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| today i'm at the preadmissions office. i'm having surgery again next tuesday. they are going to take out one of my screws...lose screw. i'm hoping i can keep it! i'll keep you posted. things ate going pretty well. easter was nice, got my annual dose of Slon for the year! thats all for now. | | |
| Ankle Updateso i broke my ankle Wednesday Febuary 21 and had surgery for it Friday Febuary 23. I had my second follow up appt today and they say i'm doing GREAT. he said i might be dancing back in full in six weeks, and that normally he'd tell someone six months!!!! i can walk without the crutches and only have to wear the aircast out. i have to have one of the screws out in three weeks so i can't go back to work for atleast five weeks. but even thats better than nothing.
thats all for now i guess.  | | |
| thoughtsyou ever just have one of those day.
like you know that you want something but there is just no way that it would ever happen, but your brain just keeps spinning the possibilities around and around and around making them seem more and more real.
but you can't Act on the possibilities because they have only been spinning in Your brain. their brain is probably spinning on something or someone else completely. yet your thoughts will just keep spinning and spinning there Until you act on them. so until forever. or until some part of you finds a thought it likes better. then the process begins again.
thoughts don't seem to get that they are just thoughts and nothing more. is it possible to make something happen Just by thinking about it? if so i must not be thinking hard enough. and there are some things i have been thinking pretty hard on let me tell you.
now let me say that pretty much everything i am dealing with right now, well not dealing with but interacting with is unhuman. the tv i'm watching books i'm reading, movies, sleep, broken foot. i mean sometimes i feel like my foot is at one place on the pillows and i look down and its totally Not. i mean i Like the books and the tv and the movies but things don't actually happen like that. this is "best case" or "worst case" no one watches tv or writes about real life. you don't watch movies about people reading books on their couch, unless something exciting is about to happen they would just leave the book reading out of the story!
so gosh darn it. walk through the door and make something happen. cause god apparently doesn't want me Walking through any doors any time soon! | | |
| Surgery Updateeverything went well. i was in at 6am and home by 3pmish. the actually surgery was less than an hour long. it took me a long time to wake up. always does, ha. as far as i know, i'll be home on the couch all this weekend, then maybe allowd to venture out to places like dance where i can sit with my leg up and ice it, as little standing as possible will be good. technically i can put "partial" weight on it, but i'm trying to keep it up as much as i can to reduce the swelling. its very exciting...my toes are still normal colored and only slightly swollen, not huge and purple! well thats enough whining for now. some visits (call first incase i'm sleeping), toys, calls and texts are more than welcomed. night. | | |
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