Hrmm i wonder if anyone really read this but all well hahah dumb rhetorcial question thehe.. it's been awhile since ive been here so i guess ill vent what's been on my mind as the following:

soccer OFFICIALLY STARTED TODAY!!!  going on FOR MY THIRD YEAR! theeheh it's so much fun!!! then school then work i juggle all three with a great attitude!! busy schedule so i guess i don't have time for much of anything but PROM IS coming AND OF COURSE IM GOING I HAVE MY DRESS AL READY TO GO AND everything THEN I RETAKE MY ACT TO GET A 31 BETTER THEN A 28 =]] then i have pay for my wsu credits which cost a boodles lot then scholarship time then i get another BRAND NEW CAR AGAIN hahahah but aniwho that's really my schedule then i go to work for dillions pharmacy thehehe hrmm where in that part does mention fun?? none but hey there is room for here and there!! =]

It does seem busy but breaking it down i do have room for fun.. lots of family members don't think i do have time but sad to say it i do... i can't stand it when their excuse is oo i thought you were busy "bullshit" if you realy wnated to hang out then call don't make up shit! nerve racking...  aniwho since i have that off my chest.. INDIVIDUALS ASSUME or INFER that i can't do this and this... but i do and i can I DID IT LAST YEAR AND BABY IM GOING TO BE GLAD TO PROVE EVERYONE WRONG ONCE AGAINthehere is no doubt about that one!! =]]] proud to say it... conceided and stuck up i sound but really im not seriously im not it's juss been building up insdie for so long that i had no where to say it so i thought i let it out here hahahah lots of stress and frustration...

life has been good but looking back on time ive changed not saying for the better nor worse but ive changed i guess you can say mature to a whole new level.  In MANY ways i never did want things to change but it did... there's not much to do or say but sorry will never be enough... i wish it were but things happen.  especially when your best friend or family you never see anymore things change with that too but i don't want it to be but all i know is that she's happy now and that makes me feel at ease thehehe and if she does ever read this babe i miss you!!

whoa i never knew i had this much to say but i have more but hey who reads this?? hahaha well i guess ive done enough whining and complaing for one day!! HasTa lueGo ChicOS!!