hmm for awhile I thought I had superpowers, not in reality but I would wish something and it came true-- really what I meant is I had some luck.  But unfortunately my superpowers are gone, and I can no longer wish for something to happen.

strike, blah no.  I really just want to take on my senior year and get through it as fast as possible and not worry about makeup days and no vacation.  Why can't xanga be cool again? Damn.  Oh and I'm really excited for Mr. Coleman...yes yes. 

Summer- you've been sucky.  Get better or blagh.

And i dont know how to use the new xanga so im currently listening to Ben Harper: By My side.

Well xanga- seen as many people have left you or cheated on you with facebook or myspace I thought I would come back to my roots and update- you were the first.

*I'm hoping that by doing this I will spark the xanga fad again, but it's not promising*

Summer 2007, all I can say is if you had an attidude it would be bipolar- some days are so enjoyable while other nights are just miserable, tonight would be one.  Its not even clear enough for me to look at the stars

Well luckily for me school is around the corner so soon I will go back to the annual parading with adolesants.

If you are still cool enough to read xanga, feel free to support me and leave an eprop

Its because we all expect too much of ourselves

that we upset who we are.

since nobody write in xanga anymore, I pretty much write for myself.

Today, somebody I knew, pretty well, passed away.  I disagree with God that it was her time to go, but we can't take that back now.  Its a shame, we abuse time because we fear what will be in the future, and that is that it comes to an end.  Honestly I don't fear death- I fear not being remembered...

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

This is for the person who makes my life and living hell., In the words of Gloria Gaynor;

I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive