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Get him out of my head

Get him out of my head

Get him out of my head

Get him out of my head

Get him out of my head

Get him out of my head

Skin--Alexz Johnson
I drift away to a place
Another kind of life
Take away the pain
I create my paradise
Everything I've held
Has hit the wall
What used to be yours
Isn't yours at all.

Falling apart at all that I'm asking
Is it a crime? Am I over-reacting?

Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie

So what you had didn't fit
Among the pretty things
Never fear, never fear
I now know where you've been
Braids have been untied
As ribbons fall away
Leave the consequence
My tears you'll taste

Falling apart at all that I question
Is this a dream? Or is this my lesson?

Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie

I don't believe I'll be alright
I don't believe I'll be okay
I don't believe
How you've thrown me away

I do believe you didn't try
I do blame you for every lie
When I look in your eyes
I don't see mine.

Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie

Oh, my permission to sin
You might have started my reckoning
I've got a reason now to bury him alive
Another little white lie.

[Silly Little Girl]
"Be who you are. Imitation is suicide."
My motto
Yet, around you
I forget everything I believe in
This person I've spent months building
gets broken down
in just one glance.
That one glance
tears down my walls of strength
revealing an insecure
clumsy
awkward
silly, little girl
with low self-esteem.
A girl who is afraid.
Afraid of loving
caring
of feeling
out loud.
All for the fear of
not being loved or
cared about.
The opposite of this strong
outspoken
realistic
independent girl
with strong beliefs and passions
who can't be told what to do
told who to be
how to act
what to say
Yeah, you break me down boy.
You reduce me to everything I said
I'd never be again.

[We Know]
You're everything I hate
Everything I'm against
You fake your innocence
Just like you fake your romances
Your love is a poor imitation
But your charm blinds everyone
They cannot see you for who you really are.
They can't see how you fake this shit
To save yourself.
Prove that you can take any girl hostage
But she won't yell, scream or cry
Just follow you obeyingly
Under your spell of cheap lies
Rub it in my face
But I still see you
Underneath the "I don't care"'s
After what we went through
I don't think you'll let yourself
Get close like that again
Just close enough to touch
And get a taste of what we used to be
Then you lose your nerve
And guard your heart
Can't you see?
I already know
We both do.
You only want the ones who you
Could never love.

[Let's Forget]
Look at us now
Who could've predicted this?
Neither of us thought we'd end up this way
Cold, awkward, and ignorant
Needing a reason to talk to each other
We can't just say
"I miss you"
"I just wanted to hear your voice"
Oh no, because that'd be crossing
The boundaries of  'just friends'
We've subconsciously worked so hard
To make.
But when we do cross that line
Without even speaking
We forget
We forget that we ever let anything come between us
I panic, thinking I hugged you too tightly
For a little too long
But you were holding on too.
Inhaling the scent of my hair
Your sweet smell washing over me
You kiss my forehead
And squeeze me one more time
Stare me down
And I forget to breathe
Then we snap back to reality
Where there are lines and boundaries
...But the look in your eyes tells me
I wasn't the only one remembering.

[4 letter lie]
Yeah, I'm beating myself up again
For all the things you'll never say
All the things you'll never do
I'm the one who has to pay

Reel me in
And push me away
End with a hint of hopefulness
Just to keep me at bay

Falling for you was my mistake
I wish you would've fallen too
So you could've possibly meant it
When you said "I love you too."

[All These Things]
I want to hold you one more time
I want to feel your lips on mine
You'll never know but this is true
-All the things I'll never tell you

Just look at me like you did
That night when we felt so alive
Your hands on my hips, mine in your hair
I still don't know how I survived

I just want your love again
Your attention for one day
If I caught it, I'd never let it go
-With all these things I'll never say

[My Kind Of Love]
I'll inhale your scent
And make it my passion
I'll break your heart
Like it's going out of fashion

I'll trap you
And I'll toy with your mind
I'll make you beg
The best love is of the painful kind

Oh, I'll hurt you
And tell you lies
So maybe you'll know
How it felt when I died

I'll cheat
And I'll flirt
Come on baby, cry
I wanna see you hurt

I hope that my voice
Haunts you in your sleep
The way yours did mine
When my sanity was hard to keep

You'll be clueless
Like the whole neighborhood
Sweetie, I'll love you.
It's for your own good.

Happy Cinco De Mayo!