http://www.xanga.com/ThinkBeautifulLatest Xanga weblog from ThinkBeautifulen-us60http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gifhttp://www.xanga.com/ThinkBeautifulhttp://www.xanga.com/ThinkBeautiful/576468959/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/ThinkBeautiful/576468959/item.htmlTue, 13 Mar 2007 02:21:38 GMTI feel fat and&nbsp;ugly with the way I am right now. I want to be thin. The end of this week will be third week feeling like shit. I go to the gym, but no results have shown yet? My self-esteem is gone. I'm thinking about fasting. I don't want to fail again. This whole diet thing for me doesn't work.<BR><BR>Starting tomorrow, I'm going to take my diet even more serious. I should be at the gym also.<BR><BR><BR>I want to lose 20-30lbs. by the summertime, or even sooner would be better. <BR>Flat stomache.<BR>Abs.<BR>Hip bones. <BR><BR><BR><BR>I need inspiration!http://www.xanga.com/ThinkBeautiful/576468959/item.html#firstcomment