| soo..that was a mis-hap..everything is back to normal annd we've passed our 1 year mark! i looooovvveee him with all my heart..he's definitely my life
The hardest part of being in a relationship is having the feeling that the guy you love more then life itself doesn’t care about you as much as you thought. You sit up every night & cry, worrying that it won’t last much longer. Yet, you’re doing everything you can to hold on to what you have & yet it doesn’t seem to be enough.
i want to be, the smile, the first thought, the long drive, or the short walk, the last voice, the random call, the laugh, the perfect kiss, the comfort hug, your second half, the sparkle in your eye, the everything you need, just what you wnat.. i want to be your perfection
sometimes people play hard to get because they
need to know if the other persons feelings are real.
you want me to open up..you want me to show you the real me?
well it's not that simple. its not that easy to bare it all for you,
cause you love me for who you think I am, not the real me.
you're amazing..you know that? you see me breaking,
falling apart, so full of hatred..& yet you love me..
you see me crying, weak, & yet remain un-phased. I don't know
how you can love me, but whatever it is..I hope it doesn't go away
Love is looking into his eyes &
forgetting about the world around you,
it's feeling his kiss hours after he's gone,
it's seeing perfection when he's standing beside you,
& realizing every moment he's not with you is too long
You want to know what makes me love you more than I loved him? It's cause when he got me I was perfectly unused, I was fearless & a hopeless romantic. When you got me I was battered & bruised, afraid of the world, & cynical about love..yet you didn't leave.
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something & wishing you hadn't? Or saying nothing & wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart.. if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes & whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up cause we are too afraid to care too much..for fear that the other person doesnt care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone cause your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we're afraid..afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks & it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back & wonder what they would have done, or could have had. What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye? What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow & you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if you don't care anymore) What would you do if you loved someone more than ever & you lost them?
never asked for this, I never asked for these feelings, if I could I’d take them away, I don’t like seeing you & feeling like I’m on the top of the world & once you leave its like I’m lost, I have no guide, no one there to help me, no one there to pick me up. I just wish this would go away but I love you so much
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