Skols out and i wanna c Devin:(Well skols out it was funny cuz in english we was watching I robot i hate that movie anyways first jared started rubbing my back which was nice of him cuz my bak hurts real bad these days and then kruise got introuble and the teacher told him to take his vacation early and leave so he did i didnt get to see him one last time:( oh well i guess..well man im really missing Devin so much rite now i found a note he wrote me
Hey baby,Whats ^ me? not much just sitting in english thinking about you.Wow, i had a busy weekend. me and my foster brother ran away but after two hours my foster mom found us and brought us home. and then the cops cam and talked to us about why we ran away. And he was going to take me to the childrens home but they said they'll give me one more chance, but if i keep smoking and running away then ill have to move. so now i have to wear nicotine patches so that i dont smoke.i ish i was never in foster care. i want to go live bak with my mom i havent seen her in a year and 2 months and i havent seen my dad in 8 year. ~pause~ hey im back. i just got called down to the office to talk to mr.bridwell. i found out that i have 10 hours of detention after skewl and he said that if i miss any that i get one day of oss which sucks. oh yea i got a poem for you
* I love the way u look at me , you cheer me up when im blue. I love the way u kiss me, your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way u make me happy. adn the way u show u care. I love the way u say :i love you" and the way u are always there. I love the way u touch me sending chills down my spine. I love that u are with me and gld that u are mine.
Love Devin
aww guys i really do miss Devin so much i dont no what im gunna do i wonder if he ever thinks bout me or misses me like i miss him...Devin if u read this i really really do love you and have never loved any one like this so please try to get a hold of my plz i wanna see you and i just want to be in ur arms...
   
im sorry bout all this love stuff but i really really do love him and rean has read a note i wrote to him she actually read it to him and he was silent for a little bit..i have been really sad these past weeks cuz i wish i would of never broke up with him i bet we would still be going out...but my stupid ass had to let my so called love for thomas get in my way and i hate myself for it...if i dont see him again i dont no what im gunna do i will never stop loving him and i hope he never forgets me
well im bout to go to erickas love ya all
Dawn
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