Wow, it's been quite some time since I've written in my Xanga, you've gotta keep me on my toes people!!

Well...this weekend is the big move. I'm moving off to college and I cannot WAIT! I have three roomates, I know the guy that I'm sharing a room with, well not personally or anything, I just chatted w/ him online about what I need to bring and we talked about a bunch of other junk. He seems pretty cool, I think we will get along fine. I just hope everyone is cool. They better be able to deal with the gay thing..if not, tuff shit!

I'm really excited about being closer to Luke. I really love him. Yes, we are finally a couple. We have been official since November 21st. He is absolutely amazing. We get along great, no fights yet. I think that's like...a record for me or something..I dunno? Last night we celebrated New Years at his friend Syd's house. It was her New Years Eve/Birthday party. We looked so cute and my hair was amazing. GOD I loved it. I had a bad day though. I searched everywhere for pants that would go w/ the new blazer I bought for Xmas...with no luck. I ended up buying a totally new outfit. Pants, shirt, t-shirt, u know the drill. Well, it was a hot shirt..bright blue from Famous Barr...well I get to Luke's, start getting ready and I'm ready to iron the shirt..and LOW AND BEHOLD..the damn sensor is still tagged to the shirt! And these aren't the cheap ass sensors like we have at Old Navy that you can just cut out...OOOOH NOO..these are those ones that they have to de-magnetize to even REMOVE...so we fought with it forever and tried to remove the tag...with no luck. Luke's dad and I both kinda damaged the shirt and so we gave up. I got so pissed at the shirt that I ripped it and ripped the tag out. They WILL give me my fucking money back for it. Well, I finally ended up wearing a shirt that belongs to Luke..it was pink, but I actually looked really cute in it..so it's all good.

Anyways, it was our first New Years together..and we had a good night. I had my first REAL New Years kiss. I'm finally with someone who truly makes me happy.

Well kiddz...it's time for me to go. I really need to finish laundry. I believe I have everything packed except for a few things that I have to use until I leave. Other than that..I have clothes to put in my car and a TON of junk to throw away. I believe Wednesday, Ashley and I are going to buy our books!!

Catch you later and everyone have a great 2006!!

Oh my god, I'm watching Sex and the City on TBS...and they show partial nudity on this channel? I just saw some guy's ass. Mind you I'm not offended at all...just a big...shocked.

Anyhoo, I had a pretty good day today. Work was somewhat fun. I started training a new guy today. Turns out he's from Sesser and he knows my friend Darren. Sean was cracking my ass up today. That dude is crazy. I cannot wait until Friday. We're meeting up around 7 at Sean's house to have a little "pre-party" before we do our 48-hour transition..which is crazy because we do it in less than 24 hours..lol. Anywyas, we go in to work at 9 on Friday and we'll be there until about 3:00am decorating the store for Christmas. It'll be all kindsa crazy.

So I feel a little ill at my stomach. For some reason I checked Brian's myspace, and I see that he and Jason are like at the top of eachother's lists. I think they are dating. I shouldn't care at all, seeing as how I hate that mother fucker and wish he were lying dead on the street somewhere....but it still gets to me. I think they've had something going on for a while...fuck, Brian's probably had all kinds of things going on since we began dating in November. Whatever, I don't care, he's not in my life anymore. I would, however, enjoy getting my goddamn jacket back that I let that piece of shit borrow for his shitty ass version of Footloose.

I wanna cuddle with Luke. I miss him like crazy. He's such a sweetheart. When I'm with him, it seems as though all of my worries go away. I'm on top of the world. I can't wait to be with him again.

Okay, so this is all for now. I may write more later.

Yay, Luke called. I'm in a great mood now. I wasn't sure how things were going...but I think it's alright now.

Feeling productive. I had a great day today.

Can't wait for the weekend. Party at Anya's..we're gonna have fun!

Well..where do I begin?? I had a blast this weekend. The party was fun, I was one sexy beast. My costume turned out great, I must say, I loved the makeup that Jamie helped me do. Well..actually, she did most of it. The other times that I had practiced it, I hated it. I guess I just needed her magic touch So anyways, Tony's party was fun. I bought a bottle of Southern Comfort, and then realized I had left my shot glasses in my car back at Dan's appartment...MEANING I had to drink straight from the bottle...ICK! I ended up drinking half the bottle, mind you, I bought a 1/5th. I met some guy...and we're both all like..you look familiar..why do you look familar?? I still don't have a clue in hell why he looks familiar..where have I seen this dude??

So...we leave the party fairly early..GOOD THING cuz I didn't need anymore to drink..I don't really remember if I called Luke..or...if he called me?? Anyways, I think I was talking about going to his house or something. Well he was taking a shower. I remember leaning my head against the window thinking I was going to throw up. The next thing I know, I wake up on the couch, with a blanket over me..where it came from...good ? I looked like hell run over twice. My entire face was black from the spray in my hair..my pillow is black.

So I had a good time. I got to see Luke for a while. We are still not a couple. I don't know if we ever will be...but I guess only time will tell.

Anyways, I'm going to take a shower now. "You can go shave your back hair now" Ya'll keep it real. I'm going to contemplate becoming a munk now.

Well...looks like i'm going to the party tonight. I'm freaking out trying to get shit done around my house before I leave. I really don't want to come home on Sunday to a house full of dirty dishes and laundry. I really hope I don't find a bunch of dog shit around here either. That will not make Landon happy. I wish I could see Luke tonight, but I can't

Jamie is getting ready to come over and help me fix my hair, I don't do so well spraying it black myself. I'll be covered in it. Anyways...I'm off to grab something to eat before I put makeup on. Cheerio!