because I am bored out of my mind at work. That's the thing about blogging. I love it but I am bad at updating. I was really good at updating xanga every few days, until about 2 years ago when a thing called COLLEGE happened. But now it's summer and I have no life so I don't have an excuse. Speaking of xanga, I am kind of neglecting it because I plan on just copying and pasting whatever I write on here so that I can keep xanga updated too. hahaha.

Speaking of school, a month from today it will be getting ready to start up again. It's about freaking time. I am so excited just to hang out in my dorm with friends and watch tons of movies and play playstation on my new bigger tv! Man. It's the best feeling just to hang out and do nothing with all your friends, like "hey come over" and you just go and hang out because they AREN'T IN DIFFERENT STATES like the rest of the year haha. That's when the best moments happen. And freaking MADDIE GREMAUX will be 2 doors down from me, you have no idea how excited I am to have her back. I have never mourned the loss of anyone as much as I have when she left haha. No one even knows man. I will be LIVING with Sarah, as usual, so that is fantastic as well. And my other favorites, Jess and Abby, will be 2 floors below us. Which kinda sucks but is so much better than 2 BUILDINGS away like last year.

Ok so in 2 weeks I will be done with work (until school starts at least haha) and heading back to Visalia to pack up my whole life. Then I will fly to Oregon to hang out with MADDIE GREMAUX, and it will be fabulous. Then, when we fly back to BIOLA together on the 25th, my mom will bring my packed up life to me so I can move in. That is why I have to pack way in advance. It sucks. I will forget a lot of stuff because I won't be in that mindset yet. haha. But our room will be so sweet this year. We have a brand new futon, a huge tv, a PS2 (guitar hero), tons of new movies to watch, and hopefully a new fridge since the one we have had the last 2 years is retarded with a capital R, no matter how my roommate tries to defend it. It doesn't FREEZE things. So maybe the DAY I'm back in Visalia, we can go pick out our new one together. I wish I could spend more time in Visalia but of course the week I want to go back (August 4th) is when my boss goes on VACATION so it is my main job to be here haha. So therefore, I can only come back August 6th, spend August 7th in Visalia, and then drive back down south on the 8th. Geeeeeeze. I really would have liked to hang out more with Visalians this summer. But money is more important I guess. Oh and sanity since my mom and sister start to drive me crazy after about 4 days.

But Hey let's talk about money. I wish I had some so I could go SHOPPING. But no. All my money goes to GAS (which I'm getting really sick of. I guess I should have been thankful when it was only $30 to fill up my car) and REGISTRATION and CAR MAINTENANCE. Those stupid mechanics charged $105 just to LOOK at my airbag light and see what was wrong. Then they said it's going to be another $350 to FIX it. Shooooot, I don't have that kind of money. Who cares about the stupid airbag light haha. My mom is all worried now and wants me to get it fixed because 'it's the difference between life and death in an accident'. So she's probably right but I think I am ok with dying right now until I have an extra $350 to get it fixed. I wish someone would pay me $105 to look at things with my eyes. OH I also bought a keyless remote and extra spare key off of Ebay and I can finally just push a button and my car goes BEEP BEEP and locks. Any of my friends know I have been waiting the whole year I have had the car to do that. Because I would always say BEEP BEEP and PRETEND I had the remote, when everyone know they had to wait for me to stick the key in the door haha.

Wow so I am just typing away about crazy life. I am trying to get my prescription for my Alzheimer's medication filled (HAHAHA it still kills me. Do I have Alzheimers? I am not sure, I don't remember!) and this lady I'm trying to call at UCLA is being retarded. I am a secretary and so is she. But she is a BAD one. I have called 4 times in the past 2 days and left 2 messages because I only have a few days of medication left. You think she would have gotten back to me after I called yesterday morning. Or if she is on vacation, HAVE SOMEONE ELSE DO HER JOB. But no I am still waiting. And it is hard because I can't just answer my phone during office hours because that is when I am working. So by the time I get off, everything important is closed. So I already called the pharmacy in Anaheim to tell them I am going to have my prescription faxed there but now it looks like I am a huge liar because I can't get a hold of the lady to FAX it haha. So that is a lot of fun.

I just painted my nails sitting here at my desk at work. This is what happens when my boss leaves me alone haha.

In other news, I almost went to Colorado on a road trip with some guys from my youth group. It would have been a blast. But they called it a MANventure so I felt like I was ruining it because when we got hotel rooms I would have to sleep on the floor or something haha. But I was going to see my friend Jess who lives in Colorado, except it got way too complicated with arrangements. So that would have been fun but I will stay here and work those days instead.

So I finally ran into this guy I "dated" last year. It was bound to happen since he is good friends with my cousin, whom I am LIVING WITH. So, to my dismay, he was there when I got back. We were on good terms until my birthday in April, when he humiliated me in front of my friends at my party. So I called him out and he 'didn't know what I was talking about' but he said 'don't worry we'll talk and get it cleared up". Except I never heard from him for 3 months. So when I saw him a few days ago, he just acts like everything is peachy and asks why I ignored his texts and calls. I told him "I don't understand how you KNEW I was hurt and ignoring you and you don't even care to fix it." and he said "but I called you like 4 times and left voice mails". Ladies and gentlemen, men are liars. Because I never received one missed call from him, OR a voice mail which I find that pretty hard to do because my phone is pretty reliable. So his argument now is that he 'tried to fix it but I wouldn't talk to him". My argument is "I never heard from him and now he is acting like everything is fine". That is not ok and when we talked about it, he turned it into a pity party for HIM and started going on and on about how hard life has been the past few months. I'm standing there thinking "umm wait wasn't this about me?". So anyways, I am not sure where I am on this anymore because if he did try to call and fix things, then he is right because I didn't get the calls. But I don't understand how I couldn't get them, even VOICE MAILS. So maybe he is just lying to me which is what HE DID IN THE FIRST PLACE TO MAKE ME MAD. Whatever, I can be his friend because I am a great person, however he can never have me back.

Stay tuned for the next post which will be "my top reasons why Kelly Clarkson is so much better than Carrie Underwood." Hahahaha. This has been long awaited so thank you for your patience.