TheresaHwes's Xanga

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Tue, 07 Aug 2007 23:34:06 GMT

hmm for awhile I thought I had superpowers, not in reality but I would wish something and it came true-- really what I meant is I had some luck. But unfortunately my superpowers are gone, and I can no longer wish for something to happen.

strike, blah no. I really just want to take on my senior year and get through it as fast as possible and not worry about makeup days and no vacation. Why can't xanga be cool again? Damn. Oh and I'm really excited for Mr. Coleman...yes yes.

Summer- you've been sucky. Get better or blagh.

And i dont know how to use the new xanga so im currently listening to Ben Harper: By My side.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Tue, 24 Jul 2007 22:44:14 GMT

Well xanga- seen as many people have left you or cheated on you with facebook or myspace I thought I would come back to my roots and update- you were the first.

*I'm hoping that by doing this I will spark the xanga fad again, but it's not promising*

Summer 2007, all I can say is if you had an attidude it would be bipolar- some days are so enjoyable while other nights are just miserable, tonight would be one. Its not even clear enough for me to look at the stars

Well luckily for me school is around the corner so soon I will go back to the annual parading with adolesants.

If you are still cool enough to read xanga, feel free to support me and leave an eprop

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 18:58:56 GMT

Its because we all expect too much of ourselves

that we upset who we are.

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 20:30:49 GMT

since nobody write in xanga anymore, I pretty much write for myself.

Today, somebody I knew, pretty well, passed away. I disagree with God that it was her time to go, but we can't take that back now. Its a shame, we abuse time because we fear what will be in the future, and that is that it comes to an end. Honestly I don't fear death- I fear not being remembered...

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 18:24:06 GMT

This is for the person who makes my life and living hell., In the words of Gloria Gaynor;

I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 17:22:12 GMT

I AM THERESA 'freaking" HAWES

and I was born to take on a challenge, I get in the race, and I will come out of this fight the winner. You just don't mess with my ambitions.

Its all heart and determination.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 19:10:26 GMT

I am so lucky
There are three friends that I have that no matter what I do or say I can always count on one, two or all of them to be there for me. These are the kind of people that I will WILL keep in contact through college and thereafter. They all have different qualities, one is charismatic and laughs at my stupid quirky jokes. Another is down to earth and just the coolest. The other we take anything on this earth and make it into the funniest thing. I am glad we all found each other through the dismal fate of high school- it would be hell without them.

Friday, October 27, 2006

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 15:06:16 GMT

freshman to juniors to growing up to maturity to life long lessons to what?!?

This song is what played at my first homecoming ,when I was a freshman, it has just happened too fast.

If I could stand there, at that moment on my freshman homecoming, and look into the future - I wonder if I could guess this is how I would be. What I do, who my friends are, who I've gotten close with, who I've lost touch with, how my friends have grown up. I probably would guess something far different.

But the fact is I have entered adulthood, and it's a scary scary feeling.

Friday, October 13, 2006

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 18:10:21 GMT

ok so here it goes,

{Lets fucking party like we're teenagers, make stupid mistakes, and live life on the edge because thats all you can do when you're 16.}

PennState <3

P.S. its a shame that nobody uses Xanga anymore.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 18:40:58 GMT

FREE
free
[free]
ME!!!

or shoot me