CURRENT WEIGHT: (I'm almost afaird to put this un fear that it'll be more in the morning) but...226
Not a big change I know but I haven't been 226 in almost a month!
Well, not much going on over here. Sowwie I didn't comment everyone. I've been working everyday since Tuesday of last week! It's crazy but I need to money badly. My next day off is Saturday and I'm supposed to be going to my friends son's birthday party. He's turning 2! He's the cutest thing.
Um, been thinking a lot about me court date coming up, don't know if I told ya'll but it's for the paternity test. I go March 14th. I have to pay them 215 bucks to get it done. Grr, I've got soo many bills to pay that I don't think I can and this doesn't make matters any better. So I'm worried, I mean if he's not the father I'm pretty sure I'll know who is. But I'm gonna feel like such a dumb ass going thru all this for nothing. He really don't wanna hear the "I told u so" I know he's gonna say. But on a plus at least I won't have to be bothered with him anymore. But I dunno a part of me still wants to talk to him even after all he has done. It's not gonna happen either way. I don't care anymore.
Um, I burned my finger guys lol. I was outside smoking while Juel was sleeping. I was right next to the door so do think I'm a bad person for leaving him alone. If he had cried I would have heard him! Well yea, so I was outside smoking and my mother came home. She knows I smoke but I just don't want her seeing me do it. Well, I put the cig out with me fingers like a dumb ass! I have these big ass blisters on both my thumb and index finger. It hurts like hell!
Well, I'm gonna go. Lata! | 
Git_Low_Layz
