| 130.2  wtf i hate my period so much. im bloated like no other; and i had cramps and i was like crying and i took pills and my moms like you need to eat something. so i was just like fuckkk. cause you i couldnt just be like no thanks. but whateverrrr. im so pissed about my weight
heres pictures of ME  
okay this is me. 
my FAT legs 
my FLABBY arms 
my HIDDEN collar bones 
and my ENORMOUS stomach. mkay. im pissed off. im so fattt. |
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| 127.8 i thought i was doing bad; but its going down? it'll backfire im sure. but we'll see i guess. its weird cause usually i would be crying because of that weight. like last year. 127 was so heavy? but now idk. i need to get more motivated. today i was watching the tyra show. and its this thing or whatever. the "so what" thing; and i dont like it. its like YOU'RE SUPOSSED TO BE SKINNY. thats how were supossed to be. not fat and obese. and idk if i like my best friend? likeee. we've been friends for two years and we were both always having relationship problms and the other day he just pulls some girl out of his ass and now they're going out? its really making me upset. and i dont know if it just bothers me that she came out of nowhere. or that i do like him. but i just want to be perfect. perfect for anyone. <3 stay stong thinspo: 
 
nicoles my hero 
i love the hilton sisters :] 
EDIT: later. so i got my period. im mad bloated. and in a bitchy mood. ive decided to tell my friend how i feel; hes always been a good friend and i dont see how this would change things. so that's what's going down with that. i would love to talk to people from here on aim. i like it better. or if you wanna add me on myspace. just ask for it kay? |
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| 128.2 i was happy when i saw that i had lost weight today; but i hadnt eaten in so long; i just cracked. and i ate so much and i didnt work out a lot either; i know that im gonna regret it tomorrow when i weigh in hope you're all doing better than me<3 stay strong |
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| so okay; since eliza hasnt been updating on this thing i guess im taking over? :p soo yesterday: 82 cals. today: 82 cals + 497 cals + 278 cals = 857cals sooo im really disappointed on how i did today; ill do thinspo tomorrow :p <3 stay strong skinnies. --- rachele |
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