. I dont like that feeling. If im not in control of what im
doing then i feel uncomfortable and afraid. Thats just how I was
brought up and I dont see a need to change how I am if ive
been this way for 15 years. So chew that
Tina I'm Sorry I didnt call you back. When I got home I just
wanted to sleep. So Yea. I dont even think you will read this.
Yea thats not for me. I dont want to offend anybody about this so thats all im saying.
Other than that. I had Karate for 31/2 hours yesterday wow that was
tiring. I got my permit and stuff for driving. went to drivers with Non
and the Crew. Hah that class gets more fun every day. Went to the
Movies with Nicoleo Heather and Jason. saw dukes of hazzard for the
second time. but we left early. wow it feels good to write in here
sometimes...
Story of my life.
"We cRy Mercy"
We've been broken falling out again.
I'll hold my armor close right there next to you.
We will stand, holding ourselves, I need you here and I need your help
When I look around, there's no one beside me,
all I hear, is my breathing, from my chest,
I'm crawling around, searching...escaping...death...
I will not surrender
Grace bestowed on my heart when we cry Mercy, we cry mercy
Armor protect us as we cry Mercy give us Mercy
Grace so lovely pure and holy we cry Mercy we cry mercy
All I needed was you next to me, since this started,
I can't stop bleeding, it's all my fault,
I'll take the blame, you never left and you died for me
My hands are shaking, when I'm scared
All the death around, me help me
This is War
We're at war
Save us from war
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| "Hollowed By thy name" cradle of filth
I am waiting in my cold cell well the bell begins to chime
Reflecting on my past life and it doesn't have much time
Cause at 5O'Clock they take me to the galos pole
The Sands of time for me are running low
As the priest comes read me the last rights
I take a look through the bars as the last sights
of a world that has gone very wrong for me
Can it be there some sort of error
Hard to stop the surmounting terror
Is it really the end not some crazy dream?
Somebody tell me that I'm dreaming
Its not easy to stop from screaming
But words escape me when I try to speak
Tears they flow but why am I crying?
After all I'm not afraid of dying
Don't ever believe there never be an end
As the Gaurds march me out to the court yard
Someone from a cell calls "God be with you"
If there's a God why has he let me die?
As I walk all my life drifts before me
All though the end is near I'm not sorry
Catch my soul cause it's willing to fly away
Mark my words believe my soul lives on
Don't worry now that I have gone
I've gone beyond to see the truth
So when you know your time is close at hand
Maybe you will begin to understand
Life is just a strang illusion
That song is so amazing i cant tell you. Hah yea
today was pretty fun. I went to impact with
tosha rose and then I saw Dukes of Hazzard with Nicoleo.
Not that great of a movie if you ask me but it was funny in
some parts.O well. Yea i was supposed to go to Sarah's with non
and his cousins. But i didnt go so yea
AHHH nothin much really. getting my permit soon i hope. no d
drivers tommarow so lets chilllll. well idk what else to write.
I ve gave up on this damn thing.
ACtually i have alot of stuff to write but im gunna get a buncha
people mad at me if i write it in here hah yea. Enjoy my controversy
you local colt members. Thats right its about a colt.
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