Hard to talk about myself when at times I don't think I know who I am. I'm 17, on the same road that a lot of us are...starving for perfection. CW:113, HW:115, LW:105, GW:95.
1.One moment on the lips, Forever on the hips.
2.Hunger hurts but starving work.
3.We turn skeletons into goddesses, and look to them as if they might teach us how not to need.
4.There is no TRY. There is only DO
Interests:Ana, Being Thin, Dieting, Diet Mountain Dew, Mary Kate and Ashley, Nicole Richie, Rachel Bilson, Victoria's Secret models, Being Beautiful Expertise:Hiding behind a smile Occupation:Student Industry:Education/Research
Hey babez, well hm kinda been afraid to get on and post things on here. I havent been doing good at all in the food department...like horrible in my view. Once again I have fallen prey to the evils of a school lunch! grr...I just hate it. I am such a fuck up its crazy. So yeah.just not doing great in the food dept. As for the rest of my world, things are oddly good, kinda strange, when things go okay I start to get suspicious and just keep watching and waiting for something to happen to mess things up... Anyways, sorry I haven't been on and writing or commenting. Hope everyone else is doing okay!
Hey girlies. Well today was a good day today, atleast I felt so anyways. College has been on my mind a lot, I guess cause it finally hit me I am supposed to be graduating this year and I didn't have a plan at all...*Cross your fingers that I graduate!!* So I got online over the weekend and checked out some collges in florida, where I wanna live and found one, did some talking and someone is supposed to be in touch. I look forward to being down there, I love it there. My mom listened to my plan, and supports me though I could tell she k inda wanted to cry, she doesn't like the thought of being with out me but I need to get away from this small town and see what else is out there, see if i can cut it in the big city. Tonight is my last night at the college class, yay me, I am excited, I'll have to take another class winter quarter. But hey,well worth it if I get outta here. But anyways, I don't have a lot of time just wanted to make it quick. Today I have done good, just sipping on diet drinks like a good girl. Love yall very much and wish the best to ya!
Hey sweets. Well as some of
you know I have been changing my layout like crazy, I am addicted to
change. I like this one, its cute and I love the icons. I added some on
there since there were only a few. Let me know if you like. Well
today...eating wise not so great, but never is on the weekend.
b-chocolate chip pancake
l-pasta
d-pasta
bad bad bad...Weekdays at school are better. Well girls, I am super
super tired, thinking about bed right now. Hope yall have a good night!
Much love!
Hey girlies, good morning.
Thanks for the comments. Well not a lot to say because it's early, I am
just sipping on coffee right now, wondering why the hell I am awake
lol. Probably because I am on my period, damn thing, I never sleepw ell
when I am on it. But anyways, hope you girls are doing well, I'm off to
find some thinspirtation to post on here! Much love!
oh well whats done is done, and back to the plan tomorrow! I am at
Soph's, we're both in the same boat as far as food is concerned both of
us have issues with it and our bodies so its easy to talk to her about
it. I love her! Anyways, we're watching Americas Next Top Model, good
stuff! Night yall!
