Hey chicas!!!  How is everybody doing?  Sorry that I have neglected to keep you posted on how I have been doing, but I ran into some VERY big speed bumps along my path to success!  I am currently at 193.2 pounds, and I am pushing onward in order to reach my goal of 150 pounds by January 1st, 2006!  I HAVE to achieve this or else I will be devastated!  I just have to remember that I have to stay focused and remember to also stay strong!  Everytime I put a piece of food into my mouth, I think of all of you girls, and it makes me not want to eat it because I feel like I am letting all of you down who are trying so damn hard!  I will hopefully figure out how to post some pictures sonn, so that you can all see what I look like!  I hope that all of you are doing GREAT, and I hope that the numbers on the scale will continue to drop for all of you!  We can all do this...we will be beautiful and skinny together!!!

Much Love Always-

Christina  <3

Ok say yeah...I am SO sorry to all of my buds who have been commenting on my weight loss and the fact that I have subscribed to their site...I am xanga stupid I guess, because I do not know how to reply to your comments!  Can somebody PLEASE help me out on this?  Weight wise, I have been doing REALLY shitty!  I cannot get myself motivated to go to the gym and workout hardcore like I used to!  I have gained my weight back and now I am around 207 I think!  I HATE myself!  I just bought a brand new digital camera, so I will have to take pictures of myself so you all know what I look like!  I am not a fatty 207, and that is what's making me so pissed off, because everybody always says that I look like I weigh 160, and I SO wish that I did weigh that right now!  Last year at this time, I weighed 161, and I looked REALLY good!  How did my fat ass gain gain almost 50 pounds in a years worth of time!  I CANNOT STAND IT ANYMORE!!!  PLEASE HELP ME!!!

Much Love Always-  Christina